Stuck in my own thoughts
I try not to cry and hope the pain goes away but it stays stuck to me
I cant help but feel hopeless
and worthless. I wish could just disappear. Unfortunately I wake to still be here.
I call out to a god is he even there?
All i ask is for him to help me i dont want to feel sad anymore or even feel like i can't feel at all
It's funny because one day I'm on top of the world the next i can't seem to find a reason to get out of bed and my tears seem to drown in like I'm slowly sinking
And the things that i want to cry about or feel I'm supposed to cry about i just can't seem to find enough reason to cry about. It makes me feel numb
LIKE I CAN'T FEEL AT ALL!
So if there is a god then just answer this question what is this feeling that i have felt and continue to feel? Why won't it go away? Why won't i go away?