Louis' POV
I love Allison so much. I honestly love the thought of starting a family with her. I mean I would do anything for her. I want her to be happy but I want a family with her. She seems scared about it. I mean I don't blame her. She is 17 but for some reason her age isn't bothering me. I mean some people at my age are already starting their families. I'm still young too. I mean I didn't really think about it till her doctor had her take a pregnancy test. I was so scared at first but now I like the thought of it. I feel like everyone else won't like this at all. I don't really care about what other people think. I only care about us. Our opinions about this should be the only ones that matter.
Allison's POV
I think Louis is a little crazy about what he's thinking. I mean I know he's 3 years older than me. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if all this did happen. I think we should really wait till I graduate. We've only been together for a few months. Everything about our relationship has moved fast. I guess I should get used to it. The main thing I'm worried about is the fact I would be showing by the end of the school year if we did this all now. I mean either way I'm scared about all this but we should at least wait a little bit longer.
I was still in the hot tub with Louis. I'm just enjoying being in his arms. I really don't want to talk anymore about everything that he's brought up today. I want to enjoy some time with him. I pecked his lips, "Do you want to get out?"
"Not really."
"Well then you can't join me in the shower then."
He smirked, "Well you didn't say that before."
I pecked his lips, moving off of him. I got out of the hot tub and he was right behind me. He grabbed a towel, wrapping it around me. I walked inside then up to his bathroom. I turned on the water as I waited for Louis. I know we have things to talk about but I would rather do this right now. I set my towel on the counter when I felt Louis walk up behind me. I smiled as he wrapped his arms around my waist. He kissed my cheek, "You're so beautiful and sexy. I can't believe that you're with me."
I can't help but smile. I love hearing him say things like this to me. I turned around, wrapping my arms around him. I smirked, "I also think you're sexy as well.''
He chuckled, "Really now?"
Before I could answer he leaned down, kissing me. His lips were so soft against mine. He pulled away sooner than I wanted him to, "Let's get in the shower, love."
I reached down, pulling down his swimming trunks. He let them fall to the floor. He reached behind me, untying my bikini top. It fell to the floor as he moved down to my bottoms. He pulled them off, smirking into our kiss. I rolled my eyes, getting in. The water was warm against my skin. It felt nice like being out in the hot tub. I'm happy that he has that. It's really relaxing. It's nice being in the shower too. I let the water run down my body, letting get my hair wet. I heard Louis get in behind me. I'm surprised that he's not trying to wrap his arms around my waist like he usually does. I like when he does that even though I tell him not to so I can wash my hair. I finished getting my hair wet when he handed me the shampoo bottle. I felt him looking at me as I washed my hair. I know that he is without looking over at him. I don't mind it anymore. I'm used to it. It's weird knowing how comfortable I am around him now. I know I still blush about some things but I never thought I would be so comfortable around someone that I would take showers with them.
When I finished washing my hair I moved and Louis got under the water. I couldn't help but look. I love looking at his tattoos for some reason. I think they're extremely sexy on him. I never thought I would even like tattoos on anyone. I mean I never thought that they were attractive before him. I noticed him look up at me, smirking. I grabbed his shampoo bottle, handing it to him. He went back to washing his hair. I noticed him look back up at me, smirking again. I kind of don't care that he knows that I'm staring at him. I mean I know he stares at me all the time. I think it's only fair that I do the same. I love looking at his little abs. I think they're sexy on him too. I mean not everyone knows that he has them. I like knowing that. I feel like it should stay that way. I don't want anyone else to see him the way that I do. I'm sure he feels the way about everyone with me. My thoughts were interrupted by him wrapping his arms around me as he kissed the top of my head, "Why do you keep staring at me, love?"
"Are you upset about it?"
He chuckled, "No, I mean I do the same thing to you. I'm just curious.''
"Well I was thinking about how I think your tattoos are extremely sexy on you and how I never thought that till I was with you."
I noticed him smirk again, "Really? Well then I guess I should go get another tattoo then."
"What would it be then?"
"Something to do with you. Maybe I could get your name.''
I think it's cute that he wants to do that. He shouldn't get my name though. You never know what can happen. I shook my head, "No. Please don't do that."
He frowned, "Why not, baby?"
"It's a bit extreme. I mean what if something happens between us?"
He shook his head, "Nothing is going to happen. I would do anything for you. I'm not sure what I would do without you."
I can't help but smile, "I love you.''
He smiled, "I love you. We can talk about this tattoo thing another day."
Before I could say anything else he leaning down, kissing me again. His lips were so gentle against mine. It feels so right. I felt him move his hands down to my bum. I moved my hands up, cupping his face in them holding him there. He ran his tongue over my bottom lip and I let him have entrance. I felt him move his hands down to the back of my legs, lifting me up. I wrapped his legs around his waist as I felt him put my back against the wall. I never thought I would be with someone the way that I am with him. I love being with him the way that I am. I love knowing that I'm so comfortable around him. I've never even been close to being this comfortable around a guy. He pulled away from the kiss, kissing down to my neck. He mumbled, "I want you so bad right now."
I want to do this. I know we shouldn't. We still have things to talk about. I know that this all can wait even though I need to make some things up to him. I feel like that all can wait though. "We shouldn't do this right now."
"I know we shouldn't but I need you."
I started running my fingers through his hair. He groaned, "Please, baby. I need this right now."
"We need to talk about things first."
"I know. I know we have a lot to deal with but please."
I feel bad that he's literally begging me. I mean at least he understands we need to work things out. I pulled his face back to mine as he pushed his tongue back into my mouth. I moved my hands back, running my fingers through his hair. He kept me against the wall as he turned off the water. He moved his hands back to the back of my legs before walking us out of the shower. He carried us out of the bathroom then over to his bed. He laid me down, hovering over me. I unwrapped my legs from around him. He pulled away from the kiss, kissing back down to my neck. He mumbled, "I love you so much, baby."
I can't help but smile a little, "I love you so much."
He reached around, grabbing one of my hands. He pulled it away from him, intertwining our fingers as he started to push into me. I couldn't help but throw my head back, moaning. I felt him squeeze my hand before he started moving in and out of me. He wasn't going as slow as he normally does. I kind of don't care. It feels different. I mean when he goes slow it feels like he cares more but I already know that he does. I moved my free hand down to his back. He started to move a little faster in and out of me. Honestly with everything that we need to talk about it feels right being with him like this. I wrapped my legs around his waist as him start to go a little faster. I couldn't help but moan. It feels like he was going deeper than he was before. I felt the pit in my stomach start to grow. He leaned down, kissing me again. I kind of expected this kiss to be kind of rough. His lips were so soft against mine. It feels so passionate. The pit in my stomach grew more as I moaned into the kiss. I felt him smirk into it before pulling away. He kissed down to my neck, moaning. I can't help but smirk a little. The pit in my stomach grew and I couldn't help but moan his name. I felt him smirk against my neck as he started to move a little faster. I started to dig my nails into his back. He groaned like he did the last time I did that. I couldn't help but moan, "I'm sorry, baby."
He moaned, "It's fine, love."
The pit in my stomach got bigger. I don't think I'm going to last much longer. I felt my walls tighten around him, moaning his name as I came. He moaned, "I'm cumming, baby''
He pecked my lips as I felt him twitch inside of me before cumming inside me. He thrusted a couple more times before pulling out. He pecked my lips before lsying down next to me. I moved closer to him as he wrapped his arm around me. I kissed his cheek, laying my head on his chest. I feels nice being with him like this even though we still have things going on. He kissed the top of my head, "Please tell me you still have been taking your birth control."
"Yes, I don't have a reason not to yet."
"Good, I don't want any surprises before we decide on everything."
I can't help but smile a little. It's nice hearing him say that. "Well we don't need that right now. If you didn't want any surprises you should have thought about that before we had sex without a condom."
"Well I know you're on birth control."
"True, if I wasn't we would be screwed."
"No, we would have what I want."
I sighed. I guess I should have seen this coming. I mean every since we've been together I don't remember him ever using a condom. I know he bought them the one day we went to the store together. I mumbled, "Why haven't you ever used a condom with me?"
"Well I've never been in love with someone like I am with you and I would rather feel you than the condom. I know you're on birth control so nothing have should happen."
I smiled, kissing my cheek. I'm so happy that I'm with him. I know we shouldn't have done what we just did with everything we still need to talk about but it felt right.