(Seuljin's POV)
"Do you want to know badly?"
I was taken aback with her question. I looked down seeing her necklace. It's just same like eonni. "Take off your mask." I said with cracked voice.
"Sure." She took off the masquerade mask slowly, revealing the upper part of her face. The mask fell on the floor.
Everyone shocked seeing her face. Even Namjoon as well. He caught my body as I almost collapsed. Taehyung more than surprised since he has been adoring her for a quite long time.
"Noo...noona, she has the same face like yours." Jimin stuttered.
"What is this? How? How can...? Appa, omma, oppa, what is this? Min was really alive all this time? Were you lying to me all this time?" I asked.
Appa, omma and oppa started to approach us. "She's alive all this time. We're so sorry. We have no intention to hide this from you." Omma was about to hug me, but I took steps back from her.
"How could you... How could you lie to me? Why do you lie to me? You know how hard were I to forget, to accept eonni's death? You know how terrified were I seeing her crashed by the car at that time? You know how I'm scared with heavy rain and thunder because of her? You make me look stupid. You know I don't like people lie to me. Wah... Jinjja... I can't believe this. I mourned for person who has been alive all this time. You're not fake, right?"
"Don't be like this. Believe us. She is your twin." Seungjoon oppa tried to grab my wrist but I flinched. I backed myself away from them.
"I see... No wonder there are many times you're not here. You came to New Zealand to visit Min right? If she's my twin, you should tell me about this earlier. How could you. Don't you feel pity to me?" Seungjoon oppa only stared at the floor.
"Kang Seuljin, you can't just say like that to them. How could them? You should be thankful that all this time they stayed by your side. You should be thankful that your twin is still alive after she died once. Thanks to God, He gave me second chance to live. Don't blame them for their faults, lying to you. Our late grandparents knew about it too. Just in case, you were there before they died, they must be kept apologizing to you without any reason."
I startled for a while. Everything she said brought me back to the time where they were at the end of their lives. Before our grandfather died, he kept apologizing to me. Same goes to our grandmother. Now I understand why.
"This is all my fault. I asked them to not tell you about this. Even before I turned to comatose state for 3 to 4 months. Because I know you're not ready to accept the fact I still alive. Pity? You're so lucky that appa and omma always be there for you. They came to your bachelor degree graduation. They came to your master graduation. While me? The elders who sit there at the table came to my graduation. Only once. I can't even bragged about our family to whole world. Because that will only make everyone knows about me.
I became the well-known mysterious pianist because of that sole reason. I don't want you to know that I'm still alive. I don't want you to be mad to our family. Look what happened. I reveal myself in front of you and you're being mad to our family because they lied to you. You don't even feel thankful." I watched Seulmin broke into tears, standing alone while wiping the tears. "If only... If only I know this will happen, I-I should have just let the doctor performed euthanasia when I was coma which I only had 10% chance to live at that time."
She sobbed hardly after she said that. She keep hitting her left chest. After all, we're twins. I feel hurt when she said that. I can't describe how much pain I feel right now when she said that. She rather choose mercy killing instead of me being mad at our family.
"You're so cruel, you know that? You're so unfair to us. You got our parents' love. Do you hate oppa for coming to New Zealand to visit me? For your information, he just come whenever he wants to. He didn't inform me about that. I continued my studies in Canada. The university that I used to brag to you. I was so happy that he still come to me, you know that? This might be a small thing to you. But for me, I appreciate it. I take it as the biggest thing that I'll never forget it. That feelings when you're alone while you need someone but you can't. You want the other person feel better than you do. It hurts me when I think about it again.
I don't want to be selfish. You're my younger sister. I don't care if I live alone. Even though that pain keep growing and eating inside of me. Those feelings, I changed them by composing the melody. The Unspoken Melody. You know the compilation album last 2 years? That was my feelings. Be grateful, Seuljin." She wiped her tears and cleared her throat.
"You know what? I will return to New Zealand if you don't want me to be here." The tears keep running heavily from her eyes. "It took a lot of courage for me to come here. Thanks to that person, he keep asking me, bugging me to come here to face you in front of everyone. Even though I'm so done with him because he always use cheap trick to talk to me after he knew who am I. 'Do you want to know what is your twin doing now?' 'Namjoon and Seuljin came to our dorm. Do you want to see her?' 'Your twin is different from your story. I saw them kissing while we're not aware.'
Because he knows I'll gave in when he mentions about you. Yes, I want to know more about you. People will not remain same from the beginning to the end. I'm so happy for you. Your boyfriend proposed you in front of everyone. Even though he and the members are idols. He's so brave to take the risk. Thank you Namjoon for always be there for her. I don't know how I look like right now. Do you have anything to say?"
I really want to say something to her but I can't. Everything she said make me feel regret with my words. She walked to me and handed the medium-sized pink box to me. She hugged me and whispered "Goodbye. Happy birthday to us."
I sobbed hardly. She pulled away, wiped my tears with the same smile that I've been missing plastered on her blushed face before she left the ballroom with fast pace. Yoongi oppa grabbed the mask on the floor and chased after her. Namjoon walked to me, pulled me into his warm hug.
"I hurt my twin and my family with my own words. What should I do, Namjoon?" I mumbled in tears, letting him rubbed my back gently.
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(Yoongi's POV)
I can feel my heart stabbed many times when Seulmin sobbed hardly. Her tears killing me inside. How can she think about euthanasia at that time? I really wanted to hug her, to get rid the pain inside her. But I can't move. She's so brave. I smiled as she mentioned about that person keep asking her to come here. That person is me.
I chased her until we left the ballroom. She's so fast. She's nowhere to be seen. But I heard the weak sound of heels knocked the floor. I saw her running to the area where toilet is located. I look everywhere, just in case people will walk here. The hotel is quite popular because we saw people come in and out from the hotel. Since no one walks here, I took the chance to enter the ladies. I barged into the toilet, seeing Seulmin is washing her face.
She yelled as she looked at me "Are you crazy? Barged into female toilet, what the hell do you think you're doing?"
"I was searching for you. Why are you walking so fast? I can't catch up. You know I don't like physical activities." I said, trying to breathe properly.
"Then, why bother searching for me? I'm not that important to you."
She left the toilet. This woman drives me crazy. What the fuck she said just now? I followed her leaving the toilet. "Don't follow me, idiot. Just go back to the party. Go to her!"
I stunned for a while. Why.she.keep.
pushing.me.to.someone.that.not.even. want.me.at.first.place? I scoffed. I saw Seuljin ran to Seulmin. "I'm so sorry. Please don't leave, eonni. I was blinded with my own feelings. Please. Just live here."
"I don't know. I've decided to go back when you said that to our family. You can't change my mind. Thanks for everything. I'm going back to my room. If you want to say anything, just come to my room at the highest floor."
Seulmin walked faster to the lift. Seuljin sighed. As she saw me standing there, she mouthed 'follow her'. I nodded. I ran to the lift. The lift just closed as I arrived there. I managed to catch a glimpse of her cold look.
"Fuck!" I keep pressing the button 'up' there.
As the other lift opened, I don't waste my time. I pressed the button that bring me to the highest floor of the hotel. As the lift opened, I saw her glanced at me while she seemed to be walking to her room. She walked faster than earlier in front of the toilet. I ran to her, reaching her arm. I grabbed it harder.
"Let me go, you idiot." She wriggled her arm.
"Idiot? You know I'm older than you right?" I asked, pulling her close to me.
"Do I even care? I told you, don't follow me. Go to her! You think I didn't see the way you stare at her when you sing? I'm not blind."
"Why are you keep pushing me away? I told you, it's just a past. I don't have any feelings to her anymore."
"I don't believe it." She pulled her arm where my hand near to her mouth, then she bit me. Automatically I let go of her arm.
I winced in pain. She was struggling to find something in her clutches in front of the door which I assumed it's her room. I ran to her again and pinned her to the door as she found her card. She whimpered as her back touched the wall harshly. I took it from her.
I muttered. "I'm telling you the truth. I don't have any feelings to your twin anymore. I fall for someone else."
"Hah? Really, who? Jimin? Wah, I don't believe I fall in love with gay. You're really--"
I smashed my lips on her. I moved forward, pressing my body to her. I pulled away from the kiss, but still our face is close enough. Our lips barely touched. Her eyes were shut closely. "I love you. You don't know what you've done to me. I love the mask that covered your upper face."
I kissed her lips once again. This time, she kissed back. I brought my hand to back of the neck, deepening the kiss. Our lips moved in sync. My hand moved from her neck to her waist, pulling her into tight hug. She snaked her hands around my neck. Another hand of mine found its way to the door and unlocked it. I lead us entered her room.
I take the clutches from her and throw it to the floor. I swiped my tongue on her lip, asking permission to enter her mouth. Our kiss broke as she pushed my chest away from her. "This is wrong. How am I supposed to trust you? You must be confused. I'm just a girl that look same to your ex crush."
I pulled her waist close to me. Her hands still on my chest. "I'm not confused. I love you. Not because of your face. I love the way you touch my heart. I don't know when it happened. But I know I really love you. Girl, you drive me crazy. Do I have to show how much I love you?"
She stared into my eyes. Her hands clutched onto my tuxedo, pulling me into kiss as the signal. I took off my tuxedo and shoes and leave it on the floor while her took off her heels. I walked us to the bedroom. I unzipped her dress while she unbuttoned my dress shirt. I pushed her to the bed making the back of her legs touched the bed and fall on the bed. I lay her down the bed gently.
I took off the dress from her body slowly, leaving her with strapless bra and matching panties. I went back to her lips and devoured it once again. She grinded her hips on my crotch, wrapping her legs around my waist.
"Fuck. Don't tease." I grunted. I trailed my kiss from her lips, to her jawline, going down to her neck. I planted hickeys from her neck to her collarbone.
I unclasped her bra and threw it somewhere else. I touched her breast and squeezed it softly, admiring her face. She whimpered with my touch. "Baby, you're so sensitive with my touch."
I planted open mouthed kiss on her breast while my other hand fondled her nipple. I sucked and bit it. She responded by gasped for air. I trailed over my mouth to other breast, gave the same treatment on it. I flicked her nipple with my tongue.
"Yoo-Yoongi. Don't tease me." Her hand grabbed my hair and locked them.
"Call me oppa." I demanded.
"Oppa...please."
I smirked. I trailed wet kisses from her breast to her stomach making her arched her back. I stopped for a while staring at her panties. I saw the damp spot on it. I smirked, locked eye contact with her who's watching me after she adjusted her position. I pulled down the panties leaving her naked.
"Moan oppa louder. Oppa wants to hear you." I said, brought her legs on my shoulder.
I rubbed her nub, watching her reaction. "Ahh... Oppa, more." She let out a slutty moan making me harder.
I hold her waist so that she stays in her position. I rubbed her nub in circular motion quickly. I flattened my tongue entered her small hole. I tongue fucked her making her moaning mess with my dominant side. I entered two fingers into her while licking her nub. My fingers moved in and out of her. I watched her reaction.
"Oppa, I'm close." I smirked, fastened my pace.
She cummed on my fingers. I brought my fingers to my mouth and licked them with sound. "I let you taste yourself."
I went back kissing her while my hand unzipping my slack. Our lips moved with my tongue entered her wet cavern. I broke the kiss to take off my slack and boxers, leaving me naked. She was surprised by the sight of my member that's already coated with precum. "Look what you've done to me."
"Oppa. It's long and big, will it fit me?" She asked.
I smiled to assure her. "I'll be gentle. This is your first time, right?"
She nodded shyly. I hovered her, grabbing my dick near to her womanhood. She took a deep breath before signaling me to enter her. I entered her slowly as gentle as I can. Her eyes started to form tears. I kissed her so that she was distracted from the pain. I give her time to adjust with my size.
She grabbed my shoulder and nodded. I thrusted into her with slow pace. She moaned while her legs wrapped around my waist, penetrating her deeper.
"Damn, you're so tight, Seulmin." I grunted, increased the speed. I adjusted the angle.
"Right there, right there. Faster. Deeper." She moaned, making me thrust in and out her with fast pace.
I keep hitting her bundle of nerves, sending her to the edge. My thrust getting sloppier signaling me I almost cummed. We both came. My face fell on the crook of her neck. I took a deep breath. I rode her again to release the high before I pulled out.
"Seulmin, I love you so much. Don't leave me." I kissed her forehead. I stared into her eyes.
"I love you too, Yoongi. I guess I have to forget that plan." She pulled me into kiss again.
We smiled in kiss. I snuggled my head at her neck. "Let's sleep. I'm tired. I've done a lot of physical activities tonight."
She chuckled before we fell asleep, not even care what happened down there.
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Another 4 chap I think? I swear I turned on when I wrote Yoongi's part. It seemed so real. And that 'fight' scene. I cried when I wrote this.