The rest of the night Louis and I didn't do much. We laid in bed, watching some movies till I fell asleep. It felt nice going to sleep in his arms. It just sucks knowing that we have to leave here tomorrow. I feel like I should come up with something like this for us. I mean I want to make this up to him. I know that he had this all planned out and I feel like I kind of ruined this. I should have just left it be till we were back home. It is something that we need to deal with at some point.
I woke up to Louis kissing me. I smiled into the kiss, moving my lips against his. His lips were so gentle against mine. He pulled away before I wanted him to. Honestly it's kind of nice being woke up like this by him. I know that he's not upset about this weekend. If he was he wouldn't have woke me up like this. He smiled, "Good morning, beautiful."
I smiled back, "Good morning."
I felt his arms tighten around me, holding me closer to him. He kissed the top of my head, "I love waking up with you in my arms."
I can't help but smile, "I just love being with you."
He softly pecked my lips as we just laid there for awhile. It's so peaceful being with him like this. I could just stay with him like this all day. It sucks knowing that we have to leave today. This week I need to come up with something to make this all up to him. I want to surprise him with something. I'm not even sure what I'm going to do yet. I know I'll eventually figure it out. I sighed, "We need to get up."
He groaned, "I know, baby. I don't really want to though."
"Me either but we need to go home today."
"I know. Let's get dressed and I'll take our bags out to the car then we can go out for breakfast before we go home."
"Okay."
I started to get up when I felt his arms tighten around me, "Can I please have a kiss before we get up?"
I can't help but smile, "Yes."
I moved up, kissing him like he did to wake me up. His lips were just as soft against mine like they were earlier. I moved my hands up, running my fingers through his hair. I felt him move his hands down to my hips, pulling me over so that I was straddling him. He ran his tongue over my bottom lip and I let him have entrance. I felt him grab the bottom of his shirt that I was wearing. He started pulling it before I pulled away from the kiss, looking at him confused. He was the one to say it wasn't the time for this last night. I don't get why he's doing this right now. He pecked my lips, "I need you, baby."
''We can't do this right now."
"Please. I know you say how you feel like you're the only one that ever wants to do anything but right now I need you."
I do want to do this but I don't think we should do this right now. He was right last night. Right now isn't the time for this. We still have things we need to talk about. I pecked his lips, "Louis, I love you but we shouldn't do this right now. We still have things to talk about."
"I know you're right. I'm scared about something though."
I looked at him confused, "What would that be?"
"I'm scared that you might leave me after I tell you about my past."
I can't believe he thinks that. I honestly can't see myself without him. I thought he knew that. I put my hand on his cheek, caressing it with my thumb, "Louis, please don't think that. I have no reason to leave you. I honestly can't even see myself without you. I do want to know about your past and I won't think anything different about you after you tell me. I love you. Please don't think I'm just going to leave you."
"I love you, baby. I can't help but think that. I know you're saying this all now but when you find out everything you're probably going to be thinking something different than that."
I really wish he would stop thinking like this. I shook my head, "I don't think so, babe. I love you too much to leave."
He smiled, softly pecking my lips, "Let's get up and leave before I change my mind and we end up staying here."
I got off of him, grabbing my bag. I set it on the bed, grabbing some of my clothes out of it. I changed before looking over at Louis. I noticed that he was sitting up in the bed with a smirk playing on his lips. I smiled, grabbing my toothbrush and hair brush before walking into the bathroom. I just brushed my hair, leaving it naturally wavy. I brushed my teeth and when I was done Louis walked in, smiling a little bit. He kissed my cheek, whispering, "I love you."
I can't help but smile, "I love you."
I pecked his lips before walking out. I put my toothbrush and hair brush up before grabbing my shoes. I slid those on when I noticed Louis walk in. I noticed that he was wearing his skinny jeans that I like him wearing. I smiled to myself before getting back up. I wrapped my arms around him as he smiled. He wrapped his back around me, softly pecking my lips, "You're so damn beautiful."
I smiled, "Well I think you look sexy.''
He chuckled, "Really now?"
I felt him move his hands down to my bum, "Are you sure you don't want to do anything before we leave?"
"I'm sure. We need to get home anyway."
He pecked my lips before pulling away from me. He seems kind of upset that I said we needed to go. I feel bad about it. I mean he's done things like this to me. He always wants to wait. It won't kill him to wait a few days till we can talk about everything. I grabbed his jacket that I've been wearing, putting it on. I grabbed my phone and decided to check it. I haven't even checked it since we got here. I don't really think about it when I'm around Louis. I noticed that I had a couple texts from Niall and Alyssa. I opened the text from Niall. 'Hey, are we going to hang out this weekend?'
I noticed I had another one from him. 'Is something going on? You normally answer.'
I feel horrible that I didn't answer that. I know I need to hang out with him. I have been spending a lot of time with Louis but Niall is still my best friend. I know Louis understands that. I just need to figure out a way to split my time between them. I'm sure I'll still spend most of my time with Louis though. I should text Niall back though. 'Sorry about this weekend. If you wait for my after school tomorrow we can hang out them.'
I decided to look at Alyssa's text. 'It seems like you're not around anymore. What's going on?'
I sighed. I don't want to say anything that I'm not supposed to. I know I can't tell her about Louis and I. I'll probably just deal with it all later. I felt my phone vibrate and saw that Niall texted back. 'Sounds good. I'll see you in the morning.'
I got up, putting my phone in my pocket. I know I have somethings I need to talk to Louis about. I know he shouldn't get upset about any of it. Louis walked in, intertwining our fingers, "Are you ready to go eat, love?"
"Yeah."
He pecked my lips before we walked out of the house, out to his car. He opened the door for me, kissing my cheek before I got in. I can't help but smile about it. He started driving when I felt him put his hand on my leg. I put mine on top of his as I felt him squeeze my leg, "Where do you want to eat at, love?'
"I don't know. I don't even really know where we're at."
He chuckled, "True."
I leaned into him, intertwining our fingers. After about 15 minutes in the car he pulled up in front of a small restaurant. We got out of the car and he intertwined our fingers again. I smiled, moving closer to him. We walked in, sitting down at a booth. He wrapped his arm around me, pulling me closer to him. The waitress came over, asking what we wanted to drink before she walked away. I felt Louis kiss the top of my head as I started looking at the menu with him. The waitress quickly came back to our table with our drinks. She set them down, taking our orders before walking away again. I felt Louis kiss my cheek, "I love you."
I can't help but smile, "I love you."
I looked up at him, softly pecking his lips, "I kind of want to talk to you about a couple things."
"Okay, what do you want to talk to me about?'
He seemed kind of surprised by me bringing this up. I mean I don't really blame. I mean what I do want to talk to him about right now isn't bad. It doesn't really deal with us too much actually. It's just more about tomorrow. I'm sure he won't mind. I mumbled, "I told Niall that I was going to hang out with him tomorrow after school."
"Okay. Is there really anything to talk about with that?"
"I guess not. I just thought I would tell you."
"It kind of works out that you're hanging out with him after school tomorrow."
I looked at him a little confused, "Why would that be?'
"Well I have to stay after and tutor someone. I didn't really know how to tell you."
I understand that sometimes he has to help tutor people. It's just a little weird that he hasn't brought it up all weekend when he knew. I looked at him a little confused, "Okay. Are you tutoring a girl?''
He chuckled, "No, it's someone named Austin. Why are you asking?"
"I don't know."
He smiled, "Would you have been jealous if it was a girl?"
I smiled, "No."
He pecked my lips, "It's okay to be jealous, love. I mean I get jealous when other guys are around you."
"Even Niall?"
''Yes, but I know nothing is going to happen with him since you've been friends for so long."
I pecked his lips, "You defiantly have nothing to worry about with Niall."
He smiled, "Good."
I felt him pull me closer to him, kissing the top of my head again as I mumbled, "I kind of wanted to ask you something else too."
"Okay."
"Would you be mad if I brought the idea up to my mom about meeting you soon, like maybe when I get home."
I looked back up at him and I noticed him smiling, "I don't care if you tell your mum about us as long as it's what we decided on yesterday."
"Yeah. I know she would freak out if she knew that you're my teacher."
"Well since we're talking about that, would you like me to talk to my mum about the possibility of meeting you?''
I smiled, "Yes, I want to meet her."
He smiled, "Well I would like to meet your mum too.''
"Okay, well when I see her I'll bring it up to her."
He pecked my lips, "I hope you know I'm happy that I had this weekend with you even though it didn't go exactly like we all thought it would."
I can't help but smile again. I'm happy that he planned this weekend. I mean I love him and I know things didn't go exactly like they were planned. I'm going to make all this up to him. I feel horrible about it all. I think I have an idea of what to do to make everything up to him. I having a feeling that he's going to enjoy it. I know we still have things to talk about before then. I hope nothing bad happens this week though. I just want to focus on us and things moving forwards with us.