A side of me you never found...

By perrielmixx

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What happens when you fall in love with your best friend? Who do you tell? How long do you hide it for? What... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42

Chapter 14

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By perrielmixx

Alex's POV
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Perrie had said to meet in the music room for lunch, she said she had some work she needed to get done and this was the only time she could do it. The bell had just gone so I set off to go straight there.
I missed her so much while she was ill, I think everyone did to be honest, perrie is our sunshine, she makes everything so much more fun. And when she wasn't here it felt dull and boring.

As soon as I walked into the music room she ran straight over to me and wrapped her arms around my body. I put my hands on her back and smashed my lips onto hers, our tongues were fighting for dominance until she moved back. "What's up?" I asked, "nothing. I just want to tell you something" perrie replied shyly. "What is it?".
I looked at her and she put her finger on my lips "shh" she whispered.

She picked up her guitar and began to play a tune

And then she began singing

I'm alive, and living's just a beating heart
'Cause we won't admit we've taken it too far
I know it's love cause I will always be the first
To start making up excuses when it hurts

But I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone again
And all I want, all I want is to feel again

There's nobody like you, nobody like you
I've tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true
Nobody like you, nobody like you
I'm screaming "I don't want you" but you know that I do

Strong, a side of me you never found
'Cause you only see me when my guard is down
And it's wrong, and I hate that it's the truth
But I only like myself when I'm with you

But I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone again
And all I want, all I want is to feel again

There's nobody like you, nobody like you
I've tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true
Nobody like you, nobody like you
I'm screaming "I don't want you" but you know that I do

Oh, I wanna feel you in the dark
I could use, I could use some
But all you left me with was scars
And that's the hardest part
There's nobody like you, nobody like you
I've tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true

There's nobody like you, nobody like you
I've tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true
Nobody like you, nobody like you
I'm screaming "I don't want you" but you know that I do

Nobody like, nobody like, nobody like you
Nobody like, nobody like, nobody like you
Nobody like, yeah, nobody like you
Nobody like, nobody like you

"So, what do you think?" Perrie asked
"I love it baby, but who is it about?" I asked
"You, Alex. It's about how I felt when I was telling everyone I was fine and I was saying I didn't want you but I knew I needed you. And it's about how you've never seen me being strong, it the side of me you've never found, because I'm always so weak and you're there to protect me" she explained the whole song to me
"Oh wow. Pez, you know you're strong. I know you're strong, just because you've not had the best time, doesn't mean you're weak baby." I said to her

"I know but, I just feel weak. But anyway do you like it?" She asked hopefully
"I love it Edwards" I replied

"You love what?" She asked
"I love the song baba" I said

"And..."
"I love you Edwards"
"I love you more chamberlain"
"I love you most"

A/N
Sorry this chapter is shorter but I just wanted to get it done because I didn't want to go into too much detail and I want the next part to be in other chapters

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