Nicki POV
I looked up and seen meek and carol standing at the door
I decided to kept quiet meek and carol had the nervous smile on their faces
I looked at ava running her fingers in her thick curly hair
The tension in the room was thick as hell and nobody didn't want to say anything
This was awkward I could feel meek staring at me
Mama Kathy: umm OK I think it time for us to go so let's go you guys
Everyone got ready to go and said the good byes and headed out the door
Mama Kathy: I'll back to tomorrow
Nicki: OK have a safe drive home (I said softly)
Mama Kathy: OK love yall get some rest (kissing my forehead) let's go na
Na: what I'm going to stay a little bit long
Mama Kathy: nasheema let's go with yo nosey ass
(I pray I spelled her name right)
Na: ma you didn't even have to call me by my government name (gathering her stuff to leave) see ya tomorrow sissy
Nicki: later (I said in a low voice)
Meek: I'm going to walk them down I'll be back
I knew what he was doing but I didn't say anything
I felt carol presence getting closer to me
I felt asia squirm in her sleep on the side me
Ifelt the bed dip I quickly shifted my eyes back carol
Carol: hello onika
Nicki: hi (never looking in her face)
Carol: she is so beautiful (admiring ava)
Nicki: thank you
Carol: remind me of you when you was born
I let out a light chuckle
Carol: you was so beautiful with your caramel skin complexion and a head full of thick curls and your brown almond shaped eyes you're just perfect (smiling)
Nicki: just perfect, just perfect to give away right (seeing carol smile fade away)
Carol: onika you know I'm sorry right (touching my knee making me look up at her)
She quickly moved her hand and put her hand in her lap
Carol: onika
Nicki: yes I know
Carol: nika I'm really sorry if I could change time I would I was just young and dumb and didn't think a baby would fit in my life and that was stupid of me
I just nodded my head
Carol: babygirl I'm tr-
Nicki: don't call me that
Carol: OK onika I'm trying to fix this I promise I am only if you let me I want be apart of your life and my grandchildren I missed too much already please onika let me it in
Nicki: I don't know
Carol: please we can take it one step at time and start over let me be in your life I know I messed up
Nicki: I need time to think about it
Carol: OK I'll give you that I pray you make the right decision but I think its time for me to go (picking up her things get ready to go)
I felt a little bad for her
Nicki: umm carol you can come back to tomorrow if you want to
Carol: I would love that good night onika
Nicki: good night
I saw her smile and walk out the door
I notice something was missing
Nicki: meek you can come in now
Meek: how you know I was out here
Nicki: because I know my nosey ass husband
Meek laughed and headed to the bathroom to wash his hands
When he came back out I handed him ava
He held her in his arms I already know she is going to have him wrapped around her little baby finger
Meek: so what did y'all talk about (looking at ava)
Nicki: I know you heard already
Meek: no I didn't y'all was talking too low and shit
I started to laughing at him since he was so serious
Nicki: well since you want to know she asked to be back in my life and I don't know if I should let her
Meek: why not
Nicki: because I'm scared rihmeek
Meek: well I think you should because at least she's trying to do all she can to fix it
Nicki: I'll think about it
What you think nicki you should do
I hope you guys like this chapter
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