I have had to think really hard about if I want to go to New York but once I thought about it I had finally came to a conclusion. Before I told one person I decided to have the Dolan family over to our house for dinner along with the girl I met at the club and some of the Dolan's YouTube friends that I have also came close to. I was really nervous and when I get nervous I always pay to ton of attention to what I'm wearing. Although I didn't have to I decided to wear a beautiful dress that I bought online at lilacshade.com (Dress pictured above) I went downstairs to help my mother get dinner ready and clear my head. She kept bugging me for me to tell her what I chose but I wouldn't tell her until I told everyone else. It made her really annoyed but it was actually kind of funny how desperate she was for an answer. Before I knew it the doorbell rang and it was the Dolan family. Everyone was surprisingly dressed really nice. I first I thought I looked over the top but they were also dressed nice. I was still dressed a little too fancy though but I didn't mind. I gave all of them a hug and their mom went over to mine and insisted on helping the finishing touches with dinner so I could talk to Ethan and Grayson. We went into the living room and sat down to talk.
Grayson/ So what did you choose?
Me/ O told you guys I'm not telling you until every one is here and we are finished eating dinner.
Ethan/ What did we do for you to punish us?
He said it in a winey voice.
Me/ How about a partial school year of constant beating and abuse?
They both just looked down depressed thinking about what they did and I busted out laughing. They both quickly looked up looking at me like I'm insane.
Me/ Boys I was kidding geez. That's the past we can't change that.
We all laughed until the doorbell rang. I went to open it and it was Shelby. She had her dance makeup on with a plain dress. It was really pretty I was so jealous.
Me/ Dang girl you look nice!
Shelby/ I know but what else is knew. She flipped her hair and walked past me laughing.
I knew it was a joke so I rolled my eyes and introduced her to my mom and Grayson. I also re introduced her to Ethan since the met at the club. Before we knew it Nate and Aaron we also over and we were all sitting at the table getting ready to eat dinner. My mom made a casserole and cheesy mashed potatoes and it was surprisingly good considering she had never been the best cook. Then I remembered I did help her make it so I was constantly watching her every move so she wouldn't make a wring move. One time she used baking sofa instead of flour. I sweat she could mess up peeling an orange. She has done that may I add. We all were having a conversation with each other we all forgot the reason we are here. For a minute I thought that everyone was going to forget the reason they were all invited over here. Then when we finished eating dessert which was muffins and brownies someone aka my mother finally remembered why we were all sitting at the table in the first place.
Mom/ So Bethany...
everyone looked over at me
Me/ What?
I thought she was going to yell at me or something
Mom/ May you please kill our anxiety and tell us what you have decided.
Everyone started agreeing with her eyeballing me for an answer. My heart was beating so hard and fast I thought it was going to burst out of my chest.
Me/ Do you guys really want to know now?
I was hoping they would say no.
YES they all said it yelling and in unison.
Me/ Okay okay.
I started laughing at them.
Ethan/ Stop stalling and just tell us already!
Me/ Okay jeez... I have decided... for the better of me and everyone else sitting at this table I had to think really hard about what I wanted to do with this situation. And after thinking very hard... I have decided I am.....
Ohhhhh cliff hanger OML I'm so clever😂😂 I may post the next chapter by tonight if I have time but it may be a while💜