Chapter 14
R„Ben your mom died a few months ago. and you forgot it."
I start crying I don't have any thoughts right now on my emotions. But I'm just crying I have a feeling of darkness rising. But it quickly fades away when Rey pulls me in a tight hug. I basically cry myself to sleep. When I wake up I see Reys really tired eyes but she is still smiling.
„Rey you should sleep a little."
R"No no I'm fine."
„Rey I see it come here." I pull her really close and start stroking her. After about 2 minutes I realize her already sleeping in peace. I get up and decide to walk outside. Maybe I will remember something. I kiss her forehead look one last time at her and leave to find some memories.
I walk out and start remembering how Poe hit me. And how Rey had to suffer because of me. I walk a little longer to see the house. and walk a little longer to see my ship as I enter I hear a really familiar sound. Something is in the air... TIE FIRGHTERS. I quickly run outside to see them flying to the house. Oh GOSH I'M GOING TO KILL HUX. I ran quickly to the cockpit and start my ship. I see the Tie fighters.
„HERE IS KYLO REN ABORT MISSION GO BACK TO THE MAIN SHIP." No reply they are getting dangerously close. So out of my reflexes I shoot at them I shoot all 3 to the ground I have to get to Hux quickly.
„HUX YOU S***HEAD GIVE ME THE COORDINATES WHERE YOU AT."
H"GESS Kylo calm down. they only wanted to get you to call me."
„GIVE ME THE DAMN COORDINATES NOW."
H"Chill here I send you them."
I quickly put my ship into light speed and arrive in no time. I exit the ship with my new helmet on. I see Hux with a huge grin on his face. I'M going to whip it away. I start force choking him.
„YOU BETTER LISTEN TO ME NEXT TIME." I see him grabbing his throat and I see the fear in his eyes. I let him fall onto the ground. „DO NEVER EVER DISRESPECT ME OR BETTER DON'T EVEN TRY TO FAIL ME. YOU ARE NO LONGER A COMMANDER. YOU ARE NOTHING SO YOU CAN STAR WASHING THE TROOPERS UNIFORMS. AND THEY BETTER BE WHITE AND SHINY. " I say loud but not screaming I force push him into the wall. Under the Mask I start smiling if Rey could see this she would laugh. Her laugh. OH NO I FORGOT TO TELL REY.
I just storm off to the communication room and call Rey. No answer
I have to force call her. I can do this
Rey?
no answer
Rey?
Ben? Where are you? What's going on?
Rey I love you. You will not and I repeat NOT be alone I will not come home for a few days, or months. But when I do everything will be fine.
Ben no don't come back please please. I can't live without you.
Rey it will be alright. I'm not going to leave you forever.
NO BEN YOU DON'T THIS. COME BACK NOW.
Rey no. It's better if I just stay for a few days.
BEN SOLO YOU BETTER COME BACK.
I have to go I love you.
REYS P.O.V.
And with that he is gone. I know that if he doesn't come back now he will star doing bad things again. He will lose himself again. I can sense it. I wish I could be positive this time but I.. I just can't