Recommended Song : Hug Me by V & JHope / any sad song you have 🍃
Taehyung P.O.V -
Dr. Yoo : Yah Kim Taehyung ...
Dr. Yoo : *sigh*
Dr. Yoo : Are you sure you gonna do this?
Dr. Yoo : I mean-
Dr. Yoo : Did you have to do this?
Dr. Yoo looks at me with that kind of expression again. That worried expression.
I just nod and didn't even bother to speak.
Dr. Yoo : But -
I hold his hand and smile :')
V : Please :')
V : Just this time ...
Flashback Chapter 20, I'm Fine -
Taehyung P.O.V -
I run over to Dr.Yoo's office and gasped in the air as I was panting. He looks at me in cluelessness.
Dr. Yoo : Uhm? Taehyung-ah, what's wrong?
V : Tell me.
Dr. Yoo : Tell you?
Dr. Yoo : What do you mean?
V : Tell me the way to save her.
V : No matter what it is, just -
V : tell me.
Dr. Yoo : What are you talking about? Don't you realize the risk?
V : Just proceed with it.
Dr. Yoo : But Taehyung-ah ..
V : Please. I beg you.
Dr. Yoo : No.
Dr. Yoo : Please don't do anything nonsense. You are like a son to me. So as a father, please listen to me.
He left me but I stop him and let out a sigh.
V : Please.
V : As a father, wouldn't you help me?
Dr. Yoo : *sigh*
Dr. Yoo : But Taehyung ..
Dr. Yoo : It was too risky. You know for sure that you would give your life to her and that means that you-
V : I'll do it.
End Flashback.
Taehyung P.O.V -
I stay beside her while she was deeply sleeping.
Suddenly, my phone was vibrating and ..
V : Jimin?
I left the ward and answer his call.
V : Jimin-ah ..
V : Please calm down and let's meet.
V : I'll send you the location.
I end the call and I covered my eyes.
It is hard.
Harder than expected.
V : No ..
V : I can't cry.
V : I need to be strong.
My voice was shaking and I can't stop my tears from falling.
I covered my swollen eyes and my tears keep streaming down.
Is everything gonna be okay, right?
Is this the best decision?
Did I do the right thing? 😢
I could give all of my life as long as she happy. As long as she was able to smile again.
It's okay. I'd be happy too when she was happy. Even if I wasn't there when she was smiling. Even if that beautiful smile wasn't because of me.
I'm okay with that.
I lean my back at the wall and I fall down with tears on my eyes.
I stare on the floor.
I just .. wanna say that I love her so much. She is so beautiful especially when she smiled. Too many things that I want to tell her.
Am I able to say that even for once?
I know that her heart belongs to someone else but .. can I say that even once? 😢
Once again.
I burst into tears and everything feels so painful 😢
I can't stand seeing her lying on the hospital's bed like a living corpse. I know she can hear me out but not able to respond.
I wipe my tears and went into her room.
I have a sit beside her, hold her cold hand, and whispered something.
V : I promise I'd make you happy :')
V : I'm sorry for being selfish but I just-
V : Love you so much.
V : You deserve to be happy.
And again, my tears are falling.
I look at her face a bit longer as this gonna be our last meet.
I kiss her forehead and slowly leave the room.
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Jimin P.O.V -
V : Jimin-ah ..
I was dumbfounded and my heart ripped apart. My tears fall and it getting harder to breathe properly.
I fall on the floor and I covered my face as I crying.
Jimin : 🤧😢😭
Taehyung immediately comes to me and give me a hug.
V : Jimin-ah ..
V : You need to be strong.
V : Don't cry, please. I don't like it when people that I love is crying.
Instead of stop crying, I burst into tears once again. I grab his clothes tightly.
Jimin : Why did she do this to me? 😭
Jimin : How could she leave me after all wh-
I'm not able to finish my words and burst into tears again.
He hugs me tightly and pats my back. I break the hug and look into his eyes.
Jimin : Should I just give her my heart?
I speak as my tears fall.
V : No.
V : Did you think she'd be happy if she knew that? Please calm down yourself.
Everything was too hurt to believe.
Jimin : That's right. She could be saved if I-
V : Park Jimin!
I look at Taehyung's face with a hopeless feeling. I cried inside and out.
Jimin : 😢😢😢
Jimin : Then ...
Jimin : Would I be able to be happy if she has gone?
Jimin : Would I be able to survive?
Jimin : It is killing me inside 😢
I look down and keep crying. He hugs me again and pats my back.
Jimin : Taehyung-ah 😢
Jimin : What should I do?
Jimin : It is killing me inside 😢
Jimin : I love her so much.
Jimin : And this is hurting me so much. My heart aches so much.
V : Actually ...
V : I have to tell you something.
V : We already found a donor ...
Jimin : What?
I break the hug and look into his eyes curiously. He just nods and smiles at me.
Jimin : Really? Are you sure?
Jimin : A donor?
Jimin : I mean-
Jimin : That person gonna-
V : That's right.
V : Everything gonna be okay :')
V : No.
V : I'll make sure everything gonna be okay :')
Jimin : Wait.
Jimin : ...
Jimin : Who is the donor?
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Jimin P.O.V -
I let his hand go and froze.
No.
This is so ridiculous.
Jimin : What?!
Jimin : Are you crazy?!
Jimin : Ya Kim Taehyung ..
Jimin : No no no.
Jimin : That not gonna happen.
Jimin : I can't afford to lose both of you. Please..
Jimin : Why would you sacrifice yourself? I wouldn't allow you. Please d-
V : I love her ..
I stop uttering my words as I heard him.
I look into his eyes.
There he goes.
Smiling at me. Covering his sad eyes. Covering his sad heart.
I let out a sigh and my tears fall.
Jimin : You idiot 😢
V : I love her ..
V : So much.
V : So ...
V : Much :'))
Jimin : You idiot how could you-
Jimin : *sigh* 😢😢
Jimin : How could you do this to me 😢
He smiles and wipes out his tears.
V : This is the only thing I can do for her and ..
V : For you :')
V : Jimin-ah ..
My heart breaks apart as I saw that sad smile from him.
V : Please don't stop me :')
V : This is my way to love her. I'll make her happy ..
V : With the person that she loves.
V : And ...
He holds an envelope that was folded nicely and hand it out to me.
V : Can you pass this to her later?
V : Please pass this when she woke up after the surgery.
End Flashback.
V P.O.V -
I was lying down on the surgery table and I saw her beside me.
I hope everything would be fine.
Dear heart, please be good to your new owner after this. Make sure she would always be happy. Please take care of her for me.
My gaze was focused on her face until all of my sights turn into the dark. My tears fall for the last time and the last words that I can say are...
I love you ..
Till the end of my life.