I'm selfish.
I was too concerned with myself, but I didn't see it that way.
I was too worried about repeating my past, that I didn't even think about how he made me feel.
Now it's the worst time for me to finally begin realizing how he made me feel, how much he truly meant to me, and the impact that he made on my life;
Because I no longer have him.
It was a good feeling to have, while I did have him.
I was caught up in his eyes, his smile, his voice... everything about him. It felt so good to be so caught up with someone like that.
I forgot what that was like.
I could have had that for real, for the first time ever in my life.
Believe me when I say I wanted that more than anything in the world... especially with him.
But I ruined it, didn't I?
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A/N: Hello lovelies!
This is just a general little prologue, a little more insight on what you'll see later on in this story. I'll start putting chapters out around mid-march, so go ahead and add it to your library!
I have most of this planned out, and I feel like it's going to be a little longer than DOMO and IAMB... Oops. Idk yet though, still working out the kinks lolol.
Stay tuned, and I love you all lots!
-j.