A new day started after that very sudden incident last night. I woke up from bed stretching, yawning, and rubbing my eyes I'd then go to the bathroom washing my face I would look at myself and see a girl with drowsy eyes, messy hair, and her posture a slouch to where it was similar of a sloth I would quickly dress myself nicely, ironed my uniform, make my bed, feed my cat, and finally cook my own meal.
I went out to lock the door of the house. As I did I kept thinking about Haru but also Rin "agh, what should I do..?" I went to school early in the morning since I was participating in the swim club. As I got to the school I took my shoes off and changed it to a different pair, I walked into class and yawned "Ohayou... " sensei would look at me and began with class, especially haru he turned and looked at me in worry.
By the time the bell rang, I had my head down and noticed a puddle of drool. I raised my head up slowly until Haru came into view to where our noses touched as they did a rise of redness grew on the side of my cheeks "Y/N, you don't look too well." I looked at him and said "I am well, you just don't see it." I pouted. Haru would then smack something on my forehead which kept me and my body cool. Haru would then look at me neutrally with his blue eyes gleaming at me.
I would feel a strange aura surrounding me and Haru but as I then realized this strange aura was coming from Haru, his stare kept setting me off somewhere, some where nice and cool but at a second thought too simple. I snapped out of the trance and held Haru's cheeks in both my hands. I then pulled his cheeks gently after for awhile he stopped and kissed my forehead like nothing strange actually happened. I gulped slightly and moved my hand to where he kissed me, I blushed for a few minutes and smiled.
But later realized I have to confess to two people I love and had memories with which are now swim rivals. I looked down at my feet and sighed, "Baka..." the school bell rang afterwards. I went to change my pair of shoes and saw Haru waiting for me to walk home together.
As I changed my pair of shoes I closed shut my locker but as soon as I did a pair of soft yet muscular arms grabbed me by the waist and pulled me back behind the lockers my eyes would widen feeling surprised, shock, and scared. I yelled for help but as soon as I did the arms of this person gently covered my mouth from speaking. Later on, I heard the person say "Shh.." I gulped from this and stayed calm, the person then told me "(Y/N), do you love me more than Haru if you do I'll please you with the love I want to give you.."
As I listened to his words I realized this voice belongs to Rin. I looked down at his arms holding me against his chest which made my heart make rhythms against my upper body. Rin waited for my response, I then spoke "....I like both of you and Haru but I just don't know yet.." Rin clenched his jaw "Tsk.." he tightened his grip against my waist and chest.
He lowered his head near my shoulders and then opened his mouth and licked my neck which sent shivers down my spinal cord. I struggled to move against Rin and tried stopping him with all the strength I have. "R-rin..stop please..I-i'm sick today...I don't want you to get sick to." I looked down as my hair covered the appearance of my eyes. Rin turned me around and pressed me against him he then bit my lip, but I refused to kiss him.
For a few minutes, I heard Haru call my name, I wanted to cry for help but Rin had me tight in his arms to where I couldn't move. There was only one way to let Rin go and I just had to do it, I looked at Rin with some nervousness alongside with me.
I slapped him across his left side of his cheek, he would look at me in shock he then rubs his cheek and placed my hand on to where I slapped him. Rin finally let go of my waist and walked away with both his hands shoved into his pocket along with his Samezuka academy uniform.
I walked out from behind the locker rooms and looked at my hand. I then saw Haru with worry in his eyes I shedded some small tears and smiled, he hugged me gently and tight. I then rubbed the back of his head, "It's all right Haru, I'm okay don't worry so much." I laughed a bit but cried to. Haru kissed my cheek and rested his head on my shoulder "I don't know what to do... without you (Y/N)...I'd lose my conscious if I lost you." He wrapped his arm around my waist as I wrapped my arm around his.
As we got home, Haru took both my hands into his and kissed my nose, "I love you, (Y/N)." I looked at his blue oceanic eyes and stood on my toes to kiss his cheek. I then let go of his hands and walked inside, I waved bye to him and he did as well.
I went up to my room and watched Haru walk back to his place. I smiled and then I went to mark the days on my calendar. "Four more days to graduation...I'm going to tell them before the day of graduation." I said in confident but then soon after fall asleep.
"Who do I really want to be with after graduation?.... someone who has been generous yet funny at the same time....someone cares for me.... someone that wasn't a complete full of himself..." I opened my eyes in the middle of the night and rubbed my forehead where I still had that cool relief head aid which Haru gave me to keep me from getting worse. I would sigh and lay in bed tiredly.