I'm on my way home again. Sasuke is abnormal. He is always going to the hospital, always using people, sitting in his apartment alone, and his house is so spotless. I could never live that way. I want him to be mine. I want him to be happy, he is never happy. The way he is ,is so appealing though. But why?
Is it his sharp piercing eyes that nobody seems to dare stare into? Is it his amazing pale body that I just want to fall on top of mine? Or is it his perfect chicken like hair that is soft between my fingers?
Although it has only been a few days, I think I love Sasuke Uchiha.
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Naruto Uzumaki. So annoying sometimes, however, he makes me happy. I constantly think of the little blissful dobe. I can just hear his voice telling me to stop calling him that. Dobe , well I can't help the painful truth.
With everything going on I don't know how long I should stay. Leaving is the safest, easiest option I have. I don't want to die however I can't let Naruto see me in pain. I can't let him know how bad I need this.
But as I sit on my couch day dreaming of his lips lingering on mine I decide that to tell him is the best I can do. Telling him would make him leave me and I would be alone at peace once more.
I don't want him to leave. But I'd rather him hurt me then me hurt him.
It may sound deranged, but I think I love Uzumaki Naruto.
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Posted another very short chapter because I haven't wrote anything the past few days. What are your thoughts on this.