A/n: request by AngelaArmlink
"You can only be Jealous of someone
who has something you think you ought have yourself" - Margaret Atwood
(Au, Smut, Angst, and Fluff)
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Jungkook pov.
Sitting around the table was hard for me at lunch time. It's so hard to see the person I love in front of me with my best friend. That Taehyung took what was going to be mine because he is selfish.
M/n could have been mine if I didn't get up and get the food. All because of that they just sit in front of me and rub it in. Even tho they aren't even officially a couple it stil-
"Jungkook." I heard Jin say while a wave his hands in front of my face.
"Yeah?" I ask.
"Do you want come out with all of us later tonight?" He ask.
I look in front of me to see M/n look at me waiting for me to answer.
"I guess." I said before grabbing my stuff and leaving the table.
I sigh feeling them look at me as I left. I can't take this. M/n is and always on my mind. I can't sit there and watch them together.
"Fuck you let it happen again." I said to myself.
"Did what?" I heard a voice for behind me.
I turn around to see M/n standing in front of me.
"Nothing." I said to him and walk up to my locker.
"It has to be something or you wouldn't have walk away from the table like that." He said with a frustrating tone.
I ignore him as my mind throw up pictures of him and Taehyung. I clench my fists and slam my locker shut. M/n flinch a bit but stay where he was.
"Jungkook what happen?" He ask.
"What do you mean?"
"I don't know. We use to hang out all the time and after awhile you stop....." He said lowly.
I roll my eyes trying to hold myself back from snapping at him. It wasn't his fault that I was jealous. Even that I hate to say it that's not even Taehyung's fault.
"Jus-." I went to say.
"NO TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG!" M/n yell at me.
"I can't." I whisper out to him.
I couldn't bring myself even after every time I just want to go up and kiss him. He look down at the floor and shook his head.
"Lets go..." he said grabbing my hand and dragging me out of the hallway and outside.
He didn't stop there he pull me all the way to my house and open the door. He marched all the way to up to my room. He push me in and sat down on the floor.
"Now tell me." He said standing by the door.
I sigh and knew that this day would come. The day I would be force to come face to face with M/n and tell him about my feelings.
"I.... I really like you M/n. But seeing you and Taehyung hurts me. I can sit there and see you two be all over each other is hard for me." I said to him.
He look over at me and frown.
"Why didn't you say anything?" He ask.
"I was going to but you already made your mind up." I said back at him about that day.
"You mean when all three of us went out to hang out." He said with a shaky voice.
I nod my head just sitting on my bed and thinking over everything. I felt the jealousy start to build up again and I clench my fists trying to make it go away. M/n didn't move from the door which made it seem that he really didn't care. I frown at him and sigh. I knew something like this would happen.
"Listen I'm sorry. Just give me sometime and I will be over it." I said to him.
He shook his head again and came over to sit down next to me. He hug me from the side and place his head in my chest. I felt my heart skip a beat as he laid in my chest. We stay like this for awhile till I felt myself confuse.
"M/n please don't do this." I whisper to him.
"I... I can do what I want." He said back to me.
"You're just making me more confuse." I said to him.
"Just don't think about it." He said as he move a bit.
I bite my tongue feeling mad at him for saying that. How could he just say something like that to me? He doesn't know how it feels to be me.... I push him away and got up.
"Jungkook....." He call out.
"You can't say something like that M/n." I said to him.
He look at me and roll his eyes but it didn't stop me from pushing him down on the bed. He look up at me and bite his lip. It didn't take long before his and mine clothes were on the floor. He was below me looking up at me.
"I finally get to punish you for putting through so much." I said to him.
He turn his head away from me as I kiss down his neck. He moan as I tease him. He wrap his legs around my hips trying to get my hip on his. I pull back a bit and smirk at him. He wasn't going to get it. He whine at me and try to thrust his hips up again.
"Please Jungkook.." He moan out to me.
I bite his lip as I start to push into him. He moan out again and wrap his arms around my neck. He clench around me as I trust deeper into him. He claw at my back and moan my name while I hit his prostate. I moan at the feeling of being inside of him.
"Jungkoo-." M/n try to get out but I kiss him feeling myself just as close as him.
M/n came in between us while I came inside of him. He stay cling to me as he was trying to calm down. I laid down on my back letting him laid on my chest. He calm down and just laid in my chest. He look up at me and kiss me.
"I love you Jungkook." He said to me.
"I love you too M/n." I said back to him and wrap my arms around him.
I didn't want this to end. Here he was something so beautiful that was in bed with me.
"You're so beautiful." I said to him.
"Stop it kookie." M/n said as he hide his face in my chest.
I laugh a bit and hug him closer. We both end up falling asleep in my bed.
The next morning was the best. I woke up to M/n facing me. I smile at myself finally feeling better and not blaming myself. This was it... this is what I want. I smile and kiss his forehead waking him up.
"Kookie stop." He said sleepily but got up anyway.
I laugh at him and smile.
"It's time to get up." I said to him.
He quickly got up and look at the time.
"Omg my mom is going to kill me." He said as he put his clothes on.
I smile and watch him put everything on and kiss me goodbye. This is the best I never thought this would happen but it did. This is what I have been waiting for forever. I got out of bed and put on some school clothes and went downstairs. My parent were already done so I sat down and ate some breakfast. After I was done I put everything in the sink and put my shoes on.
"This was going to be a good day." I said to myself as I walk out of the house.
~{Week later}~
It had been a week and thing between M/n and me were going great. He sat with me more and laugh with me. Taehyung didn't seem to mind as he just move onto Jimin. M/n sat on my lap on some days making it the best to let everyone know that he was mine.
I smile to myself in class think back on it. I haven't seen M/n the whole day. So I hope he is there at lunch. The bell rang and I got up and made my way to the lunch room with a smile on my face. I step in the lunch room and the smile was gone. There stood M/n with Taehyung in front of him. Everyone watching and whispering.
"M/n please. I can't get you out of my head...." He said to him.
M/n look at him and everyone around him. He frown and let some tears fall like he was having a hard time.
"I.....I don't know Taehyung." M/n said to him with a sad smile.
"What do you mean?" Taehyung ask.
"I already made my mind up a week ago." M/n said to him.
Taehyung look at M/n confuse on what he means about that. God can he be anymore stupid. ((Crying cause I love Taehyung.)) M/n look around and stop when he saw me. He ran up to me making everyone follow him.
He jump on me and kiss me in front of everyone. Taehyung eyes widen at this and the lunch room was silent. I kiss M/n back not caring about anything else then him. He chose me and that's all that matters.