+have you ever smoked+
G-5
J-4
E-4
+have you ever been to the emergency room+
G-5
J-4
E-3
Meredith walked in
"Can I join"
She sat down before we can answer
"What were the questions"
I told her the questions
"Okay"
+never have I ever been high+
G-4
J-4
E-2
M-5
+never have I ever snuck out+
G-4
J-3
E-1
M-4
+have you ever been to emergency room more than once+
G-4
J-3
E-0
M-4
+never have I ever had an argument with my parents+
G-3
J-2
E-0
M-3
+never have I ever gone to a party+
G-2
J-1
E--1
M-2
+have you ever self harmed+
G-2
J-1
E--2
M-2
+never have I ever been shot+
G-2
J-1
E--3
M-1
I look up ,Meredith she was looking at me all these questions she knew the answer to every question
+never have I ever been stabbed+
G-2
J-1
E--4
M-1
+never have I ever been homeless+
G-2
J-1
E--5
M-1
Jessica laughed "who wrote that"
Grace laughed "I did"
Me and Meredith was silent
"Your scores" Meredith broke our silence
"I had ugh this is embarrassing 2,Meredith?"
"I have one,jess?"
"one Ethan?"
"Ummm well uh embarrassing -5"
"Do you guys wanna say the ones you said yes or I have too?"
I answered "I didn't say yes or I have to the beach or argument with my parents" my voice cracked at parents
I stood up and walked away
Someone shouted my name it was Meredith
I was standing at the stairs I turn around to Meredith
"Yes?"
"You may be my ex but I do care about you and your feelings"
"BULLSHIT!"
Grace and Jessica walked out the room
Meredith pushed me down the stairs I hit my head on a table at the bottom people came to see what was going on and I felt my forehead was bleeding
I got up and shouted
"You can push me down these fucking stairs many time you don't know what shit I've been through"
"Yeah I know my mom won't tell me what shit you go through I don't know why you're back at the house!"
I took off my hoodie to reveal all the cuts bruises stitches and burns
"THIS IS THE SHIT I GO THROUGH!"
"You've gone very quiet Meredith haven't you"
She stayed silent
"I went through bullying for having no fucking friends,no family nothing at all I have nothing to look forward for"
I walk into my room everyone went back to their rooms
I forgot about my bleeding head I go to my bathroom
Grace comes In my bathroom
"Need some help?"
"Yeah sure"
I jumped up onto the counter
Grace left and went to her bathroom and grabbed her first aid kit
She walked back in and stood in between my legs
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