Chapter 1
I had already published this chapter twice but for some reason it isn't visible! Anyways cutting it short let me give you guys whatever I remember from the rambling I wrote the other day when I was upset.
So here it is.
I am an expatriate. I have lived here since my childhood, almost 17yrs. Grew up here, studied here and settled down here too!!! I love this country, sure I love my home country too, but frankly speaking I could hardly spend enough time there so I don't have much memories to treasure from there. But I am comfortable where I am now. It feels home.
So now you see, the building I used to live in with my folks had more three tenants. It so happens that we all belong from the same home country. Therefore we all have a certain bonding.
Each family is simple. Parents and children. We kids grew up together so we are like siblings. And our mothers are like bff. BEST FRIENDS FOREVER - partners in every crime ;) We party every occasion together, during problems we are always there to help. Summing up we have always been there for each other. Sure we had big and small knick-knacks but we always overcome them and it seems nothing ever happened. We are like a big joint family.
Recently we lost one member of this family. Our mothers lost one of their bff, we lost our beloved aunt, a loving husband lost his wife. But most importantly two kids lost their mother forever. And no one can ever replace her. She was just 36.
On honour of her I would like to confess few things to her.
Dearest aunt, first of all know that I love you. I may never have said it out loud but I do. Now that I have lost you I know what treasure I, we all had.
I am sorry if I ever spoke bad of you. I am sorry if during some rough time of my life I neglected you and disliked you for some reasons. But I never meant it. You knew of all what kind of a person I am. I had never hurt a fly. I only did it because few of you people had made my life seem like hell. But I don't hold any grudge anymore.
If only I knew you would leave I would had come visited you often. But I am also glad to have met a great person such as you. My mom misses you a lot. You were her oasis to whom she could tell everything. We all miss you. If it makes you happen then know that we all will look out for your children. Where ever you are stay happy and we all love you. Maybe God needed you more than us.
Guys I feel much better taking it off my chest. I am not a very open person. So I couldn't tell any one how I felt. But now I can write it to you wattpadians, right?
Okay now its been three months she passed away. The emotional turmoil has subsided. But the shocking thing is the debate going on!!!!! Do you want to know what the debate is?
Should her husband remarry?
Guys this where I need you help. Help me cope with this news. I'll give you the view points.
First, her husband had a very great loss. Alone fighting the urge to give up. Alone fighting daily life troubles. Alone earning. Alone raising two children on his own. And mostly he is just consumed by loneliness. He needs a life partner to spend this long life. He needs someone to support him through ups and downs of life. He needs a companion to give his children a better life. Earnestly he needs someone to love him and take care of him like his dead wife. He has to move on. And she would be happy to see him smile again.
Second point of view, it's just been freaking three months!!!!!! How can he give her up so easily? Replace her with someone? Its too early to forget someone who sacrificed her entire life to be with her husband. She gave him the most important and precious thing. Two beautiful children. She worked her ass off to make him happy. She took his life to a whole new level. She praised him in front of everyone whereas he had only hurt her that time. Still she loved him, took care of him and his life. She carried her own bundle of problems and wished him only happiness and prosperity. She was a great wife.
She atleast deserved to be mourned for some period of time. She deserved his loyalty.
So guys tell me what is right. Because I might be biased with my opinions so help out of it and accept her gone. Plz comment and let me know.