"Y/N, please...you don't have to do this!" Dean yelled, tears in his eyes
You smiled, your tear-stained cheeks shining in the light of the setting sun. You were standing on the edge of a cliff.
"I'll see him again...I'm doing this for him." You said, not with sadness, but with hope
"I don't want to lose you!" Sam said to you, reaching his hands out towards you in hopes you'll run into his arms
You sniffled and turned your head.
"I know, Sammy. But...don't worry, I'll finally be with him again. I won't be alone." You said, turning your head towards the sea, your hair blowing back in the wind
"Y/N!"
[Two months earlier...]
Jack had gotten hurt by Asmodeus and his demons. Unfortunately, he found a way to access the lance of Michael and used it on him. Since he was half angel, it infected his whole body, slowly killing him. He was shivering because his body temperature was high. He was sick and only getting sicker by this point.
"Jack? Do you need something?" You asked, sitting at his bedside
He coughed and held his stomach in. His neck was covered in black marks because of what the lance caused.
"Maybe some water?" He asked
You nodded and rushed over to the kitchen to get him a glass of water. You sat by his bed and he sat up, receiving the glass from him.
"Thank you." He said, managing to crack a smile, despite him being in so much pain
You watched him with tears in your eyes, already thinking how you won't survive without him.
"Y/N, please. I'll be okay, no matter what happens." He said, reaching out and holding your hand
You sniffled and let a tear hit the bed.
"But I won't...I'll be scared and terrified. I would do anything if that means you would live longer." You said, looking into his eyes
He saw the hurt in your eyes and stroked your hand.
"Sunflower," He said, giving you a sympathetic smile, "you know I'll always be here, even if that means I won't be."
You bowed your head, a little whimper of desperation escaping your lips. He leaned in more and kissed your forehead, trying to assure you everything would be okay.
"Jay...what would I do? How would I live? I...I can't imagine my life without you!" You said, your voice cracking
He put his glass of water down and he held your face with his hands.
"Y/N, I love you. Nothing I do can change that. Remember? Even you say yourself, I'm not good at hiding things. So, I can't hide my love for you and I can't hide that I'm going to—"
"No! No! Jack! Please...Cass will heal you...I'll sell my soul...just, please stay with me." You pleaded
He pulled you close into his arms and you could feel his slow heart beat. It made you want to cling to him and never let go.
"There's nothing you can do, Y/N. I promise. Sam already looked some things on the laptop, he said there wasn't anything."
"Maybe he was wrong! Maybe he was looking on the wrong website! Why are you so okay with this?!" You asked, letting your tears fall down your face
He smiled softly.
"Because of what Castiel said to me. He said that I'll move onto a better place and that I can rest without the pain I'm experiencing."
You bowed your head again, really trying your best for him to stay.
"Jay...I love you."
He lifted your chin up to make you look into his eyes.
"I love you too, Sunflower."
He then coughed hard. Blood came out onto his hand and he looked at it.
"Y/N...I-I'm..."
He then clutched his chest, his breathing getting short. You lie him back down and listened to his heart. It was slowing fast. You rushed to try and restart his heart by doing CPR.
"Okay! Jack! Just lie down...I'll save you! And you won't die! Come on!" You cried out, attempting to save him
You did this about three times and he managed to cough hard. You held his shoulders and looked at him.
"Jack?"
He smiled softly.
"Take this, Y/N. I love you." He said, in a rough whisper
He then closed his eyes. You held him close and buried your head into his chest.
"CASS! DEAN! SAM! PLEASE! HELP!" You shouted
You cried and clenched his shirt in your fist. You looked at what he gave you and you gasped in surprise and covered your mouth. It was a ring with the shape of a sunflower on the top. It was made of brown diamonds and surrounded by citrine. You covered your mouth, your eyes overflowing with tears.
"Jack...please...come back to me."
The next morning, You, Dean, Sam and Cass stood outside the bunker and went into the woods. You saw Jack's body wrapped up in white and your eyes were raw with emotion and lack of sleep. Dean got out his lighter and let it touch the fabric. The whole thing started to burn. You teared up once again, not even knowing if you had anymore tears after last night. You watched him burn until it was all ash. Cass led you inside the bunker and you were left without the one person who made you happy.
[a month later...]
The Winchesters' found a way to stop Michael and anyone else from coming back and to the alternate universe. It was from a very old spell book but it was made for rare events like this. It only required one thing: the touch of a Nephilim. The problem was, no one had the touch of a Nephilim...except you. You were the one who loved a Nephilim from the day you met him and you were the only to seal the gate between this universe and another.
"No. No way in hell. No, Y/N." Dean said
"You're not my father. I'm doing this or else you'll have bigger threats than just Michael coming into our universe." You said, determination in your eyes
Sam could tell there was no way to stop you. Dean thought otherwise.
"The spell needs to be translated. So, give me time and I'll let you know when it's ready." Sam said, looking at you
You nodded, looking at Dean. You walked off and went into your room, looking up at the ceiling, hoping Jack was doing well.
[Now]
"Sam, Dean, Cass...I'm ready for this." You said, looking at the orange bright cracking line in front of you
"Y/N...look, I tried to stop you a month ago, but now, you have to reconsider this, please!" Dean shouted in desperation
You then reached into your pocket, holding a picture in your hand. It was Jack, in glasses and wearing a blue flannel. It was one of your favorite photos you have of him. You smiled in remembrance and shed a tear.
"My Jay..." You said to yourself
The picture was from your week vacation with him. You two went to Chicago together and spent some time walking along the pier and also killing some sirens that were harming the locals. You took the photo when you wanted to go to the Chicago museum of Science and Industry. He found the glasses on the street and thought they belonged to "Harry Potter" himself. You stole one of Sam's flannels for him to wear and convince him that he would look good in a blue flannel. You messed with his hair because you loved it so much. You and him were talking about how different the city was from the other places he's been to. You decided to take out your camera and take a picture of him sneakily, but he was ready and gave you a smol smile. It was one of the best weeks of your life.
"I do this, everything would be better." You said to them
"Y/N, please. You helped me several times with the human life and you've helped me through times that I didn't know I would get through. I don't know what I would do if you weren't here." Castiel said
You smiled, looking at the purple sky.
"Guys, you act like this is a sad matter, but...it's the moment I've been waiting for."
"To die?!" Dean asked, tears filling his eyes
You shook your head.
"To finally be with my Jay again. It's a win-win. This universe would be unharmed and I would be reunited." You said, moving closer to the edge
The boys all moved a few steps forward because they were afraid of you falling over.
"I've made my decision. I'm doing this." You said, looking at the picture again
The boys then went silent, looking above you, speechless. You felt the wind push the picture out of your hands. You reached out to grab it but found yourself stopping, seeing someone very familiar to you, floating above you. You looked up, to see the spirit of Jack smile down upon you. He moved down onto the ground and he stroked your cheek.
"Jay.." You said, touching your cheek, feeling your happiness bloom
He then looked to the boys, smiling at them. They all looked at him with shock. He then looked down at you and went back to where he was before, reaching his arm towards you. You nodded and backed up, ready to run into the orange line that would stop Michael and anyone else from entering this world.
"I'm coming, Jaybird." You said, excitedly
You backed up some more, looking at the environment around you before saying goodbye to it. The dark orange rays getting the leaves of the trees and the ground, giving the world around you a beautiful red/orange glow. The sky was mixed with orange, red and purple. The cool air, hitting your body and making you calm. You then looked at the line. You then smiled widely and sniffled, happy tears streaming down your cheeks. You turned to the boys, smiling happier than you ever have.
"I love you guys so much."
You then ran across the green grass.
"Y/N! NO!" Dean said running after you
Sam and Cass ran behind Dean. You then sprinted. Everything seemed slow motion to you. The wind blowing back your hair, the cries of Dean telling you to stop, the spirit of Jack watching you, the exhales Sam trying to stop Dean, and the sounds of Cass' shoes getting faster in tempo. Your life flashed before your eyes. You remembered a few key moments in your relationship with Jack.
If I lose myself tonight
Your first time with Jack, seeing him look into your eyes and smile with love.
It'll be by your side
The first time he saved your life from the hands of Arthur Ketch, who was going to torture you for information.
I lose myself tonight
You were making the biggest sacrifice of them all: risking your life to save the world but also losing your best friends.
If I lose myself tonight
You remembered the time you and Jack went to a drive-in theatre to watch the original It movie.
It'll be you and I
You and Jack promised each other that you two will stick together through thick and thin, no matter what had happened.
I lose myself tonight
You then ran until you felt yourself jump into the air. You heard Dean run after you. Sam grabbed the back of his flannel and pulled him back, not wanting him to jump off this cliff with you.
Y/N!
You heard Dean's voice call out to you in helplessness. You then fell into the orange line and then you were gone.
"NO!" Dean said, falling onto his knees and seeing the sun disappear into the ground
You died instantly once you jumped into that line. The ground shook a little, indicating that what you did set the earth back to normal. You had done it, you had protected this universe from Michael and his men, but you were gone from Dean, Sam and Cass. Dean cried, his hand grilling the ground you once stood on. Sam knelt beside Dean, tears in his eyes, looking up at the sky, asking for a sign that you were okay. Cass looked away, not wanting to show how in pain he was from seeing you die.
~~~
I woke up with the sun
Dean, lie there on the ground, asleep with tear stained cheeks. It was dawn and they hadn't moved since you left. Dean was persistent that he didn't want to move anywhere else. He woke up, feeling someone touch his head. He sat up quickly, his eyes gleaming with tears again.
Thought of all of the people,
places and things I've loved
"Y/N?"
You were there, kneeling down in front of him. You were there in spirit and somehow you managed to come back and see them one last time. You smiled at him and he stared at you with longing.
I woke up just to see
Sam and Cass heard Dean and woke up to see you standing in the morning wake of dawn. They looked at you and teared up, smiling and wanting nothing more than for you to come back.
With all of the faces,
you are the one next to me
You weren't alone. Dean looked at your hand, to see it behind held by Jack, who was more than happy to be with you again. He looked down at Dean with a warm smile to show that there was no animosity towards him or anyone else there. He saw the regret in Castiel's eyes because Cass blames himself for failing to save you and Jack. Jack looked into his sorrowful eyes and gave him a loving smile, showing that he doesn't need blame himself and that he is happy. You looked up at Jack and Jack looked at you, both with unconditional and warm love in your eyes and smiles.
If I lose myself tonight
You saw the hurt and suffering in their eyes and you went over to them. You kissed Dean's cheek, you kissed Sam's forehead, and you kissed Cass' nose, letting them know that they will be okay if you weren't there anymore.
It'll be by your side
"It...it won't be the same without you." Dean said, looking at you
You held his face gently and smiled.
"You are strong Dean and I know you will be a great leader to Sam and Cass. Don't you ever stop because I'm not here all the time." You told him
I lose myself tonight
Dean teared up and held your hand to his face and looked into your shiny and bright eyes.
"I'll miss you." He said softly
If I lose myself tonight
"I'll miss you too, Dean. I'll miss Sammy and Cass as well. I'll miss everyone, but I'll be okay." You said, going back to Jack and holding his hand
It'll be you and I
Sam stood next to Dean and watched you and Jack smile and stare into each other's eyes like no other he's seen before.
"They'll be okay, Dean. Just look at them." Sam said, a stray tear going down his face
Dean looked at you and Jack, watching how the sun hit your faces and lit up your bodies, as if you two were angels.
Cass stood on the other side of Dean and watched you two.
"They're both incredible people and...they are perfect for one another." Castiel said
You both turned to look at the three, giving them the look that says, 'it's time to say goodbye'.
"I love you, Y/N And I'll miss you." Dean said, tears flowing down his face
"Same here." Sam said, shedding happy tears
"Me too." Cass said, holding back some tears
You and Jack looked at each other with a nod. You then smiled at the three of them.
"Goodbye."
You two then disappeared as the sun rose up out of the ground and into the sky, making the sky a light blue once again. Sam, Dean, and Cass looked at the sea and sky, knowing that you will be happy and safe with Jack by your side.
I lose myself tonight