- Magnus POV-
I couldn't sleep again last night knowing that I'm sharing a bed with someone I trusted so much and then he just acted like it doesn't matter.
I can't sleep because I have lived for centuries and the one person I thought I could trust and love the most was just another person. Alec was right he is another memory with 17 thousand others.
17 thousand other people I couldn't trust or love. Even though Alec is special and I don't know why and I still love him but hate him at the same time.
I feel him get out of bed early in the morning once again getting ready to leave for another day of working and slaying demons, on top of doing sneaky kisses with Jace possibly.
He stopped kissing me goodbye so once I hear that door close I turn on my back and look up at the ceiling knowing I can't keep this going for too long.
I cancel my clients today telling them it just can't happen and yesterday was to rough and I'll do things tomorrow for them.
So all day I sit in bed, sit on the couch and cook in the kitchen thinking about how I'm going to tell him how I feel.
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Around eight thirty the door opens and I see Alec walk inside notcing that dinner is made. He gives me a smile and I give him a small one in return.
During the night I let him fall asleep first then I get in bed. Falling asleep knowing I'm being cheated on.