6/10/18 11:38 PM
I feel very depressed and unwanted. I feel as though my youth and innocence has been taken away from me from the start. And I don't think that's fair. I wanna be happy and free. I was this morning. Or was I? I'm not very sure of my feelings anymore. I'm trying to turn my life around but it's hard feeling happy right now. I had joy when I was at the amusement park. I think. But no.. I wasn't.. I still felt.. Empty. I felt empty. There's something missing to my heart and I know there's something missing. I just don't know what it is..
6/10/18 11:44 PM