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REAL LIFE
A month later
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ZION KUWONU
____"Hey wanna go out with me and Ali?" Edwin said.
Everyone has been spending their time with their girlfriends expect for me. Austin is always with Lilo now which is crazy. I have been seeing how they tweet at each other and how they think I don't see but I do. It hurts. You'd think your best friend wouldn't be dating the love of your life. But no, Lilo is always with him or Adain. She never actually wanted me I guess and I have to get over it. Ali is always over here with Edwin, Brandon is always with his new girl Charlotte, and Nick is with Alexy.
I have nobody. I never felt so alone.
"Hey, Zion are you good? did you hear me?" I shook out my daze.
I nervously chuckled. "sorry Nah I'm good ill stay home." He nodded.
"Zion its been a month you need to go outside more." I nodded and continued to play my game.
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LILO BROWN
__"Hey move gosh Austin." I giggled sitting on the prettymuch couch. "Man you are so annoying."
"Yo, you were in my way." He chuckled. "Lilo how are you though."
I smiled at him putting my legs up on his lap. "I'm chilling. Like I'm actually happy I needed a month to relax ya know from everyone." He nodded rubbing my feet.
"I can tell you are good ya know always being here when Zion is here." I nodded. "I'm just happy to have you here with us. Would you get back with Zion?"
"Yeah, anyways how are you and that girl you met at the party?" He pushed my feet off of him and looked at me like 'answer the question'. "okay sorry I don't know."
He sighed. "You really should. He keeps thinking we are together considering I'm always with you."
"Okay and.. Let him think that."
"Lilo come on now you know I'm dating Isabell."
I huffed. "I know but I just don't want a part two."
He grabbed my shoulders. "You aren't going to get a part two."
"He doesn't actually love me."
He sat back. "Lilo I'm tired of this how much do I have to tell you that he loves you."
I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know till he proves it to me."
"so he didn't prove it to you at the party the other night?" He said as Zion walked into the room and sat on the couch near us.
I rolled my eyes and got up. "I got to go, I'll see you Austin have fun on your date with Isabell."
I grabbed my keys and walked outside. I heard footsteps behind me so I turned around. "Zion, what do you want?" I said with my hand on the car handle.
"I want to just talk to you, we don't even have to be anything more but friends but you are here every day and I at least want to be able to walk in and say hi without you wanting to run away that's all I want."
I scuffed. "Zion I'm not doing this with you especially not today I have things to do," I said opening the car door and getting in.
He walked to the door. "Lilo please just think about it you don't have to forgive me but it been a month."
"Yeah, a month not long enough also me and austin aren't together." I started the car up. He nodded at me with a frown. He backed up as I backed out the driveway.
Its been a month. A month since the party. A month since I went to Detroit to help Demetrius with his 'you matter' collection. A month since I've kissed anyone. A month of missing him and his lips on mine. I would love to get with him but I'm so scared. What if I do give him another chance and he messes up that's going to hurt me and make me feel stupid. Everyone is happy with their lover and I know I don't need one to be happy. But Zion is the one I want. I just can't let it happen.
Since the party, I have gone to Detroit to help Demetrius with planning out his art for the 'you matter' collection. I also started college with Aliana. I hardly see her anymore though considering she is always with Edwin and working on fashion and design. I've been working on moving into my apartment and painting my art. I got my own car and its so much easier than having to wait for my mom to come home. I move out tomorrow and the guys are helping except Zion. I mean I couldve invited him but why would I do that to myself?
I finally arrived at my house. I look over and see Ali's car. So she's home today. I opened the door tossing keys to the side and making my way to her room. "Ali?" I said opening the door.
"Hey." she said on her bed on her phone. "What you doing home early I thought you and Austin were hanging out all day?"
"Yeah but he has a date." I said nudging her before fully laying on the bed. "We can hang out."
She looked at me and frowned. "Im hanging out with Eddy in a hour." I sighed. "I kniw im sorry."
"You are always with him, when was the last time you hung out with your best friend."
"right now." I pushed her and she laughed. "Im sorry I mean you can come with me if youd like."
I laughed. "and watch yall be couply and kissing every five minutes Im good."
"we dont kiss that much come on now." She said and i side eyed her and raised my eyebrow. "Okay maybe we do but it's not bad."
"No it's bad y'all kiss like y'all haven't seen eachother in months."
"not seeing him for an hour makes me lose some control leave me alone." She giggled.
I looked at her. "Why dont y'all move in with eachother?"
She looked at me and laughed. "because he's a working artist."
"That sounds like an excuse." I said picking up my phone. "I'm moving tomorrow and you can't just be here all the time."
"Lilo why don't I just move in with you?"
I sat up. "Good idea but it's not happening."
"Come on now." She said nudging me. "It'll just be us and more time to hang out and besides you have 2 bedrooms."
"Nope."
"Lilo."
"Aliana."
"Lilo pleaseee." She said shaking me. I rolled my eyes and nodded as an okay. "Yay thanks I should start packing."
I stoped her before she could get up. "Edwin can only come over if you tell me ahead of time." She nodded and got up but then her phone rang.
She picked up seeing that it was Edwin. "I totally forgot about our date...I'm coming down right now...oh and later can you help me pack i'm moving in with Lilo? okay cool i'm on my way." She hung up and looked at me and gave me a hug. "I love you lilo i'll see you later." She rushed out and went downstairs.
I love her a lot and i don't want her having to deal with my mother and brother all the time.
I went to my bathroom and took a shower. After i put my clothes on I went to my room and layed in my bed. I went to instagram and was looking at some post then I accidentally stumbled upon Zion's account and I started looking at his old post.
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I missed him a lot. I was thinking about him more than usual. I really want it to be like how I first met him. When he came over and was just there for me and how he took me to go get pizza and fries because he knew that's what I liked. I sat up in bed. "I want to see him." but then again I thought about it and laid back down. I sighed.
the next morning
i got up at 8am. I didn't really sleep good because of the nightmares i was having. I got up and saw Ali's door open. I walked in to see her packing.
"Hey." I said at her door way. She looked up and smiled. "Ready for this big move?"
"Ah yeah i am actually." She said getting up and dusting herself off then looking at me. "Are you?"
"Oh yea-" I was cut off by moms voice.
"Ali?" My mom yelled.
"Yes?" She said back looking at me confused.
I shrugged my shoulders. "Tell Lilo to get up." She yelled. We then giggled at what she said.
"Ma i'm up." I yelled back. I had déjà vu for a sec. "Anyways you know when the boys getting here?"
"Edwin said they were on the way." I nodded and made my way downstairs and grabbed some cereal.
I heard the door bell ring right when i got comfortable on the couch. I groaned and got up with my cereal. I opened the door and was greeted by the boys and Zion.
"Hey we brought Zion." Edwin said pushing pasted me which caused me to almost drop my cereal. They all walked in.
"Well come in." I said sarcastically. "Um just follow edwin upstairs to my room and get to work."
They laughed and Nick grabbed my cereal. "You got some work to do too sweetie." He said eating some of my cereal.
"Hey that was mine."
He smirked and kept eating. I brushed it off and walked them upstairs to my room. It was a lot of boxes and my bed. Zion looked at me and smiled at me as i grabbed a box. I ignored him. "Let me grab this." He said taking the box out my hand.
"Zion I got it."
"No i got this you go make another bowl of cereal." He said carrying two boxes in his hand and the rest of the boys watched as he took the boxes.
I shook my head and pushed passed him. I went downstairs and made another bowl of cereal and ate it as i watch the boys go in and out my house to the truck with my boxes.
I'm not sure when Zion told me to go 'make another bowl of cereal' if he was trying to be funny or what but at this point it's whatever. I was okay with watching him carrying my mattress and bed frame put the house. After they were done my mom made everyone a glass of water. He was laughing with my mom and stuff which made me smile but then frown.
We then made our way to my new apartment and they helped unpack.
"Lilo are you cool with Zion being here?" Ali said in a whisper while I helped her unpack her room.
I shrugged. "I guess, I mean i didn't want him here but it's cool."
She smiled across the room at Edwin who was making kissy faces at her. I smiled at them. How much I clown them I just really want what they have. "Edwin is going to stay is that fine?" I nodded and made my way to my room and unpacked everything with Austin's help.
"Why didn't Luka, Olivia and Adian come?" Austin said passing me stuff to put away.
"I really don't know to be honest they are mad about the Zion situation."
"What you mean? like you not wanting to be with him or him being here?"
"Me not wanting to be with him."
He nodded. "So they are also 'Lion' stans." He joked.
I rolled my eyes. "Yeah but I've been thinking."
"About?"
"Him."
He stopped and sat on the bed. "Continue."
I shook my head and started to put stuff in the right place. "Never mind."
"Lilo come on now, you and Zion are the only ones that don't have y'all shit together."
I shrugged and stayed silent.
Austin and I then get finish and everyone heads out. I gave everyone a hug except Zion. I don't even really want to look him in the eye.
"Lilo?" Edwin said behide me.
"Yes sir."
He looked at me as I took a deep breath. "You seem kinda odd and I hope you aren't mad at me for inviting Zion."
I shook my head and headed to the couch. "No not at all." I said as I sat on the couch.
"Bitch why don't you just date the hoe."
I looked at her. "cause he's a hoe." I said slowly. "Besides i'm chilling." I grabbed the remote.
Ali shrugged and walked to her room and Edwin followed behind. I sat there and then i got up and grabbed my keys to my car. I left.
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authors note
y'all my writers block is sooo bad. Like please ion know if i can do this anymore. Ion want this to be boring or anything i'm just stuck.
but on a better note we are #14 in zionkuwonu yayyyy. sorry for an errors i didn't go over it i'll go over it tomorrow.
If this chapter gets 10 votes i'll post my other story 'MOVE' and post a new chapter everyday till March. This story might be better than this one.