Am sweating while am freezing and diving into a deep ocean trying to find a pearl. I keep breathing water feeling like a mermaid. My body reaches the surface preventing me from getting that shining pearl. Wave after wave taking me so far, the sun is burning my skin, and I can see it, but am still freezing. My right hand bleeding suddenly. I slowly feel hot. I feel the burning of my skin. I feel so tired because of the amount of water I drank. Am literally dying. (I actually enjoy writing what I imagine, so I felt like why not doing it).
11:45 AM: I suddenly felt depressed. I hate being depressed about somethings I heard, or something happened to me. Am obviously depressed because of something that happened like a year before. It's abnormal. It is okay but depression leads to a lot of problems, specially if it stayed so long. That's why I hate sitting alone, I think about things that happened since a very long time which doesn't make sense because we definitely can forget.
Today, I woke up sick with my blocked ears, nose, and my red eyes. I looked so weird but this was fine somehow because I looked like a scary doll and halloween is coming up very soon. Lol. I spent half of today with my grandma, and the other half with aunt, and my sister. I kept listening to my grandma while she's telling me about how they used to live and how they used to celebrate and... I enjoy doing that with her, although we were both sick (just saying)😂. We had a nap together before lunch. This is actually my Friday routine but the other half of the day's routine changes every Friday. Today I went to the market with my aunt, I love going to the market to get some snacks. And we also had a walk for like 10 minutes. And am here about to sleep but am sadly without my nachos:(. Me: saying good night with tears in my eyes because am missing my favorite snack
9:44 PM
Dear me, please stay happy because nothing really deserves to be sad. Please trust yourself first before trusting people. Have a great decision. Think. Just think before making any decision. Take care of yourself. Advice yourself, too! Not only people. Be the best ! Believe me life is too short to think and wish others the best and to forget about you! Keep in mind that you're the best! And you will be.
I'm somewhere between heaven and hell but not on earth. I'm here between them. Who are they? Aliens. They're moving all around me. They are surrounding me. Am smiling and they're not reacting at all. I think they're shocked ¿ or they might be somehow scared or even amazed. Am breathing a mixture of oxygen and other unknown gases, they are known but I don't know them. I can't see any plants or any area of water in here. I started to walk all over the place trying to discover any new places but it's totally different than earth. The only similarity between them is sand and rocks. I can't see any sea! There is no water here. Sadly, I can't get back to Earth. I don't think I'll survive.