a/n: hiyaa, so after i wrote this i got so inspired and started thinking of an actual plot (shocking ik) for an actual book.
I have one book up on my profile, which is trash lmao, and thats why i never dared to do one again... but in the words of a great poet named justin bieber: never say never.
So here i am, this is the oneshot which you can also find in my oneshot collection (plug wink wink) and it kind of functions as chapter no 1, the rest of the book being like the prologue for it basically...if that makes sense.
Anyways i hope you like it! And pls dont be disappointed if it turns out to be trash :( i will try but you never know with my inconsistent ass :)
Anyways ly and smut ahead ;) ♡♡
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"I will burn you to the ground you greedy bitch" baekhyun spat in your face.
You chuckled mockingly "oh please, dont you get it b? you lost her custody for a reason. you cant do shit"
His face and neck were red with anger as he stood on the other side of your desk, in your office, in your building, of your multi million dollar law firm, in which he had zero part in.
For a moment he stayed quiet.
"What do you think your senior partners would do if they knew you were fucking your newest junior partner?" He inquired calmly.
You scoffed, skillfully concealing the fact that he was right, even if it was more than just fucking.
"They would be hearing lies, because thats all you ever do" you walked around your desk, facing him until your bodies were only a foot apart.
His eyes squinted as he looked down on you slightly.
"You lie so much, who do you think will believe you, after they've been with me through our whole process of the divorce, hm?" You raised your brows, rethorically questioning him.
"They all know what a pathetic liar you are"
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Your heels clicked over the fine wooden floor of your building as you walked past conference room after conference room.
Earning respectful smiles and slight bows and 'hello boss'ses here and there.
Finally you found the glass door with the man behind it that you were looking for.
As you opened the door, all eyes of the many men sitting around the glass table, clearly in the mids of a conference, shot to you.
Everyone got quiet for a second before they started standing up out of respect.
You smiled softly and turned your attention to your oldest friend and senior partner of your firm.
"Excuse me barging in like this hoseok, would you mind to excuse mr jeon, its urgent" you stated, hoseok nodded.
"Yes, sure, no problem y/n" he smiled friendly, he was one of the few people in this building, that were allowed to call you by your first name.
"Thank you" you said, finally resting your eyes on your newest junior partner.
"Mr jeon" you nodded your head in the direction of the hallway.
He nodded silently and followed you outside and down the same hallway you came there again.
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"What is it y/n?" He asked concernedly as soon as you had shut the door to your spacious bureau.
With quick hands you locked the door and faced him.
His hair was neatly parted and his suit fitted his toned body to perfection.
You sighed burying your face in your hands shortly before looking back up when he gently placed his hand on your elbow.
"I dont know, im sorry, i just needed you" you shook your head and a tear escaped your eyes.
"Hey, no its okay" he softly pulled you into him, his strong arms wrapping tightly around your waist and englufing you in a feeling of safeness.
You were at the perfect height for you to bury your face in the base of his neck, so thats what you did.
Inhaling his scent, you felt intoxicated by his scent and sweet caress over your exhausted body.
"he was just here, right?" His neck vibrated with his voice, you just nodded into his skin.
"Did the verdict get in?" He knew it would be decided today, who got the custody of your 8 year old daughter.
"I won" you sniffled a smile up at him as you leant back.
"What? Thats awesome, i knew youd kick his ass" he grinned before kissing your lips sweetly.
A quick smile washed over your face before looking down again.
"Whats wrong?" His voice got soft again as his thumbs rubbed assuring strokes over the fabric of your tight grey dress on your waist.
You breathed out heavily and leant your forehead against his chest before closing your eyes.
He pressed a kiss to the crown of your head.
"Hm?" He hummed.
"He knows about us" you finally voiced your concern.
"And he threatend me" his jaw clenched at your words.
"What did he say" the building anger clear in his voice did not match the gentle way he was still holding you close.
"He hinted at telling the seniors about us, even though i said it wasnt true, obviously" you stepped away from him.
He nodded silently, looking at his own hands in thought.
"What would be so bad about not keeping it a secret anymore?"
You laughed shortly "please tell me you're joking"
"No, baby listen to me" he aproched your figure, that was leaning on your desk.
His hands smoothly finding your waist again.
"We could actually talk to each other in the hallways" he pressed a soft kiss to your temple.
"I could bring you coffee and we could have lunch together-"
"Jungkook" you cut him off incredulously and stood up again from the desk, making him take a small step away from you.
An innoncent frown on his face.
"You cant be serious, you know this would hurt my career tremendously" you said seriously.
"No it wouldnt y/n, youre the big boss" he smiled softly, trying to brighten your mood "everyone respects the crap out of you" his arms sneaking around your waist but you stopped him.
Holding his wrists and pushing him back.
"No, jungkook you dont get it. Im a woman, a boss and a woman. That itself is a thing many of my partners and clients are not used to. Do you know how hard i had to work for this?" You asked rethorically.
He blinked.
"I am the boss, yes but as soon as word goes around that im sleeping with one of my much younger junior partners. I'll just be the cugar boss, and people will say this is how i got to where i am" you breathed out.
He looked down again and nodded.
"Kook" you said softly when you realised that your words might have hurt him.
"Kook liste-"
"No, no its fine" he stepped back when you took a step fowards.
"I guess i should've expected you to always put your career first" he said quietly.
"Dont be like that kook i-" you started again.
"No i dont blame you y/n, i know that you probably had it harder than me or any other man for that matter but-" he just sighed frustratedly and looked up at you, jaw clenched and eyes glossy.
Your heart ached at the sight of him being this affected by your descision to keep him a secret.
You wanted to talk, but your throat was dry.
"Damn it y/n we"ve been doing this for 7 months now and you didnt even introduce me to jihyo- fuck i've never even been to your appartment"
So this is what it was about.
"Dont drag my daughter into this jungkook, im sorry if this hurts your feelings but you just dont understand, i-" you argued.
"Why?" He retorded quickly "because im 'so much younger' than you?" Your mouth gaped open at his words.
"Because that apparently only bothers you when other people might find out about us- no actually that goes for everything about us" he slammed the door behind him as he stormed out.
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The last couple of days weren't easy for you to focus on work because jungkook took a few days off due to 'family related issues' but you obviously knew better than that.
Not having him around, having him smiling at you reassuringly or proudly was something you missed, even if it was just 4 days.
You knew that he was right, and you also knew that he probably felt bad for throwing it in your face like this, but you knew what it feels like to be rejected like this.
So you tried making up with him.
Friday evening came around, you got into your expensive car after finish work way too late; but you still drove over to jungkooks apartment.
He opened the door about a minute after you had knocked, in a tight fitting grey shirt and black puma joggers and soft messy hair.
"Oh-y/n, i didnt-" he started but you just smiled.
"Come with me?" You asked sweetly, a quick smile tugged at his lips.
"Where?"
"You'll see"
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After a fifteen minute drive in comfortable silence, you pulled up to your house.
Jungkooks eyes threatend to bulge out of his eyes, he knew you were rich, but damn.
"Is this your place?" He asked and pointed out of the car window.
"Mhm" you nodded and smiled "come on" you nodded your head to the side before stepping out of your car.
When you turned the keys and opened your door, jungkook stepped inside closely behind you.
"ah miss l/n, good evening" your housekeeper greeted you with a slight bow before turning to jungkook and bowing again, him reciprocating quickly.
"good evening mina, im sorry that i kept you waiting, you can go home now, and take the weekend off" you offered, she smiled brightly and nodded.
"I will, thank you miss l/n, good night" she bowed again "good night sir" she hurried out of your house before jungkook could bow again.
When the door closed you plopped your bag on the small dresser you had in your hallway and turned to him.
"Would you like a tour?" You asked.
He huffed and shook his head smilingly "what are you up to?".
"Im showing you my home, where me and my daughter live" you answered, shrugging your shouldersas you stripped from your jacket and heels.
Leaving you in your chic blouse that was tucked into your tight skirt.
He huffed again before getting serious "i didnt tell you that that stuff bothered me, so you feel pressured to let me into your personal life" he said softly "i want you to show me everything when you are ready".
Your heart pounded harder "i am ready jungkook, i know it" you took a step closer and splayed your hands on his hard chest.
"Are you?" He asked sarcastically, fingers lingering on your waist, you slid your hands up to his broad shoulders, under the jacket of his suit, making it slide down his arms.
"Yes" you locked eyes as you looked up, he complied and took off his jacket, placing it onto the dresser on top of yours.
"I love you jeon jungkook" you said, almost in a whisper.
His face broke out in a smile as he cupped your face with his hands and pressed a soft, yet posessive kiss to your lips.
"I love you too y/n"
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The next morning, you stretched your sore body as your eyes adjusted to the early morning light flooding your bedroom.
It was like every other saturday morning, just that this time there was a warm body lying next to yours.
His wavy dark brown hair tousled from all the times you had clung onto it last night.
His eyes were closed and his cute lips slughtly apart.
The blanket lying dangerously low on his pubic area, leaving his droolworthy torso open for your gawking.
You crawled closer to him, searching his warmth as you laid your head on his chest.
He began moving slightly and you felt him beginning to wake up as soon as you pressed kisses into his skin.
"hey" he grumbled in a sleepy voice that was at least an octave deeper that his normal voice and had a shiver running down your spine.
"Hi" you looked up at him, he rubbed his eyes with one hand, the other one wrapped around your waist and started tracing up your spine.
Goosebumps spreading whereever his finger went.
"Why'd we always go to my place? Fuck i've never slept so good" he chuckled lowly and pressed a kiss to your head.
You giggled and pecked his chest again "i like your place" you started tracing the prominent lines of his abs with your index finger "it makes me feel young and less housewive-ish"
His chest rumbled with laughter before he pushed you up with his hand under your thigh that was hooked around his waist.
High enough for him to turn to the side and tuck his face under your jawline and inhale deeply.
The feeling made your body lock and then shudder in response when his soft tounge darted out to leave open mouthed kisses on, what he knew to be, the paticular sensitive spots under your jaw and ear.
Your toes curled and eyes rolled back involuntairily, and you felt yourself gush when he murmurred into your ear lowly "love you are the furthest thing from an old housewive ive ever seen"
"Hmmh" was the only thing you could respond because his lips were still working on your neck again and your heart swell with the way he called you love.
"I'm not... you know i'm 33 right?" You chuckled before pressing your lips to his for a short kiss.
He grinned into the kiss and nodded "yes noona" before kissing you back again, more feverously.
Slipping his tongue into your mouth had you whimpering and when his big hands grabbed your asscheeks to squeeze and leave a smack on one of them, you felt yourself clench around nothing.
"and im 25" he growled, into the crook of your neck this time "im a grown ass man, and i like my woman grown as well" he pulled you on top of him.
The soft sheets fell off of you and left you exposed as you straddled jungkooks waist, both of you in your birthsuit.
"You're perfect" his hands splayed and squeezed and caressed every inch of skin they could find.
"So perfect" he mumbled when tweaking your nipples and watched your eyes shut slowly in building pleasure.
You hummed at the feeling of being adored like this, not one lover had ever made you feel this way before.
You involuntairily scooched down onto his croth area when he sat up, his hand pushing some hair out of your face softly before molding his lips on yours.
Lifting yourself slightly, you aligned him with your already wet entrance, jungkooks hand flying down to stop your ministrations.
"Wait jagiya" he mumbled, pressing a kiss to the corner of your lips "you're not wet enough" jungkook knew he was big.
He was probably the biggest you ever had, it was never painful but even you, after already giving birth once, needed some good preperation to take him.
"I dont care" you mumbled, mouthing at his sharp jaw, head clouded with lust as you rolled your hips tentatively against his, making your clit bump into his head.
You mewled when he didnt give in.
He chuckled as he ran the tips of his fingers down your spine.
"Okay, i have an idea" he pressed a kiss to your temple before lying back on your soft pillows again.
He positioned his semi hard member flat against his lower stomach and let you sink down on it, not entering you.
You groaned at the first roll of your hips, feeling him harden even more between your folds as you dragged you clit over him.
"Fuck this is so good" you moaned and started picking up some pace.
"you're so gorgeous like this jagiya" you felt your cheeks warm but your mind was clouded with pleasure as you continued pleasuring the both of you while rubbing your wet and swollen folds over him.
"oh god" you clawed his pecs "jungkook" you keened "i'm close"
"Thats it baby" he coaxed you "thats a good girl, cmon, cum on my cock love" he hissed as he felt himself getting close as well.
And boy did you cum, head thrown back and body trembling on top of his as your cum started to probably stain the sheets, but you couldnt care less.
You kept rutting your hips fowards, pushing through your orgasm.
"Fuck- y/n" he groaned and pushed his hips up to meet yours, you cried out at the sudden overstimulation.
He could feel your hole pulsate on his shaft and let himself go as well.
Strings of his cum shot over his torso amd stained his honeyed skin.
He shouldve felt embarrased at being covered in his own cum underneath you, but your fucked out expression made it worth it.
"Shit" you sighed and looked down at him.
"You good?" He asked, caressing your waist.
You hummed and nodded before dragging your index finger through his cum and plopping it in your mouth teasingly.
He murmured something about you being the death of him before he pulled you down to him and making your lips crash together.
You keened into the kiss and chuckled as you pulled back, revealing your chest now sticky with his release as well.
"Seriously?" You grinned, he bit his lip and raised his eyebrows teasingly.
"Now we both need a shower"
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You tightened your robe on the way downstairs, jungkook in front of you, running his hand through his still damp locks.
As you arrived downstairs, the doorbell rang.
You knew who it was but you played it cool because of jungkook.
"Who's that?" He asked and turned around to you, you just smiledand leaned into him.
Splaying your hands on his firm chest, now covered by a soft grey tee, you got on your tippy toes.
"I'll check" you whispered and kissed his lips quickly.
"Okay" he grinned satisfied and made his way into your livingroom.
Quickly walking to the door, you opened it.
"Wow, look at you letting yourself go" your ex husband sneered as he pointed at yourself in your robe.
You just rolled your eyes and scoffed.
"And look at you being late sweetheart, do you want me to remind you that i can keep you from seeing your daughter?" You smiled sweetly when you saw your daughter running out of baekhyuns car.
He just sucked in a deep breath before running his hands through his hair annoyedly when you embrased jihyo in your arms.
"Hi mommy" she mumbled into your robe.
"Hi baby" you cupped her face and pressed a kiss to her forehead, which made her smile brightly.
"Alright say bye to daddy" you looked up again.
"Bye pops" she said when he hugged her.
"Bye sweetie, see you soon" at those words he looked up at you, at which you just shrugged.
When he turned around to leave your front yard, you went inside with jihyo.
"Baby can i tell you something?" You asked her as she pulled of her small shoes.
"What?" She looked at you with big eyes.
"You know that daddy and mommy dont get along really well right?" She looked at the ground and nodded.
"But you also know that it has absolutely nothing to do with you sweetheart, right?" You asked as you sat down on the foot of the stairs.
She nodded again and came up to you, leaning her small palms on your knees.
"Y/n? Everything alright?" Jungkookd voice halled from inside the living room?
You saw the big question mark on jihyos face, you smiled and stroked her cheek.
"Yes, just one second" you replied before turning to your daughter again.
"Baby, i met someone i like alot" you started "he is kind and loving and cares about me alot" you took her hands into yours.
"And he really wants to meet you, because you know how important you are to me" she nodded slowly.
"Is he my new daddy?" She asked innoncently.
"He will only be that to you whst you want him to be baby" you said, kissing her hands "but i want you to know that i love him as well, and i would love for the two people i love to meet" you smiled at her.
She nodded "would you like to meet him?" You asked.
"Okay" she smiled shyly and nodded.
"Okay, come on" you stood up and took one of her hands in yours when she reached for it.
When you walked through the door into the big combined kitchen living room area, you found jungkook with his back to you, facing the stove.
The room smelled like pancakes and you had to smile.
"Sorry i just took what i found in the fri-" he stopped midway when he saw your daughter holding your hand and looking at him expectantly.
"Jungkook, i would like you to meet someone" you smiled, he looked cute when he was startled.
Lips forming a small o shape as he looked back and forth between the stove and you before realising it would be smart to turn it off momentairily.
"Hey" he said softly after coming around the kitchen island.
"Hi" jihyo replied shortly, but a smalk smile tugged on her lips.
"Hi" he said again, leaning down before looking up at you, you bit your lip smilingly and nodded encouragingly "i'm jungkook"
He reached out his hand and smiled widely when her small hand slid into his and shook it softly.
"I'm jihyo" she said after pulling her hand back "thats my mommy" she pointed up at you without wavering with her eyes from jungkook.
"I know" he chuckled cutely "i like her alot, thats why i wanted to meet you"
"She told me" she grinned, jungkook did too.
"Yea, and i bet you're just as amazing as her; i mean you already are as pretty as her" he grinned when she giggled and you rolled your eyes.
"Can you make pancakes?" She suddenly asked with big eyes.
He sttaightened up again "i make the best pancakes in the world" he grinned.
She giggled and loosened herself from your hand to claim a spot on one of the kitchen island stools.
He watched her before turning to you again "that went okay right?" He grinned.
"Are you kidding me, that was amazing" you smiled and bit your lip when you watched your daughter dip her finger into the jungkooks fresh pancake dough.
He smiled widely and pulled you into him to press a kiss on your temple.
"You sure you want this?" You looked up at him.
"Yes" he pressed his lips to yours sweetly "all of it"