Bora's POV
I spent the rest of the summer in bed. I got tired of being sick. I couldn't go out to enjoy the summer heat even for a moment. I couldn't even go to the beach. My mum started work again and I was most of the time alone. Except for a hour or two when Min came to make me a little company. Minho also came everyday. To tell the truth I got a little spoiled from him. He bought everything I asked him for. One day he didn't come and I got worried. I call him several times, but he didn't answer. I got worried and I started thinking stupid things. I had to spend that day alone, thinking about him. As I have said before I was a dancer, but I had to quit because of my illness, which I am sick off. I couldn't live another day with people around me who always ask abot my health, look after me like I am a baby. They didn't let me get up just to borrow a glass of water. I was always in the centre of attention. It may look fine but it isn't. Anyway!!!
Bora's thoughts
I met Minho just a day before school ended. My first impression wasn't that good. I hated him so much, but he was hot! That's why I dated him. I never thought I would find something beside dancing that would made my feel happy, energetic, pretty, important and most of all alive. I hadn't felt in love before. That's what scared me most! Minho looks like a bad boy, but if you get to know him better you would see how he really is! In fact he is kind of a bad boy who used fool language, acts strong and cold, but he is gentle (most of the time). He also acts cute sometimes because he wants to cheer me up. I like his smile a lot... No, I love it! I like his low sexy voice. It's so sexy! He may be a couple years older but I see it as a good thing. It makes me feel protected. If love is like going to explode or those butterflies. If is that stupid feeling that makes your mind weak. If it's that feeling that makes your heart beat fast every second. If it's that crazy, plainly feeling that you have when you miss him. Then I can say that I love him. But I am afraid. As afraid as you can't even imagine. If your heart gets broken it hurts more than anything else. I forgave him because I trust him. But if that happens again... I don't know! Maybe it would be better not to live anymore. What happened in the past made my feel unloved. if you love someone and he doesn't love you back you will feel like you're nobody, like you don't even exist.
***
The next morning I got up at 6:00. I took a shower. I was a real mess. After that I started to fix my hair. Ufff, curls! It took me almost a hour to meake them look good. I went to the kitchen to find something to eat. Then I reminded that I had to take the medicines first. I had to wait for another hour to eat breakfast. I went back to bed and opened the TV. As I was watching TV the door bell rang. It might had been 9:30. I go up to open it.
- Oppa!- I shouted.
Minho smiled as he saw me that happy. He got in.
- Wow, what a mess! Does a caveman live here or what?! - he was teasing me.
- Aish! I am sick! I can't do housework! - I tried to act spoiled and cute as I hit him softly in the shoulder.
- Ouch! How strong you are! - Minho started to laugh.
- F**k off!
He was looking at me and his jaw dropped down. Then he started laugh harder. Then he got more serious.
- What did you say?
I got shy. Even I couldn't believe what I said.
- Nothing!
- Are you trying to act the bad girl in front of me?
I was just looking at him. I got scared. Minho was angry or he was just acting.
Then I was keeping my head down and looking at my feet.
- I'm sorry!- I said with a low voice.
- What did you say? I did not hear it. - Minho got closer and showed his ear with his finger.
- I'm sorry!
Then he started to laugh.
- How cute you are! Silly!
He took his arms around me and pulled me tight.
- I hate you so much! - I told him.
- I know you do! - he replied to me.
I huged him back.
***
- Let's go to the beach! - Minho said to me.
I was excited. I thought mum won't let me, but I had thought it wrong.
- Some of my friends are coming, too.
Minho said to me. I wnet my bedroom to get dressed. All those days in bed were over. Finally it felt like summer. I wore a short dress and the swimsuit under it. I took the glasses and some other things on my bag and then I went back to the living room.
- Are you kidding me! - Minho didn't sound very happy and he pushed me back to my room.
- Wear something longer or pants!
- No, I like this dress!
- I don't care. Go change now!
I went back to my room. I wore my shorts and a tight blouse.
- Now you look better!
- Whatever! - I replied to him as I grabbed him by his arm and pushed him towards the door. I got in the car and I closed the door. I was very angry.
- Don't be like this! You look ugly!- Minho said as he was picking my cheek.
- Stop it! - I said and I took his hand away.- What if your friends say " Oh, look how ugly Minho's girlfriend is!"
- Who said that you're my girlfriend?!- Minho put a evil smirk on his face.
- Aish!
The way was too long. we past the beach and he wasn't stopping his car anywhere. After 2 hours we arrived. It was sort of a dessert beach. We were the only people there. I got out of the car. The sun was burning my skin. I have a sensitive skin. It gets burnt easly. The beach was between some massive rocks. The sand was clean and you could see your reflection on the sea clearly. Then I saw that there were 3 other people. The were Minho's friends. ( a boy and two girls)
Taehyun was his best friend. He looked completely different from Minho. He was handsome, but cute and a little cold. I liked his hair style, though. Eralda was his girlfriend. She had a great body shapes. She looked friendly and nice. The other girl was Minho's sister, Dana. Was the same girl I faced at the supermarket. But I had seen her before that. Not sure where exactly! As I was taking my clothes off I turned around and saw Minho smiling at me. Then I turned around again. While Minho and Taehyun were fixing the broken umbrella, I was with Dana and Erlada. We sat on a rock near the sea. That moment I felt the freshly wind. My skin felt colder. Dana asked me:
- Do you remember me?
- We met at the super market right?
- Despite that! We were at the same dance contest last year. I was at NEW EFO.
- I remembered that!
- So you are at a dancing crew? - Erlada asked me.
- I was! I can't dance now because of my illness.
While we were talking about random things I was very nervous, but I made them laugh several times. They told me that I was funny. Then we went back to the guys.
- Don't your boyfriends need some kisses? - Taehyun asked.
Eralda didn't refuse that. Minho was looking at me.
- Who said that you are my boyfriend? Huh?
I lift my head with a smirk. He was half smiling and moving his jaw side to side. I know he wasn't expecting what I said. Meanwhile Taehyun was laughing and making fun of him.
- I like this girl! Hi5 here!
I was so relieved that they liked me. Taehyun and I had a lot of similar things. Eralda was too nice with me and Dana was a smiley girl that always had anything to say.