I got up and got ready for my omg girlz photoshoot after an amazing night I kissed Jayden's forehead as I made my way out before school starts. I drove to the studio meeting up with Alex and Lisa "So the goal is to capture your innocences." Some guy said walking to the camera.
"But their teenage girls this is their rebellious years." Another man said while holding his camera.
"Why can't we do both it would only make sense." I said getting irritated they nodded so we went to change and I put on this purple wig on and went to pose. Before changing again but this time we were more ourselves I felt like a women. They took my picture at the beach, Lisa's in front of the window of the building, and Alex's on the same wallpaper screening but looking like a rockstar with her grandmas first guitar. We all changed and rushed to school before the bell for breakfast rang. I saw Jayden walking towards the door so I ran up to him kissing his cheek and just then my heart dropped when I seen Jahseh. I stopped walking I got so pissed "I know you fucking lyin!" I looked at him he was supposed to be my best friend and he left me when I needed him most.
"Lissy I know your mad."
"Man fuck you, you left me when I needed you."
"Exactly you needed me did you ever think I needed help from you." I just looked at him at this point Jayden was walking away because he knew it wasn't his battle and jahseh was looking me dead in the eyes he pulled back his sleeves showing these cut marks. "I needed to go away to get help after Jocelyn died it was the last straw." I pushed my hair back looking at him.
"I'm sorry maybe I'm selfish." I hugged him tight "I missed you."
"I missed you more." He walked me to class then he ran off with his friend stokeley to their class I'm guessing.
Later that day..
I was excited I got my best friend back. We went to next period Jahseh was in there being goofy this was my math class. He saw me walk in and straightened up waving me over to him.
I sat next to him and immediately got nervous it was hard for me to talk to him all of a sudden. "So I heard a rumor but since I seen you two together I'm guessing your dating Jayden." I looked at him nodded my head.
"And you would've been the first one I told but you changed your number." I laughed a little.
"Yeah that was my moms fault she broke my phone I couldn't get any of my contacts." He smiled a smile that made my heart jump this is how I felt around Jayden. This can't be real it has to be my hormones because I've known this boy our whole lives. "But I'm not going anywhere this time I promise." I smiled and looked down.
"We live together to." He looked at me cocking his head to the side.
"Nigga we in high school how?"
"Welllll I kinda got ummmm."
"You pregnant?" He looked at me waiting for an answer.
"Yeah, nobody approved but my biological dad and my mom left us a house."
"So you are." He whispered thinking I wouldn't hear him.
"Yeah I am are you mad at me?"
"Nah I just always thought, you know what it doesn't matter I'm happy for you." The bell rang and he went to theater with me Jayden sat by me and Jahseh seemed a little upset. But I felt a little pain in my stomach so I grabbed the spot where it hurt. Then I grabbed seh's hand putting my head in Jayden's shoulder.
"You ok baby?" Jayden said rubbing my head.
"It, hurts so much!" I tried to whisper but probably screamed it I stood up "hospital now.!" I started to walk out pulling the two of them with me until the pain got worse in the hallway making drop to my knees. Jayden picked me up carrying me to the car Jahseh held open the door jumping in with me while Jayden drove. I don't know what's wrong but I'm sweating bullets and getting dizzy Jahseh rubbed my head that was the last thing I saw.
Jahseh's POV
I was rubbing lissy's head when she closed her eyes while she was looking at me but she didn't open them back up. "Bruh hurry up she passed out." I checked her pulse it was faint but it was there.
"Try to wake her we're ten minutes away."
"Lissy wake up please. Her pulse is faint my nigga you gotta speed!"
"I am bruh!" Her skin was hot but her hands were cold. I'm about to loose my mind the women I've loved my entire life is about to die and this bitch wanna drive like my grandma. I kissed her head I seen the hospital but this nigga started looking for a parking spot.
"Stop the car I'm gonna take her in." I carried her into the hospital nurses and doctors ran up to me asking questions rolling her away. Jayden ran in behind me I don't know what to do this shit gon drive me back over the edge.
Felicity's POV
I saw white lights, people in scrubs with masks on I opened my eyes completely and panicked. "No stop get away from me!" I cried as my temperature ran higher.
"We have to sedate her." As soon as my doctor said that I felt pressure on my arm. Just like that I was sleep again but this time I could hear everything I heard Jahseh asking the doctors questions. "We had to sedate her she was historical."
"What's the matter with her?"
"She's running a high temperature and is getting worse by the hour we believe it's some type of flu or bug."
"Is she and the baby gonna be ok?"
"We're going to try a few treatments none of them can harm her or the baby."
"Ok well can you go ahead and start she still sweating." I felt him touch my face and I felt the need to open my eyes I looked at him.
"Don't leave me I'm scared." I grabbed his hand. "Where's Jayden?"
"Out there with your parents and I swear that's your mom out there."
"Yeah long story she's not dead."
"Listen their gonna do treatments on you but I have to tell you why I left before they put you under sedation again."
"Just say it!"
"I left because I realized that I love you and I couldn't work up the courage to tell you. I couldn't take loosing you and Jocelyn it was hard." I pulled my hand away when the doctors came in and asked him to leave. I was put under and all I could think was he loves me.
After my release
I walked out my hospital room to Jahseh sitting he stood up when he saw me and I slapped him. He held his face " I can't believe you've been gone for four years and that's your bullshit reason."
"I didn't want to loose you too."
"Oh you didn't want to loose me but you can leave me I loved you too." I walked past him getting in the car with Jayden. When we got home I took a shower washed my hair and slept in the guest room. This is the first time I ever doubted my relationship but I gotta make it work with Jayden.