*jessie*
ITS CHRISTMAS!
I'm so excited! I'm going to be seeing my whole family altogether finally!
I've decided to have it at my new flat. Cam is helping me. It will be the first time he meets everyone, j can tell he is a bit nervous.
He is currently pealing veg while I'm cleaning. I have OCD about it having to be perfect. People are due here about 3 it's currently 10.30am.
I'm hovering everywhere! my flat has two bedrooms, kitchen, lounge, dining room, bathroom and study. I'm lucky because it's a big flat. The kitchen is a kitchen dinner and the whole flat is very open and modern.
I also have a balcony. Im on the 7th floor. It's in a nice area to, my flat over looks Hyde park the whole flat block is very posh and modern. The record company are paying for it though so I'm happy.
I finish hovering and decided to make the beds. I make the spare bedroom sheets white with purple flowers. And purple throw. I make make mine white with black flowers. I tidy the cushions and got through to the lounge.
We aren't seeing cams parents today or over Christmas I get the feeling he doesn't like them or something.
I help him in the kitchen. I put the potatoes in the oven and base the turkey. Once everything is ready to cook or cooking I go jump in the shower. I decided to have my hair curly, I'm going to have it cut into a bob again I just haven't had a chance yet.
I put my make up on. I don't wear much make up just enough to look ok but not too much that I look like a freak. I put on my high waisted black trousers that look a bit like suit trousers and I top that looks like a sports bra stops at the top of my waist. It makes me look sleek. I have nude lips and plain eye. I grab my heels that match my lips and walk through to the kitchen.
I couldn't see cam so I checked the turkey- looking good. I jump as two hands grab my waist and pull me back. I laugh and he snuggled his head into my neck.
Cam: you look gorgeous as always
Jess: thank you...
He had dressed smart casual. It turns 3 and they soon arrive. The buzzer goes and I open the door. I grab cams hand and give it a squeeze before opening my door. I welcome them all and introduce cam to everyone. It's hanna, jake, Rachel, Sam, mum,dad and holly.
Jake is Hanna's boyfriend. Sam is Rachel's and holly is coming because I think she wants to see the flat, cam and me. I said she could and she said is would rather come here than spend it with her brother irritating her.
We all sit in the lounge and cam seems to be fitting in well. I get up and go check the kitchen.
Holly: wow look at you
I laugh
Holly: gorgeous boyfriend, flat of her own, looking great and about to become a huge star!
I laugh and thank her.
Holly: but seriously cameron!
Jess: I know! he is amazing!
Holly: forget that he is so hot!
Jess: Classic holly!
I put the food into dishes and put then on the table. That table is neatly laid with sparkle.
Jess: FOOD!!
They all came through. Cam helped me get the wine.
Jess: how's it going?
Cam: good I think
Jess: I'm sure they love you!
I gave him a kiss before I walked to the table. As I turned to walk off he slapped my arse. I acted shocked when I turned round and raised a eye brow.
Hanna: cool you guys stop touching eachother please for one minute some of us are hungry.
We laugh and all tuck in.
Mum: this is gorgeous Jess
Jess: thanks mum, cam helped to
Mum: well it's very nice
Everyone chatted about everything. It was nice to have everyone together.
Rachel: so jess when's the album coming?
Jess: soon I hope! I have a photo shoot in the new year then some promo then released
I smiled.
Hanna: what's your first single going to be?
Jess: i haven't decided yet
Cam: I think it should be one called price tag because it's true and a lot of people will relate. It's very current and Jess manages to sing it amazingly!
Jess: thank you
I lent across of pecked his lips.
Holly: alright you two get a room
Jess: got one
Holly: I know, use it
Jess: we will
Rachel: that's enough information thanks!
We laugh and finish our food. I try to wash up but can doesn't let me so I just clear and clean the table. Everyone else finds somewhere to sit in the lounge.
I walk up behind cam and hugged him.
Jess: thank you
Cam: for what?
Jess: being amazing!
Cam: well thank you for being gorgeous
We walk hand in hand to the lounge. We sit on the floor. When I say we I mean cam does and he sits me in his lap.
The tree was bursting of presents. They got handed round. Hanna got me a picture of our family to put up in my new flat.
Rachel got me some really nice Jewellery. I gave mine presents out and it was all nice. I'm so happy now. I know I say it all the time but after all the down and sad time I don't know what may happen next so I'm going to cherish these moments.
It got late and they all left. I collected all the paper and put it in a bag.
Cam: leave it babe, come sit...
I sigh and put the bag down.
Cam: we can tidy tomorrow
Jess: okay
I sit down with him. He handed me a box. I looked at him confused.
Cam: open it
I undid the perfectly tied red bow. I opened the box. Inside was a necklace. It was stunning. It was a chain made up of tiny diamonds the a biggish medium diamond shaped on diamond in the middle.
Jess: it's stunning *whisper*
Cam: it'll suit you then... you like it?
Jess: I love it! but this must have cost loads!
Cam: nothing is too expensive for the one i love...
Did he just say he loved me? we hadn't said that yet. I had thought it but not said it.
Jess: I love it. And I love you...
I looked into his eyes for a second before we closed the gap and kissed. We seem to do this a lot but we are still in the first stage if the relationship. The part where you can't stop touching each other.
We watched a film that was on. I wasn't bothered about it. I wanted him. I'm ready. I was unsure as my first and last time was with Danny. But I need him. I want him.
As we lie on the sofa, I listened to his steady heartbeat. I kept staring up into his eyes. He seemed so focused on The film- love actually? . Finally he noticed me staring at him.
Cam: You know the whole purpose of watching a movie is to actually pay attention to it.
Instead of answering I kissed him. I grabbed ever so softly the back of his head and held him to me. He removed his lips and slowly made a pattern of kisses down my jaw over to my chin. He was teasing with me.
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This time I went after what I wanted. I kissed him harder this time. His tongue flicked against my teeth and I bit ever so gently onto his lower lip. I heard a sound come out of him, a growl mixed with a soft moan? I stood up from the couch grabbed his hand and led him to my bedroom.
It was dark and I could only see his lips. I shut the door and leaned on it. I just smiled at him in the dark and I could see him smiling back.
Cam: I want you.
he said softly lower than a whisper but I could hear him. I always felt afraid my whole life and now with Cam standing in front of me that feeling was no longer there. I imagined him saying this in so many ways but nothing could compare to the reality of his words. I leaned forward ever so gently still keeping my hands on the door behind me. I reached his ear
Jess: I love you *sexy whisper*
I pressed my back against the door once again and he braced his arms on either side of my head. He kissed me, hard. My entire body buzzed with excitement. He let his arms slip and pushed his body against me. I loved the feeling of his flat chest against mine. Taking my arms out from behind me I locked them behind his head, closing the few inches between us. His hands were inside my shirt. I jumped as I felt his hands rest on my skin. I looped my fingers through the loops on his jeans as we began to slowly back into my room in the dark. I let him lie my body down on the bed as he straddled me in his jeans.
Cam: Are you sure? *shaky*
I nodded and propped myself up on my arms he sat onto the bed across from me
Jess: I'm ready
I helped him tug his shirt over his head as he helped me with my top. I ran my hand down his chest and he moaned. I moved closer on the bed and pressed my palms on his back. His arms stroked against my arms and we kiss deeply.
The ugly scars on my arms seem to disappear. Like he erased them. I felt like I know need to be judged by him but to trust in him.
He pushed me onto my back and we continued to kiss deeply. My hand tugged at his hair. His hand slipped into my trousers. His gentle touch made me shiver. With a sharp motion he inserted two fingers. I lost my breath. I felt him smirk My hands clawed at his back while his other hand undid my bra and continued to fiddle. We didn't break the kiss. He pulled his hand out and both hands played with my chest.
I moved my hands to his trousers and struggles with his buckle. I soon for them off. He got up and rummaged through the draws I got up and moved further onto the bed.
He got back on and came close.
Cam: ready?
I nodded in the dim light. My breath became short and sharp as he entered. I arched my back and gripped his.
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