I thought this fic was shit but I read over it and its actually good so imma start updating again.
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Now that I think about it, what are Tyler and I? Are we dating? Are we friends? What are we?
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I got to school really early which is surprising so I decided to walk around. While I was walking I bumped into Brendon and lost my balance. "Shit, sorry man." Brendon said, helping me regain my balance. "Nah its okay." I said trying to play it off when it hurt like hell. "Oh um, Tyler is looking for you in the front." Brendon said looking annoyed. I nodded and headed to the front to find Tyler.
When I got there I saw Tyler sitting on a bench listening to music. As I was walking over there this girl with blond hair came over and sat next to him. I stopped in my tracks. Who was she? She laid her head on his shoulder. Tyler put his arm around her, kissing her forehead. I stood there, in shock.
I told you he was using you.
I turned around to see Brendon, staring. He had a sad look in his eyes but also hiding a smirk. He knew what happened. I felt my eyes water and bit my lip, refusing to have tears coming down my face. Brendon noticed and came up to hug me. I hugged him back tightly and silently cried into his chest.
Brendon took a few loud steps forward, obviously trying to get someone's attention. He stopped and hugged me back, acting like he was trying to comfort me. "Josh?" Tyler called, I heard his footsteps getting closer and I got closer to Brendon, if that was even possible. Brendon noticed and brought me closer. The footsteps stopped when I felt brendon shake his head. I stopped crying by now, but I didn't want to pull away, his warmth felt good, but it didn't feel right. Even though I wanted to look at Tyler so bad I resisted.
I heard the bell ring and I, slowly, withdrew from Brendon and walked to class.
When I got there Tyler sat next to me, not saying a thing. We had some time to talk so since Tyler wasn't talking to me I was on my phone. "Josh." Tyler said finally breaking he silence that was slowly killing me. "Yes?" I said. "I'm sorry." Tyler said, he knew what he did. I stay silent, until I decided to answer. "Oh," was all I said. Tyler sighed, leaning back in his chair.
"What more do you want from me? I'm sorry, okay? I know it was a stupid mistake-" Tyler began, but I cut him off. "A stupid mistake? You put an arm around a girl and kiss her forehead as a mistake? You didn't even hesitate or even think about it," I said, holding my head up with my hand. "You might as well kissed her." I mumbled the last part. I could see Tyler look at me, he was on the verge of tears. I kept looking forward avoiding eye contact.
After what it felt like hours the bell rang, I got up quickly and left. It hurt so much seeing Tyler like this.
After surviving the entire school day in silence, it was finally gym. The coach let me sit out while Tyler played. The blond girl from earlier came in to watch. She was sitting on the first row of bleachers while I was on the fourth. "Tyler!" She called out happily. Tyler turned and saw her, he smiled and waved. He looked up and saw me, his smile faded and I looked away. When he continued playing that blond girl came up and sat next to me. I shirted uncomfortably. "I'm Jenna." By those words I remembered, didn't Tyler say he was gay? "I'm Josh." I said, trying to remember if Tyler said that. "I like your tattoo." Jenna said as she slid her hand down my arm. I roughly pulled away, out of her reach.
"Go fuck yourself." I said as I got up, grabbed my backpack, and headed out the door.
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Well I'm back at updating again. This time I won't have a schedule. I'm just gonna update whenever. I know this is short but I'm tired af so I just wanted to end this and go to bed.
Anyways..
Stay safe!
Stay alive frens |-/❤