"S-she Die Alice "
Yung araw na yun pinaka masakit na araw para sa akin. 5years ago Narinig kuna ang katagang yun when my boyBestfriend Die and now my Girl Bestfriend also Die at the same Date but is not at the same year, dalawang taong pinaka mahala Sa buhay ko ang nawala ng hindi man lang ako naka pag paalam nang maayos, ang sakit isip na sa kabila ng paguusap namin nang araw na yun ay yun na pala ang huli naming paguusap at huli ko maririning yung I miss you at i love you nya, ang sakit pero kailangan natin mag move on para satin at para din sakanila.
To my Two Angel whatever you are please guide me to the right path na tatahakin ko.
Alice Pov.
4days nang matanggap ko ang pinaka masakit at pinaka nagpaguho sa buong mundo ko.
Ngayon andito na ako at diko man lang kung ano ang gagawin ko ayaw gumalaw na aking mga paa at naglalamig ang aking pakiramdam na tila ba ika'y naka yakap sa akin.
Bumalik ako sa aking pagiisip nag may dalawang paru-paro ang biglang lumitaw sa akin harapan at sila'y nagsimulang lumibad patungo sa kung saan ang mga labi nang aking matalim na kaibigan, at kasabay non ang pag galaw nang aking dalawang paa papalapit sa kanyang nga labi at nong ako'y nasa harapan na hindi ko na mapigilan ang pagbuhos nang mga luha kong kay tagal kung pinigilan magmula ng nasa eroplano palang ako.
Naglakad ako nag ilang hakbang patungo sayo at dun na ako bumigay ang mga luha kong nauunahan sa pagbagsak.
"Alice "
"Alice "
Someone calling me but i did mind who ever he/she I'm just focus to the person I treasure the most My Bestbriend. Pero sa ikatlong pagtawag nya sa akin ay dun ko nakita ang mommy at mga kapatid nya they look at me and i look at them with a small smile written in my face i dont want them to felt sad, i want them to be brave like there unnie i hug them so tight to remind them that im always here for them I don't what to see them like this, because she don't want us to see like this, she want us to be happy like her, what ever she is now we hope that she Happy now.
When they let go of the hug i look back to her ⚰️casket then I see the two butterfly who guide me here I look at tita Nancy then sa dalawang paru-paro
" nanjan na yan simula pa nong unang gabi ni jessa, anjan sila lagi sa my malaking picture na yan nagulat ang rin kami nong bigla sila lumipat kanina kung san ka nakatyo para ikaw ata yung hinihintay nila " sabi ni tita Nancy lumapit ako kung nasan ang dalawang paru-paro tsaka ko tinitigan yung larawang nasa harap ko, ang larawan na aking Kaibigan na naka ngiti at naka suot ng pag angel na kasuotan, napangiti at napaluha ako nang makita ko ulit ang larawan na ito. Itong larawan na ito ay kuha nong 18th birthday nya.
Flashback
6years Ago
"Hello babe " Jessa
"Hello babe"
"Babe say something " she keep calling me with her sweet voice hehe alam ko may kailangan to kasi malapit na birthday nya haha.
"Hmmm babe it's fucking 7 in the morning here alam mo bang 9am pa pasok ko, at alam oo rin bang ngayon lang ako makakatulog nang maayos babe naman eh.
"But babe " she said with aeygo haha she so cute hahaha kung diko lang bestfriend to pinatos kuna to hahaha charr.
" what babe? " kunwari galit ako di nya alam na kanina pa ako gasing at wala rin po akong pasok hahaha shhh lang kayo guys ah.
"Babe naman eh. Babe ! wake up I can't sleep pls. Babe dimo na ako mahal nu huhu" Yan na nagdradrama na sya, Yan na iiyak na sya guys hahhaa okay guys tama na baka tulayang umiyak to eh hahaha
" okay okay. Ano ba yun at ang aga mong nagigising ah? " sabi ko kunwari galit parin shhhh
"Babe masama ba ako? Pangit ba ako? Babe wala ba akong kwenta ?babe! "
" NO! What are you saying babe? your the best person i ever know babe, tell me who say that to you, it's that you're basher again? Babe ignore them okay? Kulang lang sa aruga yung mga yun kaya ikaw yung pinagdidiskitahan nila Kaya babe don't mind them okay. " ito naman sya ( imagine na Korean idol ito hehehe mahirapa mag English eh nakakaubog nag dugo😂😂 , kpop Idol😍)
Anyways she always like that when her basher attacked her again, everyone think that she's strong but deep inside she's broke she so weak every weak but for me she is the strongest person I know.
" never mind babe hehe buy the way my 18Th birthday is coming do you go back here in Korea? " (ganito Yan para di kayo malito hahaha charr, Korean sya at ako ako 1/4 Korean 1/4 American 1/4 Japanese 1/4 Filipino sya naman pure korean tama Ba guys? Sorry hindi ako magaling Sa math eh basta 4pat lahi KO ganun hahaha.
Sa Korea talaga ako lumaki tas pumunta Lang kami ng American nong mag 3ndyear high school ako. Ako pala Si Alice Joy Choi 23 years old na ako at ako Ay isang preso sa aking sariling tahanan. Bast yun na yun malalaman nyo yun pag binasa nyo to hahha.
" hmmm sorry babe I can't " sad face para maniwala sya hehe" you know naman my parents right event if I want to come I just can't babe, " maniwala kana please don't make sad face baka mag bago isip ko at mabuking kaming lahat sa surprise ko sayo eh.
" hmmm okay basta yung gift ko ah " Hayts salamat naman at kumagat ka sa pakulo namin hahah
"Oo babe makakalimutan ko ba yun. "
" okay babe, I going too sleep na thank you for always there when I need someone to talk"
" babe you are my bestfriend since we were 10 so don't mind that okay, bast take care you health at always be positive, don't work too much babe okay.
"Okay babe hope to see you soon. I miss you and I love you Babe "
" I miss you and I love you too. Tell to John that I miss him also okay. I can't contact him, he also busy tell him to take a break for his work also okay, bye bye I love you both"
I said before I turn of my laptop
Ganito kasi Yan guys malapit na kasi ang 18Th birthday day nya at lagi nyang sinasabi sakin na sana maka punta ako pero lagi ko sinasabi na I can't kasi ayaw nila dad , pero kala lang nya yun dahil napilit ko sila dad na uwi mina sa korea kahit 1week lang hahaha.
END of flashback
Alice POV.
Tinitigan ko nang kay tagal ang larawan nya bago ako mag pasya na hawakan ito at nang dumikit ang aking mga kamay sa larawan ay bigla...
Hi everyone Hi Babe
Nagulat kayo no? 😊 alam ko kasi hindi ako matitiis nag aking bestfriend, kaya bago ako mawala sa mundong ito naisip ko gumawa nito.
If you see this video siguro wala na ako sa tabi nyong lahat, sana mapatawad at matagangap nyo yung desisyon ko alam kung mahirap pero nahihirapan na din ako, i dont want to leave like this but i just can't do this anymore " n hawakan ko ang larawan bigla nalang tong umilaw at lumitaw ang video nang isang babaeng mugto ang dalawang mata at payat halata sa mukha nya na super stress sya, napaiyak nanaman ako nang makita kung ang aking kaibigan sa ganitong itsura diko alam kung ano ang aking maramdaman sa mga oras na to, buti nalang andun si tita nancy at inalalayan nya ako paupo sa tabi nang mga kaibangan sa ni jessa and her farmer group.
" ehem ehem do i look you like a zombie? Hehe sorry hindi na ako naka pag ayos haha pero cute parin naman ako diba?" sabi nya kaya natawa kami kasi and cute nya parin kasi ganun ang itsura nya, after nag tawanan, im focus watching her when she make a fake smile seeing her like this make my heart broke. How come that i did know na ganito na pala siya mahihirap bakit diko alam? Nagkulang ba ako bilang kaibigan nya? O sadyang na focus lang ako sa sarili ko ? Ang sakit parin isip na wala na ang aking pinakamamahal na kaibigan.
" hmmm H-Hi I'm Jessa Kim 23 years old. Hi to my fans to may haters to my Family and to my Friends thank you for not leaving me at for loving me and I'm sorry to disappoint the all of you for what I did.
To My Fans:
thank you for always there for me and for always supporting me I love you guys.
To My Group:
Thank you for being such a good and loving friend I learned alot from you guys. I learn how to handle a difficult situation and many more, and thank you for being my second family I well miss you guys. ILOVE YOU and SEE YOU SOON Guys!.
TO My Mum: Nancy
5mins
10mins
15mins
She's not saying any words she just cry and cry and cry then
Mum I'm sorry fo leaving you she cry again
"Unnie, My daughter " her mum and her siblings say in unison
Mum I'm so so so sorry I know how hurt you are now but please mum take care of your self and always remember that I'm always by you're side mum I always watched you from here,and don't be stubborn mum okay. Mum I will miss you so so much. I LOVE YOU MUM.
To My brother and sister: mika and ace
Hey kido don't be so stubborn like mum okay? Answer me! Okay? Even to her video she always get mad because of her two siblings haha
"Yes unnie" they said I smile when I heard that. I Puth the top of there head and smile when they look at me.
Every good you two take care your safe also okay ? and always help mum for everything I wasn't there to help the three of younow but. I ask someone to look and help you. Take care and always remember that unnie love you no matter what and I always guide the both of you so please be good. I WELL MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU BOTH.
To My :BestFriend John
John I know you can't hear this because you are the first one who leave us. But I want to leave a short message to you. When you leave us is like our world is also die, we don't know how we start again, how we move on and how we wake up in the morning without your annoying voice it's feel like we die also but day by day we overcome all of the sadness and pain but thank you for being part of my life and I also missed you. I know when they watch this the two of us also watching this and when watch this I'm with you. Thank you and I love you My Babe.
To My Bestfriend: Alice
Babe!
10mins
20mins
30mins
BABE!
1hour (OA nong 1hour no? Hayaan nyo nalang hahaha?
She just keep crying. And I can't also stop my tear for runnibg to my face. She just keep saying BABE!
BABE! I'm sorry. For leaving you without saying you my goodbye and for making a promise, I'm so so sorry babe. Can't take this anymore I don't want to see her like this she's too weak . When I was about to stand up the two butterfly come to me and face me then
Babe I looked to the screen again but this time she try to smile, why babe? Why you leave us? Why?
Babe remember when you first meet us? Sabi nya nang nakangiti habang iniisip yung mga masasayang nangyari dati. Diko rin maiwasan na lakbayin ang mga alaalang yun.
Hihi I can't forgot that moment you are so cute, beautiful and annoying at the same time, me and john are classmate that time then our teacher said that we have a new classmate they all excited expect me and john, then You can come in... Masayang kwento nyo habang naka ngiti diko rin maiwasan ngutimi. At tuloyan na rin akong nilamon ng ala-ala nang nakaraan.
Flashback
Jessa pov.
"Goodmorning class!" bati samin ni miss dara
"Goodmorning Miss Dara!" kami
" class you have a new classmate pala , hija pumasok kana at magpakilala " sabi ni miss pero kami ni john Hindi parin namin pinansin yung bagong classmate namin kasi nga di kami interesado kung sino sya kasi naman po yearly kayang may bago kaming classmate kaya parang wala nalang samin yun then you speak
Hi everyone my name is Alice joy Choi sabi nong bang bagong salta napatingin kami ni john bigla sa harap kasi she speak english when we look at her our jaw dropped she's so beautiful she like angel ang cute angel. Sabi ko sa sarili ko tas nagkatinginan kami ni jost non pero bumalik din kami sa tinawa namin.
Hi
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Sorry guys for my taglish. At Sa mga grammar ko di panaman ako ganun ka galing mag sulat nang story Kaya pasenya na.