I fall in love with you slowly day by day. And i'm stupid enough to call it love but i know it's not, but it surely isn't just a little thing because we both will never be just a little thing. I realised i'm falling for you from the moment i saw those sparks in your eyes. The way you talked about something not everyone would understand. The way you hint that you're a heavy dreamer and no one sees and no one understands. But i do. That picture that i saw, how easy happiness is to you, how much you want it, and you won't let anyone stand in front of it. I know i wouldn't.
I fall in love with every stupid thing you do because it shows me how quirky you are and you're not afraid to show it at least when i'm nearby. I fall in love with the way you try to act all tough and invincible around me but i'm not that stupid, i see right through you. I fall in love with that stare and smile you give me for 3 seconds two times a week. I fall in love with the way you say my name, you say anything. The way you talk. I fall in love knowing that it might be a hurricane. We might be a storm. We could break the whole system down. We could do so much. And the thought of it leaves me inspired. I'll never be a simple half and this would never be anything ordinary. And i fall in love knowing that you're exactly like this. And yet you're so different, exactly what i want to see.
/7th of October, '16
Love? nowhere near that. but i wonder if i'll look at you that same way some time again