FUCK
So I just woke up (das a lie I woke up at 4am for some reason)
buT SO LIKE
Last night I remembered Hamilton was going on tour and my mom said that purghaps if they came to Pittsburgh (please don't find me and make me write kiani I cannot @ cube fans that still read my shit bc idk I'm gr8) or close to us, then we might go WHICH LIKE MOM DO NOT TEMP ME I WILL CRY AND SING DURING THE WHOLE SHOW
But so I was googling the tours and they only have two set rn but anyways
I had this dream?? That I was in class and basically in 9th grade French club went to see La Hotel which is fucking great but instead it was history class and we were going to see Hamilton?? And basically I just screamed and started crying bc HAMILTON and everyone was rly concerned bc I was like shaking and dry heaving and my friend was just like "she loves it a lot okay" and I WANT TO SEE HAMILTON SO BAD FUCK
I am pained bc my school will never preform it bc one, the director always chooses classics and like shit I want to be Alexander Hamilton EVEN THO I CAN'T SING NOR ACT NOR RAP FUCK
Also I don't think the play will be out before I graduate (class of 2018 ayyye) so I'm cry
Oh speaking of theater I'm probably going to do Stage Crew or audition for the play?? We're doing Spamalot which breaks like 80 forth walls it's great
But I was talking to my friend about doing Crew which she did last year and the year previous she was actually in the play which was the Mystery Of Edwin Drood which I wanted to see but didn't get to and I heard it was fucking ace so I am the sad
But she said it was tough and people will yell at me and I am smol and fragile but I WILL FIGHT FOR MY RIGHT TO PANT FUCKING SET PIECES
Also she just gave me a bunch of old clothes so I have two supernatural shirts but one literally tore a little from my boobs my tits are small so like I started crying I couldn't
*puts on shirt*
"yay spn!"
*breaths out*
*sound of fabric tearing*
"what the fuck"
Now thinking of it if my teacher does not organize a field trip to see Hamilton if it comes to town I will be so upset and mope a lot ask my friends I will hold a grudge against the teacher for the rest of my time in highschool
I got so off track in this rant I'm sorry I've only had one cup of coffee don't take away my stationary