Yet Again History Repeats Its...

By Gig2gelsz3

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She thought she was madly in love with him and no one was gonna replace him. But then he came along and chang... More

Chapter 1: First Day To A Perfect Doom
Chapter 2: All She Wants Is To Be Pain Free
Chapter 3: Sweet And Sour
Chapter 4: My Other Half Omar
Chapter 5: He's Home For Good
Chapter 6: This Wont Be The Last Time I Promise
Chapter 7: Should I Tell Or Should I Not
Chapter 8: I'll Always Hold It Down For You But Will You Do The Same For Me?
Chapter 9: I'll Always Fight For Us
Chapter 10: Goodbye Innocence, Hello Danger
Chapter 11: Shattered Heart
Chapter 12: Unexpected Truth
Chapter 13: Broken Heart
Chapter 14: Kill Me Now
Chapter 15: Unrealistic
Chapter 16: Tired Of Trying
Chapter 17: Unknown Facts
Chapter 18:Too Good To Be True
Chapter 19: Friends? Lovers? FWB? Enemies?
Chapter 20: I Like You But....
Chapter 22: You Promised
Chapter 23: One Line or Two Lines
Chapter 24: Let's Celebrate!
Chapter 25: Voices In My Head
Chapter 26: The Day My Life Completely Changed.
Chapter 27: He's Your What? Brother?!
Chapter 28: Guero! Stop!
Chapter 29: Who The Hell Is She?
Chapter 30: Road Trip!
Chapter 31: Dad?
Chapter 32: Emotionless?
Chapter 33: Christmas Eve
Chapter 34: 3 Months Later
Chapter 35: Don't Go Away
Chapter 36: He's What?
Chapter 37: Just A Dream?
Chapter 38: New High Record
Chapter 39: Surprise!
Chapter 40: So What Are We?
Chapter 41: Huh?Wait,What?!
Chapter 42: Sweet Sixteen
Chapter 43: Promise
Chapter 44: And It's A ...
Chapter 45: He's Here?
Chapter 46: Triple J
Chapter 47: To A New Life
Chapter 48: First Day Home
Chapter 49: Seriously?!
Chapter 50: I Need You...
Chapter 51: Its Too Much
Chapter 52: I Can't Believe You...
Chapter 53: First Christmas
Chapter 54: First New Years
Chapter 55: New Home
Chapter 56: She Hates Me
Chapter 57: Happy Birthday Daddy!-Jay
Chapter 58: Blink Of An Eye, It All Changes
Chapter 59: My Heart It's Broken
Chapter 60: Saying Goodbye
Chapter 61: How Could You
Chapter 62: The Start To Our End
Chapter 63: You Took Everything Of Me
Chapter 64: I Still Love You
Chapter 65: Its Been One Year
Chapter 66: The Big Day
Chapter 67: Coming Clean
Chapter 68: My Little ?
Chapter 69: Biggest Scare Of My Life
Chapter 70: Biggest Surprise Ever
Chapter 71: Two Months Later
Chapter 72: What Now
Chapter 73: Really Again?
Chapter 74: Goodbye
Chapter 75: New Start
Authors Note
Side note

Chapter 21: You'll Be Missed..

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By Gig2gelsz3

I was walking to his table when I felt his big ass foot tripping me luckily dumbass Gabriel was right behind me and caught my arm. Then I see him smirk and laugh. Ugh that fucking asshole! I told Gabriel thanks and I gave her the food and left to get Gabriel's and Yessi's food. Then I went and took it to their table.

" thanks, hey when are you off " asked Yessi.

" at 11 why " I asked.

" you want to hang out with us " asked Yessi.

I looked at Gabriel and it looked like he wanted me to say yes then I looked back at Yessi " nah I have plans for tonight after work maybe next time " I said.

I was gonna walk away when Yessi spoke " really what are you going to do " she asked.

I shrugged " still don't know just gonna kick it with Flaco " I said.

" damn girl get it " said Yessi laughing.

I laughed " nah he's my homie nothing else " I said and left.

My shift was almost over just had 15 minutes left yet sadly they all were still here ugh. And I see Flaco come in with another girl.

He smiled at me " hey Gigglesz this is my sister Emily " said Flaco.

I smiled " hi Emily, so what brings you by " I asked Flaco.

He laughed " I wanted to see you already and plus Emily over here is hungry " said Flaco smiling.

Then you hear Adrian yelling who knows what he said but Flaco and Emily turned around. And she went running to him to hug him and Flaco looked at me.

" has he given you a hard time " asked Flaco.

" it doesn't matter " I said smiling to him.

He sighed " I'm sorry he's just childish " said Flaco.

" it's alright I can handle my own " I said.

Then all three came to Flaco.

" ey carnal she's giving you a hard time " asked Adrian to Flaco. I so rolled my eyes. " no why " said Flaco to Adrian. " nah just come on let's go somewhere else to eat I don't trust her with our food " said Adrian to Flaco. Flaco shakes his head " nah it's cool I came to pick her up anyways you can take Emily back home " said Flaco to Adrian. " what the fuck hell nah why you going to hang out with a bi--" said Adrian before Flaco cut him off " you better not finish that word now get the fuck out of here Adrian " said one pissed off Flaco. Then they all walked away and left.

" well that was something mhmm do you want food to take wherever we are going " I asked.

He smiled and laughed " yeah sure I'm taking you somewhere special to me " he said.

" alright then that's good so what do you want " I asked.

So we got tacos and shrimp cocktails some chips and salsa can't forget the agua de horchata. I got the bags ready and paid I clocked out and we left. I kept asking where we going but he said it was a surprise. Then we came near this abandoned park and I looked at him crazy.

" why we here " I asked.

" just get the bags and follow me " he said.

Before I did I texted my brother I was out with a friend and I'd be staying with them he texted back saying it was okay. I got the bags and I followed him. We went to the semi forest we walked a lot well it felt like a lot then we stopped and I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

" wow this is so beautiful " I said admiring the view.

" I know right I like to come here and escape reality sometimes it calms me and helps me think " Flaco said.

I smiled " yeah I'm sure it helps. I never knew this park had a hidden lake" I said.

He brought a blanket and we sat on top of it while we ate by the time we got done it was midnight.

" I brought weed want to smoke " asked Flaco.

I really wanted to but I wanted to enjoy the view and remember it. " no ill pass I just want to enjoy the view" I said.

He laughed " alright then that's fine. Do you want to go inside the water " asked Flaco.

" you just want to see me naked " I said laughing " but no I don't want to get sick " I said.

" I wouldn't mind but no I was just asking but alright it's fine " he said. We laid down and we started to see the stars.

" today has been good being with you " said Flaco.

" whatever it's was okay " I laughed " okay it was good " I said looking at him and he turned to look at me and I saw him lean down and he kissed me! He freaking kissed me! It was a small peck in the lips but still a kiss. I stood there frozen. Trying to understand what just happened. He laughed " im sorry I just had to" said Flaco. I laughed " mhm it's okay I don't know just don't do it again " i said. " I won't " he said. Then we talked some more. We talked about his past how he feels like his time is coming and he doesn't want to leave just yet. His demons were catching up to him for all the bad he did but he couldn't help it but be bad. It was around 2 when we went to his house he sneaked me in and we both went to sleep right away. I really wanted to like Flaco more then a friend but I couldn't. I just liked him as a friend nothing more nor less. He's a great guy and Dolly would be one lucky girl to have him.

It was March already.

Sunday , March 08,2009 to be exact.

" we told you to stay away but you didn't listen and this is the price you had to pay " the voices in my head said. I was sobbing screaming " no! God why?! Why me again! " I yelled as I dropped to the floor. " you bring nothing but bad luck we warned you! You should've ended your life long ago! " the voices in my head said. I couldn't stop crying my heart was breaking once again. I need it to stop and fast. I want to be numb. I don't want to feel. The tears kept coming nonstop. I stood up and looked at myself in my mirror. I saw all my flaws all my insecurities and how pathetic i looked.

I took a deep breath and wiped the tears away. I went to my closet and got out a black box. I opened it and I just stared at my razor. Before I got it out I texted G.

" I'm so sorry I didn't mean to just I can't take it anymore I'm so sorry. I love you Tony never forget that. And Goodbye G" - me to Antonio aka Tony aka G.

I put my phone away and I heard it go off but I ignored it. I got the razor out and I took off all my bracelets and I started to slowly cut myself going deeper. I saw the blood come out and it felt good. I made another cut going more deeper it relaxed my body. As I was about to cut my vein to finally end all my misery. When I was about to my bedroom door opened.

" what the fuck! Drop that! Now!" Yelled G.

I had tears in my eyes as I dropped it. I felt his arms around me pulling me in for a hug.

" shhhh it's going to be okay. Please stop don't do this to yourself" said G.

I just cried in his arms as he hugged me tight. After a while being like this I spoke up.

" why did they do that to him " I asked.

" I don't know mija he took the bullet for his carnal mija " said G.

" but why. Why were they even after him. Why couldn't he just let his brother take the bullet! Why did he leave me!" I asked yelling full on crying again.

" drama with the new norteños in town mija that's all I know. He loved his brothers he would've done it for any of them. He didn't mean to leave you he didn't know it was going to kill him babygirl. Don't hate him for dying." Said G.

" I don't hate him for dying. I hate him for leaving me alone. For promising he'd always be here for me. Just yesterday we were hanging out having a good time and now he's gone. Flaco is gone.. " I said crying even harder.


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Well that was hard to write! Next post will have a flashback to yesterday of that day! Thanks for showing love and supporting! Vote and comment! Let me know what y'all think! Till next time!

-XOXO Gigglesz🖤💔'🥀.

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