Teeny weeny angst/ sad but gets fluffy
TAEHYUNGS POV
Yoongi has been working himself into the ground recently. I'm used to him doing that but it feels like he's never home anymore...
He set schedules for me so I can keep up with myself so I don't sleep deprive myself into my own pit, but I can't help myself. My "bedtime", which is the stupidest word he could've called it cause I'm not 5, is supposed to be at 9. Yoongi doesn't come home until about 11:30 or midnight and it's only 10:37. I can't sleep knowing he might get hurt somehow.
He's done this for about a month now. He waits forever to come home. I've just wanted him to come check on me and see if I'm actually following the routine he set for me. Easy to say I haven't. I need someone for accountability.
Accountability. That's why we moved in together. We always swore we'd hold each other to things at the Bangtan house and we did. What happened to it?
The time is still ticking on and I'm not sure when he's gunna come home..
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Little does Tae know, Yoongi has been working very hard on something for Tae. Yoongi is coming to terms with his feelings, which is why he was avoiding the house, and can recognize that it's time to stop being a little wimp, and go love the younger like he's meant to.
Now that's easier said than done...
On top of discovering his feelings, Yoongi has been trying to find out the best approach to tell the younger. He's finally found the "perfect plan"
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'There's only so much time left, Tae will be going to bed soon, hoping he's not already there.' Yoongi begins to worry to himself. He's on his way home from the store. He was hoping he'd get to cook for Tae tonight and have a proper dinner. At 10:52? Not very reasonable. It may have to wait for tomorrow, seeing as Yoongi is taking a break from studio time.
Yoongi pulls into the driveway at 10:57. Tae, still wide awake, heard the car and got a little more excited than he'd be willing to admit. Tae wanted attention. And Yoongi wants to give it to him. Yoongi puts the groceries away quick, and heads to Tae's room.
Knock knock... No answer from the younger. He panicked and hid under the blankets as if he was asleep. The door opens slowly.
Yoongi lays his eyes on the cute little boy seemingly sleeping soundly. He decides to join as sneakily as possible.
Tae begins to smile softly but doesn't make a noise as yoongi crawls towards him, and wraps his arm around the snuggled one. 11:04. No way Tae can be awake now right?
After a few minutes of silence and stillness, yoongi begins whispering to himself.
"How? How on earth? You're so precious and soft yet you can be so crazy all in the same being. I've been doing horrible at making sure you take care of yourself. Look at you you've got little bags on your eyes. You haven't been sleeping have you? Aish... what am I gunna do with you?" Yoongi holds a long silence before continuing again.
"I'm gunna be better. Tomorrow I'm cooking you dinner, and you're gunna eat a good meal, and we're gunna get back on track. I love you too much to lose you..." Tears slowly fall from Yoongis eyes, feeling disappointed as to how he's let the younger become so reckless. It almost slips past him that there's sniffles. It's not yoongi??
During Yoons speech, Tae began to cry as well. He felt as he'd let down his hyung by not taking care of himself. But that's not the only reason. What did the last sentence mean? I love you too much... Taes brain was so focused on I love you.
Yoongi holds Tae tighter and they just lay there for a while. Calming down their tears, and eventually falling asleep. Yoongi fell asleep hoping Tae didn't hear the last part. As Tae fell asleep repeating it.
~~~morning~~~
After the boys awoke, there was a mildly heavy silence between them for maybe 30 minutes. Tae broke this.
"Yoon?" Tae croaked still with the groggy sounds in his throat.
"What's up, Tae?"
"I have a question to ask you... I'm not too sure how I ask this either..."
"Aishh just spit it out, you know I'll answer anything you ask. You've asked me how did Dino nuggets become a thing before. Remember? You asked if the were chicken sized dinosaurs, or if there were chickens that laid dinosaurs." Yoongi laughs at the memory that only happened about 2 months ago. The laughter helped the now smiling Tae feel better.
"Yah! And you made up something called the Chickomadron!!" The boys spent a few minutes laughing at each other, enjoying the time they missed with each other.
"It's not a stupid question. I promise." Tae stopped and took a breath. This was his best friend. He could ask or tell him anything. He just never found time to discuss the 4 year long crush he has on the elder.
"So last night, after you came home, I woke up to you talking to yourself?" Lie. But not 100% a lie. Meanwhile Yoongi felt his face heat up a bit.
"You said something about... you love me too much to let me go. Hyung, be honest. What does that mean?"
Yoongi sighed. He feared this moment. He wasn't ready. He didn't have dinner made, or any words planned.
"Tae. It sounds like what it is..." Yoongi paused.
"You..." Tae began, nervous to finish
"Love you. I love you Taehyung. This wasn't the way I planned on telling you, but it's happening so.. I took so much time away so I could figure out my feelings. I couldn't tell if I had comfort in you because you were my friend, or if it was more."
Yoongi remembered back to when he would stare at Taes booty, with overwhelming urges to grab it. When Tae would giggle, Yoongi wanted to kiss him. That wasn't best friend stuff, which confused yoongi.
Tae was speechless at this point. 4 whole years of waiting and now we're here. He couldn't be happier, but he didn't know how to say it.
"So if you don't feel the same way back you can tell me, and I'll forget this ever happ-" Yoongi froze as he felt a pair of soft lips against his. Both boys frozen in this moment. The kiss didn't last long, but Tae couldn't speak, so he did the next best thing. Yoongis face went beet red, and a smile spread across his lips.
"Do that again.?" Yoongi wasn't sure if he was asking or demanding, but Tae listened. Gently, the two were beginning to wrap their arms around each other, as their lips parted.
"Yoons, you wouldn't believe how long I've waited for this. I've wanted you for so long." Confidence had struck the dongsaeng, as he kissed the elders cheek.
"So, what does this mean now Yoons?" A bright smile swept across Yoongis face.
"Would you be my boyfriend?" Nervousness and excitement in his voice, he looked at Taehyung.
"I'd be glad."
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Y'all if you want, you can still submit requests. It's hard for me to go on my own head lol help me out
It's been months but here's the second of hopefully many.
UNEDITED
~M