Felicite Tomlinson
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I woke up to very familiar voices screaming and jumping on my bed.
"Fizzy get up at look at this", Kate said screaming next to me.
"Look at what Kate, I am sleepy and what is the time" I replied looking at the clock on my nightstand. It was 4 am.
"It's 4, I need to sleep"
"You won't be able to sleep after seeing this" Alice said showing me her phone screen.
It has a Shawn Mendes photo with some things written below it. It read ' Shawn Mendes concert dates in Ontario' I read further that was enough to kick in my adrenaline, he has three shows in Toronto just the next month.
"We have to go" Alice shouted.
Three of us were huge fans but I was more than just a fan, I felt differently for him.
"I can't come you guys go," I said to bring in millions of questions in their heads.
Before they could say anything I continued, "He is a global star and I am barely known by anyone. If the paparazzi discover me going to his concerts then it wouldn't take time for the link up rumours to spread. He might get offended and he would just start hating me."
Both looked horrified but Kate asked, "why do you think he will do that?"
" Kate haven't you seen like these international celebs break up so often, and then regret. I mean just look at Selena and Justin, Harry and Taylor, it was all so shady"
"And Shawn had so many girlfriends before like Hailee, Hailey, Camilla, Sabrina, anymore " Alice added sarcastically.
"Shut up Alice, Fizzy you are unbelievable like he must have found them not right for him." Kate scolded.
"Get your asses out of here right now and I am not coming you both go. There will be no more discussion on this anymore." I screamed the top of my lungs.
Don't even try messing with the angry me and they were smart enough to understand that. They left me alone in my room and I burst into tears thinking of Shawn and me breaking up even when we were not even in a relationship. Eventually, I fell asleep just thinking and crying.