My friend goes to me for advice... (idk why)
Anyway, my advice is bad, but lets call this girl BC (Bass Cleff).
She goes to me for boy advice, seeing as i am one.
Soo... She has a feeling towards a person who we will call "N"...
N is a grade above BC, she somehow (i dont quite understand but...) developed a large feeling, of which is more than just love (from my analysis).
She wants to be noticed by him.
This has gone for over a month. Despite my own problems and relations, i try to help BC as much as possible with a lot of things. Im probably her psyciatrist (is that even how you spell it, im in chinese right now so english dont matter). BC is my best friend, I dont know how this friendship developed but hmm who cares...
BC also has a wattpad and I am 99.9999% certain she will read this. So for your advice "BC"
You have 24 days and counting... I am suggesting you have him as a pen pal or a sort over the summer. I think its great you are writing all these things about him and your feelings, but you need to do something about it. If you truly want to do something that will get his attention, you have to make the choice... We are human, we will be rejected sometimes and thats okay. We all make choices. But i know for a fact that you miss 100% of the chances you dont take. Take risks while you still can. You will have people to back you up. People who try to support you. Not those that drag you down or suppress you. If you really want to do something... make the choice, dont supress yourself. Dont give up. I know there is a fighting person inside you. I think you should never ever miss the opportunity that has been given even when the odds are againt you.
I know that i am limited to what i can say so im writing this to help you "BC"...
Keep on keeping on...🙃✌