TRIN POV
My disease have gotten worse and I have been bruising easily and just not feeling myself . they said I had about a year to live but the way I'm feeling now don't even don't feel like I have 2 hours left . I already wrote my notes to all my closes friends and I wrote a will. I even started packing boxes of my stuff . I got he casket I want and everything . you might say, why am I so ready for death , I not ready for it but I have to prepare for it and I loved the life I lived and I'm even working on a small book to about my memories and stuff . I started to cry because it's so much I haven't done like had kids, traveled the world, gotten married, went to medical school . I just hope I can fight this disease cause I'm holding on.