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chapter 4
The Stripper & Harry Styles.
I heard
~~Harry's P.O.V
"HARRY! HURRY UP!" I heard Zayn scream up the stairs, I rolled my eyes and slipped on my sneakers and ran outside, "Damn, you take longer than a girl. Harry are you hiding something?" I heard Louis say, everyone else laughed and I gave him a light punch on his arm. "says the one who likes to dress up as a girl when he's bored" He huffed and it was silent besides Nialls laugh.
We got in the car and drove to the studio. "Hey everyone guess what happened yesterday with Molly?" I started and the rest of the guys groan, "No, just please not today. Liam where are the Nintendo 3Ds's?" I chuckled at Zayns protest,but continued anyways.
"So I was feeding her, and like she ate it. Then she meowed at me." he rest of the guys already blocked me out, Louis, Liam, and Zayn were using the 3Ds's and Niall was eating a bag of chips listening to his Ipod.
"NO! NO! wait...HA! I PASSED YOU I WON!" Louis cheered, Zayn rolled his eyes and pushed Louis, making him snap his fingers, "did you just do that me?" he cried, he pretended to cry, "I thought we had something special?"
I stopped the car and the boys looked at me, "You guys gonna get out? Or stay in here watching Loui's over dramatic scene?" I got out and walked towards the door, we all got in and sat on the couches. Louis and Zayn on one couch, Me,Liam, and Zayn on the other. "God, I'm starving, Do they have food?" I heard Niall say clutching his stomach. Typical Niall.
"You ate a bag of chips, just now Niall." he looked at me with wide eyes,
"SO! YOU THINK THAT IS ENOUGH?" he screamed, my eyes widened as he jumped on me taking me shirt in his hands and started shaking me, "You. Don't. Just. Eat. Chips. Without. Still. Being. Hungry!" He said in syllables, with every syllables came another shake, I put my hands up in defense, "okay, okay sorry" he smirked and got off hoping off this his side of the couch.
"There you boys are follow me, we aren't going to work on the new songs today boys, I don't have enough time. So instead we will get your voices working by singing one of your old song, because I have something to do, so this won't take long. Come follow me." The lady who was going to help us today I guess started walking towards a pair of curtains and disappeared behind it, we all soon followed her "Oh, and Niall we have snacks on the table if you want some." He smiled
"That would be great thanks!" you heard his Irish accent echo around, "You guys know the deal, we will be recording 'save you' today, so get in the booth!" she laughed.
We all headed inside the booth and I took the mic in the middle, "Why does Harry get the one in the middle? that's not fair!" cried Zayn. I gave him a cheeky smile. "Because i'm the best!" "that's where you're wrong, i'm better than all of you!" Liam butted in, "Me and Kevin should be in the middle!" we all looked at him confused, "But you don't even have Kevin right now?" "we-" he got cut off by the lady "boys get to work, Niall stop eating sand get in the booth" When did Niall get there? wasn't he with us? I shrugged and picked up the headphone set and she gave us our count,
I, I wanna save you
Wanna save your heart tonight
He'll only break you
Leave you torn apart, oh
we all started, I smiled at this.
Liam took in a breath and started
It's a quarter to three can't sleep at all
He's so overrated
If you told me to jump, I'd take the fall
And he wouldn't take it
I waited for him to finished so I could start, when I sing. I just can't stop smiling,
All that you want's under your nose, yeah
You should open your eyes but they stay closed, closed
then we all continued all up in the mood.
I, I wanna save you
Wanna save your heart tonight
He'll only break you
Leave you torn apart, oh
I can't be no superman,
But for you I'll be super human
I, I wanna save ya, save ya, save ya tonight
Zayn ran a hand through his hair, and put his singing face on.
Oh now you're at home
And he don't call
Cause he don't adore you
To him you are just another doll
And I tried to warn you
I got closer to the mic again.
What you want, what you need
Has been right here, yeah
I can see that you're holding back those tears, tears
I, I wanna save you
Wanna save your heart tonight
He'll only break you
Leave you torn apart, oh
I can't be no superman,
But for you I'll be super human
I, I wanna save you, save you, save you tonight
I glanced at Louis and he looked happy, he loved singing. But he doesn't get that many solo's. Too be honest, his part was my favorite part of this song. Up, up and away
I'll take you with me
Up, up and away
I'll take you with me
I, I wanna save you
Wanna save your heart tonight
He'll only break you
Leave you torn apart, oh
I can't be your superman,
But for you I'll be super human
I, I wanna save you, save you, save you tonight
I wanna save you, save you, save you tonight
I wanna save you, save you, save you tonight
we all finished and looked expectantly at the lady, her face shown no emotion, "Zayn you were slightly off key, but we aren't doing this song anymore. Niall doesn't have a solo here moving on!"
I groaned, sure I loved singing. But I felt like I had someone to see, and I didn't know exactly who.
~~Angela's P.O.V
"Sorry I'm late Joey! I'm sorry!" I bursted through the door to see Joey's disappointed face, he nodded and pointed to my dressing room. I quickly ran in and started changing into black Lacey bra and underwear. I threw on a red fishnet dress, slipping on my black stiletto heels. I quickly started on my make-up, Vanessa was on and I was after her so knew I had to hurry up. I carefully put on dark red lipstick, and glossed them, I also put on heavy eyeliner and black mascara. I didn't bother with anything else, her song ended and I left my hair the way it was. it actually looked good, it erupted in waves down my back.
I heard my song play, and i glanced at the mirror again making sure everyone was good. I nodded and heard Jake, one of the male strippers here shout me a good luck, I started walking through the curtains slowly, swaying my hips. My eyes scanned the crowd wondering if Harry was here again, I didn't see him I wanted to run off the stage and hide in a closet, the hungry stares I get in here truly scare me.
Wanna show you how much you got your girl feelin' good
Wanna show you how much, how much you're understood
the lyrics blasted in the small area, I got to the pool and I turned my back to it, facing the turned on crowd. I saw a group of people walk in, 5 boys and 2 girls, my eyes met with a pair of green ones, I bit my lip and my heart started beating fast, what the hell? who were those 2 girls? my stomach dropped, one of them is probably his girlfriend. I mean they were both pretty, he deserves one of them, not someone who strips to help her alcoholic mother.
He sat in the front of were I was and I suddenly felt nervous, I wrapped a leg around the pole and swung around going really low on the ground letting people get a view, I soon climbed up the pole slowly and clung my legs on it for life as I let my hands go and I fell back swinging down with just my legs, I glanced at Joey, "take something off" he mouthed, I nodded and took in a breath closing my eyes, I plastered the fake smile. I took the fishnet dress and slowly pulled it over my head after swinging it around a couple times then threw it into the crowd, an old man in about his 50's caught it, and I had to swallow the disgust in myself.
never dared to go all the way naked, Joey called me the teaser. Only took off what was bothering them, then left the rest for imagination. I grinded against the pole praying for the song to finish quickly. I glanced at Harry, The girls were sitting on 2 other guys lap. So none of them were his girlfriend? I smiled a little, he was looking st me in a weird way and my heart dropped, what if he doesn't want to talk to me no more?
what am I saying? we pretty much don't even talk. He was with that guy Liam that I met at the supermarket, A girl with really curly hair was sitting on him, He was also with a cute little blonde guy. But he was looking at me in disgust, I looked next to him and saw an attractive guy with black hair and hazel eyes staring at me, curiously. Then there was a mess of light brown hair on a cute guy, but he had the other girl on his lap.
The song finally ended and I walked back to the dressing room with tear in my eyes, I chocked back sobs. I decided to just let them fall, No one was going to see them anyways. God, I hated doing this. I felt so ashamed. No one payed attention to me, which was the way I liked it. But I felt a hand on my shoulder, I tensed up immediately and looked at the mirror in front of me, I couldn't believe what I saw, Harry? Why was he back here?
I gave him a cold look. "What are you doing back here?" my voice broke but I didn't care, "No, the question is why are you crying?" I took a wobbly breath and looked into his green eyes, they were so pretty. They showed concern, something I haven't seen in a long time. "Because I feel disgusted with myself, because i'm a walking disgrace." I replied coldly, I wiped away the remaining tears. I took a tissue and wiped off all my make-up, I was going home early.
"Then why do you do this? Why do you do something you hate?" I looked at him in the eyes again, I could almost get lost in his green orbs. I didn't want to look away, but I did deciding to look at the dirty floor. "For reasons yiou don't need to know." I whispered.
Chelsea one of the lap dancers here started screaming "OH MY GOSH!! YOU'RE HARRY STYLES!!!" she then fainted right in front of us, I gave him a confused look and he looked un easy. "Care to explain?" he ran a head through his hair, "I will if you come over?" I opened my mouth to say no but then I thought about it, why not?
"fine." he smiled and helped me up and started pulling me towards the door, "wait!" he stopped and looked at me, "I need to tell Joey, and I'm not going out like this again" I said pointing down to the lacy bra and underwear, he nodded and sat down. I went to the dressing room and changed into my skinny jeans, and purple short sleeved shirt, I put my bangles on covering the scars on my wrist. I slipped on black boots and I tied my hair up but left my bangs out. I got out earning a look from Harry I told him to sit there and wait until I told Joey, "Joey! I'm going home early today, sorry. I don't feel well" he nodded and I ran back to Harry,
"Harry, uh ere you with those guys and those 2 girls?" he nodded and looked at me confused, "I don't think the blonde one really likes me, he looked at me the way I looked at myself, disgusted. Do you really think thats a good idea?"
"He'll get over himself let's go" I nodded, he took his hand in mine and I flinched away. I walked behind him as we approached his friends, "Hey Angela!" Liam cried out happily, he got up and gave me a bear hug, I flinched not use to affection but eventually I hugged him back, "uh hey Liam" he smiled and sat back down with the girl, the rest of the group was giving me confused looks and the blonde one gave me a dirty look. "Okay guys this is Angela! Angela this is Danielle,Eleanor,Liam,Louis,Niall,and Zayn!" they all said hi except for Niall.
"wait were you the stripper that was on a couple minuets ago?" I looked down at the ground and swallowed, "uh, yea" I whispered. "Well it's nice to meet you all, you guys look like really nice people" I said still looking at the ground trying to break the tension.
All of them except for Liam, and Harry had confused faces.
Why does everyone give me that look?
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