You head to Christina's house in Jacks car you sit there silently Jack looks at you deep in thought
JA"I have came to a conclusion you are upset"
B"I guess"he looks at you again and nods
JA"I have it is it that month for you"you smile
B"no jack I'm not on my period"you roll your eyes and mumble "I wish i was"
Jack just nods smirking he raises an eyebrow every now and then
B"WHAT"he just smirks and ignores you
You reach the house and run inside and hug Christina like it's the last time you will see her
CH"babe you alright"she laughs
B"I guess"jack gasps you turn to him
B"what now jack"
JA"You said that in the car either your jealous, hungry, tiered or dying"you stomp your foot and storm upstairs pushing jack into the wall
You still haven't told them you are dying you don't plan on it either
How do you tell someone that one day you are going to die and it will be soon
You flop on your bed and text Fin and Millie
You hey guys
Millie🌹 hey Bella what's up
Fin🐸 hey girls what's up Bella miss youuuu
You guys I'm dying
Millie🌹 stop be serious what's wrong
You I have cancer I'm not going to make it Millie I don't want to die 😭
Fin🐸 stop I'm crying please say it's a joke
You no I wish it was the doctor said i have it today and that isn't even the worst part
Millie🌹 it gets worse 😱
You yeah well I'm...
Jack walks in your room and sits on your bed
JA"I'm sorry I never meant to upset you Bella I got you a cookie"you smile and hug him wiping the tears from your eyes
B"jack what will happen when I'm not here anymore"he smiles
JA"you have decades yet don't think about it until you need to"he says hugging you
B"when I die what will happen"jack pouts
JA"I'm not sure all I know is we will all be different not a whole in halves"you stand up
B"I..I gotta go I um will be back soon"he nods you change
You grab ur keys and run down the street and don't stop to look back
2 hours later
You are in the middle of nowhere
You found a random nature trail and went on it
It is now really late like 3AM you were jogging down he track when a twig snaps you stop and look around you feel scared but keep jogging until you hear s growl you look around when your eyes meet a wolfs
You stare at it's beautiful eyes
You remember when your father found a wolf and told you about them how they won't show unless they have to
You look around and notice the wolf is not putting on if it's paws down you step closer and it growls showing its teeth you kneel swim and it bends its head letting you stroke its soft fur you look at the foot it whimpers and growls and you see that it has a thorn in its foot you gently get it to lye down you hold its leg and hold it down so it doesn't more you take out the thorn then you pick it up and carry it to an alleyway
B"stay here I will be back"you say putting it down it surprisingly stays you run to the closest shop you walk in in and get things to clean the cut
You run back out and it was in the same position as before you smile and bend down and fix its foot up and then take it to the place you found it out put it down and bend down to stroke it and it kicks you and runs off you smile and jog the rest of the track near the end a wolf jumps out you panic and it goes to bite you but the wolf you helped earlier comes and howls and the other wolf looks at you and walk to the walk you helped the wolf you helped blinks at you and they both walk away you think for a minute how weird that was but keep jogging
You finally reach the end and you realise where you are the woods behind Carolina house you run away sneaking scared he will see you
You phone pings
Carlin🌪
I see you 😏
You feel a cloth put over your face but before you faint you hear a growl and Carlin scream you turn and see the wolf followed you home you stare at it confused then you notice
That is the wolf dad helped when I was younger
You gasp and run to it an stroke it
B"Miko I missed you so much"you say stroking it
You see ever since your dad saved the wolf it It he been around your family so you named it
It since had protected you
You smile and hug it happily then you notice the wolf that was going to bite you start to feel a little scared until you see
Then another comes out
Then you hear little growls you look around and see cubs behind the wolf that tried I bite you earlier it was probably because the cubs were near
the one that was scary earlier Walsh over and you stroke them
Later
You walk home after stroke the cubs and wolves you get to the house and climb through the window you go downstairs and make yourself a smoothie singing songs
??"that was amazing"you turn and see Jonah you smile
B"it was terrible but thanks"you say laughing
JM"what was it you were singing"you laugh
B"I call it a mashup you put To or more songs together and it sounds cool if I even see a singer I will want them to be making Mashups can you ask them for me jo"he frowns
JM"why don't you"he says laughing
B"I can't I won't be here long enough"he frowns
JM"what does that mean"your eyes widen
B"no I won't be famous for that I meant that"you laugh then run hug Jonah and run upstairs feeling stupid