CHAPTER ONE
Maybe I should call him and tell him we can't go on. Well,I know he wants to make whatever this "thing" is ,final and crown me his official girl.
I really ,really, really, "Love" him but I'm not ready for any relationship of any kind right now .
NOT after what "the devil" did to me .
I know I should have atleast moved on by now but everytime I go to sleep the torture creeps in ma bad and I find myself screaming in the middle of the night . "I want this nightmare over ". I whisper through my sobs and try to push away the tears that are flooding down my cheecks and onto my black onsie.
Snuggling back into knowing I wouldn't sleep a wink. I got up and made my way to the kitchen where I washed ma hands and started indulging myself with some comfort food. Later on I decided to watch some movies on Netflix,then I ended up sleeping on the couch.
I guess I'll call Matt tomorrow and explain what my decision is
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Will she break Matt's heart? Will Matt understand ?
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- Oamo😊