Nobody Was Meant to See

By anuninspiredpoet

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[Trigger Warning, please be safe when reading] They aren't supposed to know. They aren't meant to read these... More

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Note: Thank You
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Note: I'd like to apologize
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Another note: (I'm really sorry this isn't a poem)
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AN: Unimportant Update
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Untitled Part 169 (1)
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Note #4,567
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By anuninspiredpoet

Ask a question on the spot,
I shrink and am close to crying.
Ask me to perform or present?
My hearts pounding and I'm lying.
"No. It's alright. I'm fine. Just a bit of nerves."
I'm terrified.
Ask me to come over?
I'm shaking curled up on my side.
Put me in a group?
I'll back off scared,
and listen to everyone else on loop.
I can't do anything.
For fear
of being judged.
Or just because of building anxiety.
I can't.
I just can't.

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