After Harrys chat with Anne about his 'love for the alphas' , anne requested the alphas to stay at the styles house for the night . Anne knew how difficult it was for them to leave their mate alone for the night and when she came to know they already had spent some nights with harry she didn't think it was nessecary to sperate them now .
After dinner everyone started to proceeded towards their respective rooms but anne stopped the alphas asking for a minute to talk with them alone . The alphas agreed where as the rest went to their room . But what no one knew was harry used his Wolf's ears to listen their conversation out of curiosity ...
Louis POV
When anne asked us to stay we knew she wanted to talk about harry so we stayed back quietly listening to what she wanted to say .
"I know you all love harry and will do anything to protect him but according to me you shouldn't keep this as a secret any more .."
I am not sure but I think I heard a gasp from upstairs but I decided to let it slide thinking it was my imagination ,
"We know what you are trying to say and we agree with you .." Liam said in an understanding tone .
"Yes we know the gravity of the situation and also we know the consequences of hiding it ." Niall continued to speak but I couldn't pay attention cause somewhere in my mind I was getting this feeling that something wrong is going to happen .
"As far as we know Harry he will not like to know that we kept us being his mates as a secret ." Liam said looking lost in thoughts .
"And if he found out from someone else ..." Zayn didn't get to finish his sentence because a voice from behind interrupted us , a voice I knew very well .
"I don't think you should be worried about that now .." Harry said looking at us clearly very mad .
A silence fell upon us , we didn't know what to say , harry was standing in front of us knowing very well we kept such a big secret from him and now he found out it by listening to our whispers . Can this situation be any worse??
"Harry baby it's not like what you think it is .." Anne tried to explain cause we were to stunned to utter a single word . This is not how we planned it , can't we do something according to our planning once !! Tomorrow we would have taken Harry to a lovely date , make him feel loved , confessed our feelings to him , then reveal us as his mate . But no fate came like 'you know what, you all are making it too simple , I'll make it intersecting for you' and then this !!
"Then what it is like mom , explain to me cause the way I see it I'll call it betraying me and my feelings ." Harry partially shouted with tears rolling down his cheeks .
Soon Gemma and Des also came rushing to the hall when they heard Harry shouting and well we remaind shocked.
"Today when I confessed my feelings for them you knew everything , you knew they were my mates but you decided to stay silent and keep me in the dark ..."
"Harry listen to us -" Gemma tried but harry stopped her with a glare .
"You knew about this too , didn't you ?!"
Gemma stayed silent and looked down feeling ashamed ,
"And you dad you too ..?"
Des also stayed silent not uttering a word .
"Everyone knew everything but all decided to keep quiet , decided to keep me in my own dreamworld... decided to lie ." Harry said looking truly broken , I wanted to explain him that he is getting it all wrong but the words remainded stuck in my mouth.
"Harry believe us we never would have kept you in the dark but we did what we thought was right . After what has happened to you in the past we decided you need time to recover . We never lied to you dear plz believe us ..." Anne tried to reason with him again .
Harry didn't said anything just looked down but what he said next broke all our hearts ,
"I don't know what or whom to believe anymore .."
We couldn't just stand there anymore without doing anything , we rushed towards harry standing in front of him and explained everything from the beginning . How we met each other , when we found out he was our mate , what were our feelings ...
"Harry you were the best thing that ever happened to us , we fell in love with you the moment we saw you . You are different harry , you are precious to us ." I said looking in his eyes sincerely .
"Why didn't you just told me the moment you found out that I was your mate ?" harry asked sniffing making me wanna coo that the adorable baby in front of me .
"Baby we want you to be with us but not because you must do it because you want to do it , we wanted you to understand us , to see who we truly are . We wanted you to know the person who is not only an alpha but a die heart lover , who loves you more than anything in this world , who wants to give the world to you , to whom you mean the world .." zayn said with tears in his eyes but we decided to be strong and not cry .
"So in short you wanted me to know you first then decide whether I want to be with you or not .." harry said tilting his head a bit with a blank look on his face.
"Yes .", we all said confidently happy that harry understood our point .
"And if my answer would be no then ?"
There came our world crashing down , we never thought about it . If even after knowing us , knowing who we truly are harry didn't want to be our mate then what would we do ....
The only answer that came in my mind was ,
"We would let you go , we would never force you to be with us but I am sure we would also not be able to live without you .."
Everyone in the room gasped at that looking at us with wide us but we knew we meant every single word we just said . Before we knew a loud sob came from harry and he came running to us engulfing us in a tight hug . We were shocked for a moment before hugging him back as tightly as him , trying to calm his heart breaking sobs .
"Shhh baby , it's fine . Everything is fine , stop crying dear ."
After sometime when harry calmed down he looked at us with his red , teary eyes and said one thing which we never expected him to say ..
"I don't deserve you .."
Harry's POV
At first when I came to know these alphas were my mate I was angry at everyone but when they explained their thoughts I couldn't help but feel like an idiot to blame them . They did every possible thing to help me feel comfortable in the situation and I was blaming them , acussing them of the crime they never committed .
Then to I wanted to see their reaction if I refuse to agree with them so I asked ,
"And if my answer would be no then ?"
But what received as a reply broke my heart into million pecies ,
"We would let you go , we would never force you to be with us but I am sure we would also not be able to live without you .."
I don't want them to get hurt let alone die because of me, I love them with all my heart . Just the thought of them not being with me made me cry . I ran to them hugging them as tightly as I could with the aim to never leave them . For any alpha being possessive is a common nature , they want to claim what's their , they never share . For most of the alpha their main nature is dominance , to mark what is theirs , to claim what they want.. Many alphas don't even give the right to speak when it comes to their omega but my alphas are different , they even allowed me to go if I wished ....
Suddenly a thought came in my mind , in this few days they wanted me to believe that they are worthy of me but am I worthy of them . What even is my life neither I am rich nor special , I am not even a girl for heavens sake . I am just a rare male omega who has a very weird mind and body . Why would they want me let alone love me , they deserve someone better much better than me.
So I said what I thought was right cause sometime you have to do what's right even if your heart aches against it .
"I don't deserve you ."
I saw the confusion that flew over their faces but before anyone could object I continued ,
"You all wanted me to know you in these few weeks but do you all know me , what am I really am . If you think you know me then you are wrong I have done some terrible stuff in my past which will change every positive thoughts you have about me ."
Before the alphas could say anything my mum spoke ,
"Harry don't you dare blame yourself for what happened , God how many times I have to explain it's not your fault , none of it !!"
"No mum you don't understand I could have stopped it , I could have done something , made the right choice but I did none of it . What happened is all my fault !!" I said as tears continued to fall from my eyes .
The alphas turned towards me and spoke confidently ,
"Baby if you think we don't know you then you are completely wrong , we know you better than you know yourself . You can do nothing wrong and I bet my whole life on it but still if you think your past can prove us wrong then sure tell us everything but let me gurantee you , our love for you is unbreakable , it's a bond formed in heaven that can never be Broken ."
I took a deep breathe, closed my eyes taking a deep breath before saying everything about my dreadful past to them ...
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