Isa's POV: I walk to "my room" and immediately feel a cold sensation.
It seemed as if a window Had been opened.
I rub my collarbone and quickly run my fingers trying to massage my back arm I felt pain on it every-time I put pressure on it.
I walk to the bed and pull the sheets over tugging myself in Turning the lamp off.
My eye lids slowly become heavy and I slowly drift to sleep.
I quickly wake up and feel the bed sink in, and a pair of strong arms on my waist.
I am a really light sleeper so I immediately panic and turn around.
"It's just me" I hear Ethan's soft voice on my ear.
"you scared the shit out of me"I say slowly pushing him.
"I'm sorry" he says.
I turn again to him and face him.
"Did anyone see you?" I ask.
"No I made sure" Ethan says with his hand on his head.
"How do you feel?" he asks.
"tired" I say sitting up on the bed.
"Or sore?" Ethan says smiling.
"Hmm that too" I say rubbing my eyes.
"Do you really?" Ethan asks.
"Yes" I say laughing.
I rub my collarbone and roll my head side to side.
"What's wrong?" Ethan asks.
"I don't know my collarbone and back hurt"I say.
Ethan leans closer to me and places his finger on my collarbone running his finger thru it,and smiles.
I move my head to the side.
"Your hickies are so visible" he says laughing.
"you practically tattooed my whole body every inch with your lips" I say.
"I can do it again" Ethan says sliding his hand under my shirt his fingertips are cold against my body making me shiver.
"You're afraid of me?" he asks.
"No your touch is cold" I say.
"They'll get warm" he says kissing my collarbone leaving wet kisses he moves his lips to my shoulder.
I run my fingers thru his hair and he moves his lips closer my my shoulders to my neck.
"Again" I whisper.
"Yes" Ethan whispers in my ear his warm breath reaches my neck.
I lay back on the bed and Ethan crawls up on the bed on top of me.
I place my hands on his waist while he kisses me.
I slide my fingers on his shirt rubbing his back he quickly takes his shirt off.
I look at him and smile.
He kisses me softly yet passionately, I smile within every kiss.
"I love you" Ethan says.
"I ..I love you too" I say it felt good saying it.
"I'm afraid of waking up and not seeing you" Ethan says.
"Ethan you will see me" I say pulling him back to a kiss.
He takes my clothes off and looks at my body.
"Me eyes are blessed" he says laughing.
He goes in me he's gentle and slow.
I moan and he looks at me and runs his fingers thru my cheek.
He slowly picks up the pace.
I move my head back and moan,he leans closer to me and kisses my neck.
He stops and moves next to me.
A tear rolls down my cheek.
"What's wrong Isa?hey baby?" He asks quickly moving next to me.
"Did I hurt you?" he asks.
"No you didn't that was beautiful,but for a moment I forgot where I was, I felt happy" I say.
Ethan hugs me and kisses my head.
"Do I make you happy?" Ethan asks.
"You do Ethan..I love you" I say.
"What about Grayson" Ethan asks.
"What about Grayson?" I ask.
"Do you love him?" He asks.
"I do,but.."Ethan cuts me off.
"I knew it" he says.
"I thought I loved him they way I love you, but I realize I didn't
I care for Grayson I love him as a friend" I say.
"Did you and him you know..hook up" Ethan asks looking down.
"Ethan.." I say.
"Answer me" Ethan says raising his voice making me jump.
"No.. I'm not gonna answer that" I say, I felt a knot on the back of my throat.
"Isa you better fucking answer me" Ethan says.
"Okay yes I did" I say raising my voice.
Ethan looks at me and quickly looks down at the sheets.
"I told you once we did it,it didn't feel right because I didn't love him the way I thought.I love Grayson ... As a friend" I say waiting for Ethan to answer,I look at him and he doesn't say a word and continues looking at the sheets.
"you played with me" Ethan says looking up at me he looks different his expression looks cold to the point that it scares me.
"No I.." I say,but Ethan cuts me off.
"YOU DID ISA YOU FUCKING DID YOU SAID YOU WEREN'T GONNA HURT ME ..AND YOU HOOKED UP WITH HIM ..WITH..MY ..BROTHER" Ethan says getting up he quickly puts his clothes on.
"I DIDN'T ETHAN ..I ..THIS IS HARD ENOUGH FOR ME...DONT YOU SEE I TOLD YOU I DONT FEEL THE SAME TOWARDS HIM LIKE I FEEL TOWARDS YOU" I say raising my voice.
"I can't I don't..I don't know.this is it" Ethan says walking towards the door.
"Fine.. Walk away.. I'm not gonna beg you..but I ..did love you differently" I say my vision gets blurry as I walk towards the bathroom.
I hear the door close and I walk to the shower turning the water on.
"How did I end up here" I thought to myself more tears rolled down my face.
I missed my family I wish I was at home.I wish I never met Ethan,I wish I didn't know about him,I wish I didn't I'm confused and I fucking hate it.
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Yikes.. Haha well Ethan was heated in this chapter!