Jack J's pov-
I was at home alone just scrolling through twitter, usual stuff for me. I then got a text from jack asking if he could come over and of course I said yeah. But when he texted me something seemed weird I sensed something strange with him, as strange as that is it's just I've know jack for so long now that I sometimes feel I know him better then he knows himself. So when he Sent me that text I just new something was up, he had been acting strange for a couple of days now. So I knew what ever it was It had to do with what he's been hidding.
Jack G's pov-
"Jack... Can I come over"?? I texted him, and he immediately texted back. ("yeah, sure man" ) I had just broken up with Leigh and I didn't know what to do with myself I don't know if I'm heart broken or relieved in a sense I couldn't think for myself. I was just so lost in my thoughts and my emotions that I couldn't even handle myself. I needed to talk to someone, be with someone to help me sort this out. Then I automatically though about JJ, sense he knew me better then I knew myself. I knew he would help me sort this out.
Jack j's pov-
I hear the door bell and know exactly who it is so I go and open it and there he is. He seems odd tho. His hair is all messed up and he looks like he's been stressing over something. "Hey man" I say as i grab him to come in. "Heyy.." He says looking down not knowing what to do. I noticed he felt awkward so i said "lets go to my room, alright"? and he said. "Yeah please" and we walked up to my room in a tense silence. We walked in and I sat on my bed jack follows and sits at the foot of my bed and then I asked "so what's up, man?" As soon as I ask him he groans and falls back onto my bed and says " what's right ? That's the question" then I ask. "jack dude, what happened? is it Leigh, did I do something?!", " tell me man?!" He then responds with " no it's not you man, it's just.... Me and Leigh.. We're over." I look down at him kinda stunned because I never thought they would break up to be honest. "Whoa, what happened man?" I ask.
Jack g's pov-
"well it was kinda a mutual decision" I say to what jack had asked. I then continued "but the worst part man, is that I don't even know how to feel about it like, I feel almost relived to be quite honest." He then speaks " woah man, that's kinda odd I though you guys were never gonna break up to be honest" he keeps going "and you always seemed to be so in love with Leigh, it surprises me, really" I then say. " we'll yeah I get that, but idk man lately I've just not been there all the way like she would wanna hang out and I would just blow her off, occasionally to hang out with you and the guys instead of her. And she would complain about it but I didn't think anything of it" I kept going I was venting. " And it even got to a point where we had a fight over you." He then stops me and says "woah, woah dude I'm sorry for whatever I did for you guys to fight" I then stop him and get up to look at him and say " nah, man you did nothing it was my fault. She got mad at me because, she said I would rather hang out with you then with her... And that made her feel like, she meant less to me." In all reality I really did enjoy spending time with JJ a lot more then with her, even tho when me and JJ hung out all we did was chill and make vines or just talk about random stuff but the times we shared together alone I enjoyed. "But dont worry man, its really not your fault, leigh just didn't know how else to get her point across' i say determined to make jack not feel guilty.
Jack j's pov-
Jack said that he got in a fight with Leigh over me, and that Leigh got mad at him for wanting to hang out with me more then with her. Idk how to explain how that made me feel. At first I was upset I though it was my fault they broke up. But then he said it wasn't and that made me feel better. But at first when he mentioned, that Leigh got upset that he'd rather spend time with me then her it shocked me, because first of all jack was like head over heals for Leigh, and the fact that he'd rather hang with me it made me feel weird strange feelings. "JJ!....., JJ" jack said waving his hand over my eyes to try and get my attention. "Oh ehh sorry I was just... thinking about what you said" I say. "Yeah man, just don't worry I don't want you feeling like you have anything to so with our breakup" he said with a slight smile. "yeah okay, If you say so, it's just so strange. I just can't believe you guys ended things. I feel guilty man, I shouldn't have asked you to hang out when she was in town. I should off let you be with your girlfriend. I can't help but feel like it's partly my fault" I say looking down feeling ashamed. " nah man don't worry about it, it wasn't your fault I wanted to hang out with you. And about the break up it's really not your fault. We've juts have been drifting and idk to be quite honest I was in love with Leigh and I still love her as a friend but I just, I'm not sure about my feelings right now" he says "what do you mean what has you so confused?" I ask "idk man I've just been thinking a lot about other things, other people" other people hmm. "Other people?" I ask confused. "just other people" he says kinda pushing it of "nope your telling me, how can someone make you fall out of love with someone like Leigh they have to be special"?! I say. " they are special" he says smiling from ear to ear. "Who is she?" I ask. I was acting enthusiast, but I didn't want to hear the name of the girl he was crushing on. He seemed crazy about this girl who ever she was she had jacks heart, I could tell he really like this girl and in all honesty it kinda broke my heart.... I wasn't quite sure why but I juts felt my heart sink when he said that they are special. And the way he smiled when he was thinking about them.. But I need to be a good friend and be positive so I continued. "so tell me her name, what's she like"?? I asked faking a smile
Jack g's pov-
jack just asked me who "she" is and there is no "she" When he asked who that special person was without thinking his name came up in my head. Idk why I wasn't thinking. And now that he asked who "she" I don't know what to say, he asked very enthusiastically and I don't know why but it made me feel hurt that he wanted to know who this girl was so bad. What am I suppose to say know?there is no "she" and he was the one i though of how do I explain that? I can't do this I have to go. "Oh she's no one, I have to go" I say nervously and get up to leave. "Wait where are you going?" I hear jack ask and walk behind me. "I'm going home" I say sheepishly "Why?" He asks with a soft tone. Oh it's just I have stuff to do" I say running my fingers through my hair. "No you don't, your lying" he says with a confident smile. "I'm not lying" I say rubbing the back of my neck. witch was a stupid Idea it was a dead giveaway that I was lying. "Haha jack, I can tell when you lie to me. It's clear that your lying to me." He says with his arms crossed across his chest. " look man it's nothing okay, just drop it" I say in a rude tone, getting nervous that he might make me say something he doesn't want to hear. And turn away to walk out of his room, but he runs ahead and block the door and says " nope something's up, you came to talk to me because you know I can help you with anything and everything. And I want to help you with this, your hiding something form me. And I'm not letting you leave until you tell me." He says with a demanding tone in his voice. " No, this time you can't help me, not with this that I'm feeling and going through" I say pushing him to move out the way. "Yes I can" he says staying put and not moving to let me go. "NO! You can't" I say getting annoyed now "YES I can and you know I can." He says raising his voice. "NO NOT THIS TIME, now just let me go!! " I say getting mad. "No jack, I know you and something's bothering you, something bigger then this break up" he say getting mad also. "Look jack I really don't want to fight with you, but this time it's really non of your business" I say pushing him slightly to get past him and out the door, but then he grabs my arm and pulls me down on to his carpet and sits on top an says " jack, dude I've know you for 15 years man, not 3 not 7 no 15 years of my life and you've been my best friend those 15 years. If somethings bothering you this much it has to bother me, and your damn wrong saying it's none of my business. This is my business, things that affect you like this affect me. Because I care about you and I care about your happiness. And dude I don't mean to sound gay but I love you and what ever it is that has you like this I want to know, so I can help" he finishes saying. I've calmed down now. I can't be mad at him he's the one making me feel so confused. JJ has no idea what he's doing to me. I've been fighting theses feelings pushing them to the back of my head for a couple of weeks now when he said he wanted to know who "she" was it made me jealous and when leigh told me that I would rather hang out with JJ then her, I agreed. " I don't know what to say" I say to jack. who's still sitting on top of me holding my arm down above my head witch makes this even harder to come to terms with. " jack listen to me" he say lowering his body and voice towards me. " I just want to know who has you like this, she must be pretty 'great' if she caught your attention" he says in a shy sad almost tone. "Jack this person.... Is special, very special actually. This person means the world to me." I say looking up at JJ who was kinda glum at this point. He wasn't even looking at me. "We'll if this person is so amazing, witch she sounds like she is then I think you should go get her, nothing's stopping you now.... Your single after all." He said with the saddest tone I've ever heard.
Jack j's pov-
Jack's in love that's his problem and by the sound of it she seems like and amazing girl. I mean she has to be to get jacks attention. He's a great guy he's perfect. His tall, dark and handsome. Any girl would be lucky to have him. I'm laying on top of him holding him down my legs pressed against his sides my hands cupping his for arms down and all I can think of is how lucky this girl he's fallen for is and it saddens me to realize that he's I love with someone. And it hurst to be honest I don't know why....... Yes I do. I know exactly why it hurt so much that this girl is perfect she gets to have the most amazing guy in the world and that guy is my one and truly best friend. The guy I share everything with. The guy I've shared all my secrets with. All of it hit me like a ton of bricks. The realization I had just made it just, It was to much. I had just figured out I was in like maybe even in love with my best friend of 15 years who happens to be a guy!!! But at This point I could care les what he was. All I know is I'm in love with him and he's in love with some one else. But I can't stop him from being happy I have to tell him to go for what makes him happy and if it's this girl, then he needs to know. "We'll if this person is so amazing, witch she sounds like she is then I think you should go get her, nothing's stopping you now... Your single after all.."? I say devastated and start to get up of of him but he doesn't let me get up.
Jack g's pov-
I love him, I'm in love with jack Johnson and he has no idea. And he just told me to go an get that "girl" but it's not a girl and he's right here. He tries to get up after telling me to go and get "her" but I can't, I can't let this moment go. He needs to know how I feel. Even if he doesn't feel the same way I'm willing to take the risk. Because he needs to and deserves to know the truth. So I pull him back down and grip his forearms. And say "jack, what if this person wasn't a girl?" I ask letting go of his arms. he looks at me stunned and says " we'll if this person isn't a girl, then that must mean.... they're a guy"? He say connecting the dots. " yeah they're are a guy, and better yet they are in this room." I say nervously waiting for his response. Witch takes him by surprise but then he continues "jack, is this person who your referring to.... Me... By any chance?" He asks just as nervous as I did before. "Yes" I say and close my eyes not wanting to see his reaction at what I had just admitted.
Jack j's pov-
"Yes" jack says. He just admitted to me that I'm the person who has him like this. I'm the person he loves. I couldn't help myself I had to let him now how I felt. I went down and I kissed him. I kissed him and he kissed me back as soon as he got the message. I pulled away after a few seconds of heavenly bliss to see his reaction. He opened his eyes and looked up at me and then asked "can I spend the night?" I smiled and said " yeah, of coarse."