Now you perfectly recognize her: blond hair,blue eyes,slim body,classy. She's a freaking Barbie. I thought Shawn had better taste. You greet her with a secure hand shake "Penelope" "Amy,it's a pleasure to" I don't even let her finish "officially meet me?". Malia's confused so I explain "Shawn had the pleasure to meet her before me,then we met in our flat" and she nods,understanding what I mean with "meet".
The three of us,as the bell rings,enter the music classroom and we all notice Shawn,sitting in the corner. She goes over to him and kisses him on the cheek,making sure to arch her back enough to show her butt. Then she waddles back to us. I knew she was like that since I first saw her. Ugh.
Shaw greets us with his hand,then we sit in the front row. A few minutes after,I can hear Amy's phone buzzing again and again. I can't stop myself from peeking at it,and I see that Shawn's texting her. So I glance at him,and I see his usual smirk on his face. He's definitely saying something dirty to her,which is perfectly fine if the annoying sound wasn't disturbing me.
The thing goes on for a good half an hour then,thank God,the bell rings and I quickly grab my stuff and pack it. I wait for Malia to do the same,then we head out,Amy between us. She's a really talkative person: she doesn't stop chittering for a second. I'm surprised Shawn tolerates her since he's not the friendliest guy ever and doesn't really love talking. But I think he's interested in her for something else.
We reach the quad,Shaw behind us,and I finally see him: Scott is standing next to a column,with a blue button down rolled to his elbows and a pair of ripped jeans. He immediately gazes at me and I do the same. Then he smiles and waves at us. He gets closer and kisses my cheek while gently grabbing my hip. "Hi" he whispers in my left ear while I kiss his cheek too.
I feel Shawn's glance on me,but I decide to stare at my shoes instead. Since it's lunch time,he says "We need to go home" and I agree with him. We greet everyone and then turn to the parking lot,but I hear someone else's footsteps behind us. I look back and she's there. What the fuck. Why's Amy following us?!
She reaches Shawn and puts her arms around his waist. He turns to me and says "She's joining us for lunch. I'm cooking" I don't even respond. When we get in his car,she sits on the front seat with nonchalance,so I take place behind. I put my airpods on as soon as I hear her talking: her voice is so acute,I can't stand it.
After a while, we arrive at our flat,he opens her the door and I'm the one who closes it. "Girls,you can sit at the table on the balcony while I cook" Shawn joyfully proposes but I rapidly reply "Sorry,not hungry" as I walk through the hallway and then in my room.
I'm a bit upset: of course he can bring anyone at his place,since it's his parents',but her attitude just pissed me off.I open my laptop and start writing my Music essay. It's about our favorite artist,so I'll talk about Ed Sheeran. His songs make me feel good.The thought of a true love makes me sad for what happened to me,but hopefully I will find it.
I start to write,laying on the fluffy beanbag under the window. I write,write and write for about an hour until I hear something: loud moans interrupt my writing session. They're coming from his room,of course. I can hear the sound of the bed squeaking and a very loud "Shawn".His groans are louder than hers,which surprises me,but I can't keep studying like this.
I shoot Scott a quick text
P: can I please come over? I'll explain when I arrive.
After a few seconds he replies.
S: of course! You're always welcome.
P: I'm on my way! Thank you thank you thank you.
S: do I need to pick you up?
P: don't worry,I'll be there in a few.
I put my laptop in a bag,along with my pencil case,a notebook,my thermos with cold water as I call for a cab. I change in something comfortable: a pair of cotton black shorts and a black body,since today is very hot. I put my hair in a bun and shove my Vans on while I head out. I take my pair of keys and I take the lift to reach the street,where I find a cab waiting for me.
I tell the driver the address and,after 10 minutes or so,we arrive. I hand him some money and take my stuff. I ring the intercom. "Who's this?" a boyish voice says "It's Pen" I rapidly reply as the gate opens. I walk through the driveway and wait for the front door to open.
He's wearing a pair of grey sweatpants and he's shirtless. I can't stop myself from looking those sculpted abs but he notices it "Do you like what you're seeing?" I immediately bite my bottom lip "Well,I don't mind it." I giggle and he smiles.
He invites me in and walks me into his bedroom: it's very big. There's a blue double bed by a huge window,a closet,a glass desk with a pencil holder and a lamp,some basketball posters on the white wall,a grey rug in the center of the room,a shoe rack and a really big tv hung on the wall in front of the bed. Then,as I enter,I notice an en suite and a glass door that leads to a balcony.
My mouth is open in surprise "This is so beautiful" I tell him and he chuckles. "Make yourself comfortable" he tells me,so I unpack my stuff and leave my computer on the bed as I sit on it with my legs crossed. He imitates me and then asks
"So,what was the emergency?"
"I had to write an essay for Music class and,you know that blonde girl that was with us today? Amy?" I explain
"The barbie?"
I laugh and the continue "Yes. I already knew her,since they had sex.Then,today,he invited her home for lunch and I didn't eat.Instead I went to my room and tried to do homework until I heard groans and moans from his bedroom. You know,it's hard to concentrate when someone is fucking next door."
"Of course he had sex with her..." he doesn't look surprised "I love him,but he really can't have one serious relationship. He just likes hooking up. He's only interested in fucking as more girls as possible. And I'm surprised he didn't try with you yet!"
"Actually...he did" I look at my legs,avoiding his gaze "But I won't let him do anything. I'm not interested in meaningless and occasional fucks." I can feel my eyes burning from some memories coming up in my mind but I hold it. I'm not ready to tell him anything about that yet. Luckily,he doesn't notice.
He doesn't comment. He just places a hand on my right thigh and,at his touch,I immediately look up at him. His eyes lock into mine and we stare at each other for a while,until I break the tension "Well,I should start my essay" and he nods.
I lay my head on a pillow while he takes place next to me,playing with his x-box on the tv. Sometimes I catch him looking at him,but I don't turn,since I won't be albe to finish.
An hour goes by and I'm finally done. I shut my Macbook and set it aside. "I'm done" I tell him as he turns off his console "You are really pretty,you know that right?" I blush when I hear those words "I don't think so..." I say,low. "Well,I want to make you feel beautiful. You are amazing and you deserve someone to remember you that"
He starts moving towards me; his hands are placed on my hips,then he places them on the side of my shoulders. He's on top of me. I enjoy the view of his icy eyes and plumped lips,and I start to feel something in my stomach. I may want to kiss him,but I don't know. I just feel like I need it. I need a kiss,a kiss with a meaning. Not like the one that Shawn and I shared.
He's teasing me: he gets closer to my lips and then,when I try to kiss him,he moves back. I wait for a bit,the desire grows in me. He does the same thing for at least 4 time,until I lift my back and I gently grab his head with my hand,then I wait. Should I really do it? Fuck it! My lips reach his and,as they touch,they dance together. My right hand's fingers start running through his wavy hair,while my left one rests on his torso.
His left hand,instead,grabs my waits and we get closer and closer as the kiss gets more passionate. It feels like we're melting. His soft lips collapse into mine and,after a while,I can feel his tongue touching mine. I let him,and I start laying down on the pillow again. I gasp for hair and he does the same. I feel electricity in the air when he's on me,peering at every single detail of my face. I almost feel naked. He has such powerful eyes.
I softly say "Oh Scottie" and,when those words fly out of my mouth,his smile gets wider than it already was. "You are so sexy" this time I'm the one who smiles. I lay my hand on his arm,which flexes at my touch,then he lays beside me. "Are you in the mood for pizza?" he asks "I'm always in the mood for pizza!" I tell him as he grabs his phone to order it. We choose a large pepperoni to share and we wait for it to come. "If I stay with you everyday I'll get fatter and fatter" I laugh "But you will still be beautiful to me" he says. My heart melts. Did I really find someone this nice?
Our pizza arrives and we devour it as we watch some Netflix. I look at the time and it's already 10:30pm. The time just flew. "Hey,it's time for me to go home" I sadly suggest. He pouts his bottom lips and I add "Tomorrow morning I have class,and you don't. I don't wanna bother you. Oh,I don't even have anything to wear. " "But you won't! I'll be so pleased to drive you. And for the clothes,you can borrow mine" and as he says this with a big smile printed on his face,I can't say no.
He makes us some tea with almond milk in it and we chill for a bit,then I fall asleep. I needed some rest.
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The following morning I wake up at 6:30am,like I usually do when I have classes. I turn and he's still sleeping,so peacefully. I decide not to wake him up,at least not until breakfast time. I put on a pair of his sweatpants and one of his basketball hoodies,since today is raining. I fix my face with some makeup and leave my hair down.
It's now 7am and I'm going to have breakfast,so I get closer to him and say "Hey". I feel so sorry for waking him up,but the sight of his eyes makes me feel better right away. "Good morning" his voice is raspy and really low,but I still manage to understand him. "I'm going to have breakfast downstairs if that's ok" I tell him and he gets out of bed. We both walk down and I sit on a stool while he heats up two pains au chocolate. When they're ready,we eat them along with a cup of coffee and then head out.
He grabs an umbrella and covers the two of us as we get in the car. I put some music on since he lets me and,after the usual 10 minutes,we arrive at campus. I turn over him as he parks and say "Thank you so much,for everything". He turns too "No,thank you". My instinct tells me to kiss him so I do it,but it's a really quick kiss since Biology starts in 15 minutes.
He lends me his umbrella and I walk through the porch. I arrive in front of my class and surprisingly spot Shawn laying on the door.I blink as I stop,but then walk to him. "Good morning" I greet him "Where the fuck were you?!" his tone is angry,like actually angry.