I stared at my phone and waited for the notification that tanner uploaded the video to show. I sighed and reached over for my water when I heard a ding come from the phone. My heart started to race and I picked up my phone. There it was, the YouTube notification 'tanner fox uploaded a video "something we need to tell you" 12 sec ago'. It felt like my heart stopped.
Not even two minutes later, my phone started blowing up with dm's, messages, and comments from all kinds of people.
I felt tears come to my eyes and I couldn't even bring myself to look at them.
"Baby? Are you alright?" Tanner asked walking into my room
"I think so?" I said as more of a question than an answer
"You know you'll have to read them eventually, right?" He asked walking towards the bed.
I sighed heavily and nodded my head. "Yeah"
"Let's read them together" he said grabbing my laptop and laying down in between my legs. I sat up straight and he placed the back of his head on my stomach. When he logged on, he had thousands of notifications and they were still going off.
We both sighed as he clicked on the video and he scrolled down to the comments. There was the usual 'first like' and 'first comment' comments. But when I saw the first comment about the baby, my heart started beating out of my chest.
'Congrats you guys! Can't wait til the baby is here'
Most of the ones I saw were helpful and supportive, like one I saw 'now that we know about the baby, will you bring skylar back into the videos? I miss her sooooo much'
And the one I saw from another teen mom 'I went through the whole teen pregnancy thing a couple of years ago, and I want you to know that you are beautiful. Don't ever feel ugly and don't ever feel ashamed of this baby. It will be a wonderful thing so don't be scared or nervous. I promise you will never be blessed with a better gift'
I felt a tear fall and tanner placed his hand on my knee.
Then I started to see some hate comments like 'that baby is an abomination' and 'you're too young, you'll just ruin the baby's life'
But to my surprise, there wasn't many hate comments, at least not as many as I had expected.
"See babe, it wasn't as bad as you thought, huh?" He asks tilting his head up to look at me
I took a sigh in relief and shook my head. I kissed him then closed the laptop
"What did you do that for?" He asked looking back up at me
"Come here please" I said, motioning for him to come closer
He rolled over and crawled over me and I wrapped my arms around his lower back and stared into his eyes.
He smiled at me and ran his fingers through my hair "I love you, sky" he said kissing my forehead
"I love you" I replied and smiled at him
We both looked over at the door as it swung open and Jacob appeared in the doorway
"Hey...did I interrupt anything?" Jacob asked hiding behind the door
"No, no, you can come in Jacob" tanner said looking at him then rolling off of me
"Ok good" he sighed in relief then came and sat in the chair across from my bed "so, tanner...I know you have that meeting soon"
"Yeah?" Tanner said sitting up
"I was wondering if I could take skylar to chili's today? She's been talking about craving chips and salsa all today and yesterday" Jacob asked glancing over at me then back at tanner
"Oh, yeah of course. You don't have to ask to take her with you. She is your friend, dude" he said standing up "I've gotta go get ready for the meeting"
I nodded my head and got up to get ready to go to chili's.
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Tanner and I both pulled up Twitter and looked at the camera.
"You wanna ask the first question, babe?" Tanner asked looking at me
"Sure" I said looking at my phone "ok, here's one, @charliecheese (all @ names are random that I made up so I'm sorry if anyone owns these) asks 'how far along are you'....ummmmm, I think I am about four and a half months" I said looking at tanner
"Ok, @babybru asks 'how did you guys find out and what was your reaction?'......well....I am yet to know how sky found out actually" he said looking at me
I sighed heavily "Well, the last time I tried to explain it to you, you accused me of cheating"
He laughed slightly "ok well you can explain it now that I know you weren't, okay?"
"Fine" I sighed again "so it started out on our trip to my uncle Teddy's farm. They had thrown us a party when we got there and I ran into umm....an old.....friend...I guess" I said sort of confused on what to say
"Well his name is Westin and he was skylar's first boyfriend" tanner said cutting in to help explain
"Yeah and I kind of like broke his heart...but that's a different story" I said looking down "anyway...he worked on the farm so I was around him a lot. I wanted nothing more than to apologize to him and make things okay between us. So I went to talk to him on the last night on the farm-" I started
"-keep in mind that I am super insecure and Sky is way out of my league so when she didn't come back...I obviously thought she had cheated" tanner added
"-but I didn't cheat" I said lifting a finger "so what happened was...I talked with him for hours in the barn, but when I was leaving, I threw up all over one of the stables-which he so very kindly cleaned up for me, by the way. Anyway, he started to walk me back to the house when I threw up again in front of the barn, which he also cleaned up. He asked me some things that might of made me sick. I thought maybe it was something that I ate, but no one else was sick. So he had asked me if there was anyway I could be pregnant...of course I thought I wasn't, but he talked me into taking one of the tests that his sister had left over from a couple weeks before. So he helped me back to his house to take one" I said slightly terrified by how tanner would react
"You never even got to tell me why you went to his house because I assumed you cheated" tanner sighed "I'm so sorry Sky, I feel so bad"
"It's alright...so that's how I found out, but my reaction was.......I don't really know...I was just scared I guess" I said breathing quickly because I am still scared "tanner can tell you guys his side of the story"
"Ok so it all started that night when she went to go talk to westin. When she didn't come home by the time I fell asleep, I thought nothing of it at the time because...you know...I trust her. Anyway, after we went home she like avoided me and the boys for like a week and anytime I wanted to know how the Westin thing went, she avoided the topic even though she promised she would talk to me about it. So I finally got fed up with it and I went to talk to her. She was acting all nervous and weird...then she told me she had something she wasn't telling me. So I was thinking like 'oh fuck, what happened?' You know? So she told me that she had went back to Westin's house and I didn't even let her finish what she was trying to tell me so this is the first time I've heard why she actually went to his house. So I started screaming at her and accusing her of cheating on me...." he started to laugh "she got so mad at me for not letting her even finish what she was trying to tell me so she started screaming back and she was dropping the F bomb like no other...then she said something like 'would it fucking kill you to let me talk for two fucking seconds? You wanna know what is wrong? I'm fucking pregnant....bitch' but she like screamed it at me" he said smiling slightly
"Ok, that was pretty accurate except...I did not call you a bitch but nice try" I said shoving him into the pillows
"I'm pretty sure you did" he laughed harder, pulling me down on top of him
"No I did not" I laughed back
"I know" he whispered then kissed me
I sat up before tanner did as well and we both looked at our phones for more questions
"So this one is from @poofygoofy and it says 'who all knew before tanner?' So the first one to know obviously, was Westin, then Jacob, Bradley, and tanner's mom" I said quickly "oh, fun fact, Jacob and Bradley weren't meant to find out but they heard me talking to tanners Mom on the phone about it" I added
"Oooh this ones a good one" tanner said after a minute or two "@charliessmile asks 'is it a boy or girl? And do you have any names yet?' So it is a boy...it'll be a mini me" he laughed
"We decided on Kaden....Kaden Jay Fox" I said afterwards
"This one isn't really a question about the baby but I want to answer it" tanner said "so it asks to name one thing the fans don't know about the other....so...I wanted to point out that I made skylar this anklet" he said grabbing my foot and lifting it up to show the camera "and I gave it to her on her fourteenth birthday...and she has not taken it off once since that day so it has been on her for over five years now" he said proudly
"Okay...so I have a kind of funny one" I said looking at tanner "so on tanners seventh birthday, he got a new bike, and it had the pegs on the front and back tire" I said laughing as I thought about it "so he let me ride on the back of the bike. For some stupid reason, Tanner was not wearing a shirt and we went down this super steep hill. The bike was going so fast and I begged tanner to stop but he didn't really know how to use the brakes somehow. So I got scared and I had my arms wrapped around him while we went down. I got so scared that I started clawing tanner's chest" I grabbed tanners shirt and lifted it up "I don't know if you guys can see this but there is three scars above tanners right nipple from that day" I said pointing to it
He started to laugh "I remember that day"
We continued to answer questions until it started to get dark out then we decided to stop"