"Call Us if you need HELP, We are always here for each other"
*At Yoongi's Studio, 4am*
~Author P.O.V~
It was already friday, which is the other members day off, including Yoongi. It was a cold morning, it was already mid of the month of April, means cherry blossom is falling from the trees to the ground. Yoongi woke up like about 3 in the morning cause of some loud noises coming from the outside of the building. Looking tiredly, making his eyes bugs will even grow under his eyes, yawning while working, and even eating ramen while working. Their comeback,that will happen next month, is already near by, and he cant get the time past, he have to work hard or the punishment will receive in his tiny hands.
While fixing at some missing parts of the song, his phone Immediately vibrate, but......he didnt even notice it that his phone is vibrating, but got he notice it and turn on his phone, and guess what, a lot of miss messages from his bandmates.
BTSJin-Hyung
Yah where are you Yoongi.....its been like hours and you still havent come home yet!?
Sent 11:35am
BTSJimin
Suga-hyung where are you? We got food, a lot of it. We take out some food that we bought at Myeongdong. Are by any chance that you are in your studio?
Sent 11:48am
And lot more miss message from his bandmates, that was missed by him due to his sickness and depression.
"You really are annoying"
*Many hours later*
*At the BTS Dorm house, 6am*
~Jin P.O.V~
I woke up by the alarm that I set. I look at the clock and showed 6:18am. I have to cook breakfast for the younger ones, I hope they will woke up by the delicious smell of my food, because I dont have the strength to wake them up one-by-one and it takes a lot of time and strength.
I quickly do my bed, head to my closet and get what I need for today. Me, Namjoon, and Taehyung have lesson that we have to take, the other members have their free day. In summary, we have different shedules that we have to follow as an Idol.
After I do all my important doings to start off my day, but before that happen, I have to do the very important of all doings, which is cooking for the younger one. Weird huh, I'm the youngest in my family, but I'm the oldest in this group, but.....I kinda like though, I can experience of how my big brother was struggling to raise me back when I'm still a kid.
After I cooked a lot of food for our breakfast, I heard one by one someone is opening their door and close it again. They woke up by the smell of my delicious food, perfect.
"Hey Hyung" Jimin yawning while seating down on the chair, right beside mine. All of the members, excluding Yoongi who is in his studio I think, greeted me and give it back.
5minutes later and there's no sign of Yoongi, not even the door of his room is not making any noise. Ahhhhh....I guess he stay up all night at his studio working tiredly, this child really need to rest up because our comeback is near by, means lot of work to do.
*Continue on Friday, due to make works to do*
*EDIT*
*Few hours later, At Bighit Company Building*
*Inside of Yoongi's Studio*
~Yoongi P.O.V~
Only 5 minutes until their lesson will begin, I bet Namjoon will come again and ask why I stayed up all night in my studio, ask but they know why I stayed the night in my studio.
Because they hurt me that day
I heard my door open up, and I know the 2 reason for that, its either Jungkook or my another brother. Yeah you heard it right, I got another brother, even though my real brother had died at that accident, but I have forget about that right now.
My brother is a member of a famouse boy group under JYP, which is called "Got 7". His name is Jackson Wang, even though I'm older than him, I always called him my other hyung. He is friend with Namjoon, and they always hang out. Jackson-hyung.....that day will never be unforgettable in my memories.
He saved me, when I still living at the street of Daegu. I was about 10-13 years old when he saved me from my horrible life. I meet him, when he held reach out his hand and I also gave my hand to him and he lifted me up. "What are you doing here?" he tilted his head, I was nervous back then. Since I was still a child, I never trust ANYONE, but that day....a special day I mean, his face show secure and kindness, and that day I found my savior.
~Author P.O.V~
Namjoon, Taehyung, and Jin had arrived at the building and was already in their assign lesson. Namjoon had dance practice while Seungdeuk-nim is his teacher. Taehyung and Jin had vocal lesson.
*After their lesson*
~Namjoon P.O.V~
Our private lesson had finished and we about to leave the building until I remember something.....What is it again? Oh!! My phone, I left my phone on the desk while on charge, while I'm fixing and also working on my dance.
"Jin-hyung!" I yelled his name and caught his attention. Teahyung was inside the van already, must be tired.
"Namjoon?" he ask confusely.
"I forgot my phone at the studio, go ahead without me" I replied.
"Its ok we can-"
"You and Taehyung is worn out hyung, eat shower and sleep, I can commute while I hide my face with my black mask" I cutted him off, I want them to rest already, I'm not that tired.....well a little bit....but...they really need to rest.
"If you insist, well be safe ok?"
"Ok hyung"
"And also Namjoon-ah.....please, can you take Yoongi with you?"
"I know, he's been there even though its his day off, our comeback is near and he have to rest for a little bit or long of rest, because he really need it"
"Good, thanks Namjoon"
"Rest a lot"
"Thanks"
(ooffff Namjin scene)
After I got my phone, I head outside the studio and heading my way to Yoongi's studio. While I'm heading my way, one person ran in front of me and I was shock. But after I scan his body, its Yoongi-hyung....running? He was opening the door of the restroom and quickly got inside. Confuse but I have to get him. I ran making my way to the restroom and opened it.
*sniffle*
Crying? Yoongi-hyung is crying?
I saw one of the stall is lock. I quietly go inside one of the stall beside the stall that Yoongi-hyung is in at.
"Why....why I'm so useless?" he said to himself.
"Useless?" I was confuse by what he said to himself.
"Yeah your right voice" (Yoongi)
"Is he talking to himself, Voice? Who's that?" I was confuse of who is this voice.
"10cuts for my existance and my useless ass in this group" he whisper but I can hear it, even if he whisper it.
"Cuts, he cuts himself!?" I was panickly confuse at his words.....Cuts?!, Is he suffering or I dont know?! I hold my head sing both of my hands.
Terror in my eyes, when I see blood dripping....from his arm!!!!!
I quickly open his stall and grab his razor.
"NAMJOON!?" he was shock but also confuse.
"Why are you cutting yourself hyung?!" I was shaking because of the terror sight I see. Terror that Yoongi-hyung is cutting himself, blood dripping from his arm.
"Its not of your business Namjoon-ah"
Not my business! Its definitely is, I'm the leader and also his family. I glance at his arm, and showed many cuts but some are turned into scars. I quickly grab his arm and got outside the stall, laying his arm in the sink and water coming out from the sink to clean up the blood from my hyung arm.
"When...." I whisper, but he heard it and ask me.
"When?" (Yoongi)
"When did it started?" I ask while cleaning his arm, silence comes in until he replied to my question.
"I forgot when"
Tears dripping from my eyes, because I guess that he's been cutting long time ago when he was still a child because he forgot easily of his childhood.
"Hyung....."
He raised his head and was looking at me. I wipe off his arm and put on some bandage that I have on my pocket.
"Namjoon?" (Yoongi)
"Call Us if you need HELP, We are always here for each other"
Yoongi-hyung didnt said anything when I said it.
"Hyung, we are family ok, dont hesitate to call some help from us, because we will be each other backs"