I was getting ready for a the performance we had to do in Finland. I grabbed my jacket instead of Paul's. I was walking to the stage for sound check when I put my hand in my pocket. I found a note.
Richard,
I am sorry for the way I had treated you. I found I only did that because I have feelings for you. I love you. I would like to make things right and stop the fighting.
Love,
Paul🙂
I ripped up the note. I went on stage. Me and Paul were the only ones doing sound check. I was not watching and I felt someone push me. I heard a loud crash. I hit my head off something and that is all I know happened.