Jisung pov.
I walked into my room. I wasn't in mood for anything, I had no appetite, I was too tired of everything, but at least I should take a shower before getting in bed.
I took my t-shirt off----but then door unexpectedly opened. I immediately turned so the person only can see my back, and not front side of my naked body. I held shirt that I just took off at my front side. My heart start pounding like crazy. I heard that he still didn't close the door, I peek a little behind and saw Minho's figure still standing there.
"G-get out !!"
The footsteps were heard getting closer. I gulped starting to panic, I tight grip of the shirt I was holding against my chest. Minho what are you doing? please step back, you scaring me.
I flinched as I felt his cold finger slide down my spine. I took a step back, wondering why he did that.
"...M-minho please g-get out...."
I felt my cheeks burning and my heart growing in some weird way.
" You haven't finished your noodles, you have to eat.....you're getting too skinny "
I couldn't stand waiting for him to leave any longer, so I turned around holding shirt against my body and tried to pass by Minho, who was standing right in front of the door. I tried to pass by him on other side, but he stood in front of me again. What is he doing? I rised my chin facing Minho's hungry eyes.
" Hannie...your too skinny...."
He said looking straight at me, which made me even more uncomfortable and nervous.
" I'm taking a s-shower…..you should t-too...."
He didn't move, or even take his eyes of me. I approached him expecting him to move this time and then he did but I could still feel him staring at my bare back while I was going to the bathroom.
Minho pov.
The first thing I noticed was his skinny back standing in the middle of room. Damn it really turned me on, he can't even imagine what would I do to him.
I bite my lips, getting closer. I wanted to touch his skin, how does he feel? I rised hand making my way closer, with tip of my finger I slowly slide down his spine. His skin was so soft making me hink how pretty it would feel against my lips. He made few steps away, thats was when I put hands back to myself.
"..M-minho please g-get out .."
I checked him from head to toe, even If I was facing only his back side, gosh he give me dirty thoughts, I would probably just have fun with him, nothing more, right? I don't wanna take care of him. Yes I did worry back then..but now....I don't give a damn for that nerd.
" You haven't finished your noodles, you have to eat.....you're getting too skinny "
It really cathch my attention how skinny he was, It's not like I could see his bones but he did was much tin than my body shape. I seem to worry though. Three years ago I took care of Minjun but after his death, I never cared about anyone. I have to admit, I did destroyed myself, I started smoking, dating, sleeping with every other. Why is he giving me all this memories back?...I don't want to worry about you Jisung...but it seems to be stronger than me. He walked past me and I turned still watching his bare back walking away to the bathroom.
Immediately I mad my way to room where I throw myself at bed, dumb smiling at the ceiling.
" Minho you are just worried about him... okay? Nothing more! "
I shook my head, picked up the phone where I called Nari from boredom.
" Hey can we meet up---"
"Why? You needy?"
"Not really .... I just .... I don't know..."
"I am busy right now, go and annoy Hyunjin"
She hang up and then I immediately called Hyunjin.
" Hey Hyunjin can we meet up?"
" Yeah....why....are you okay?"
"Yeah ... I am ..."
I stood up and got dressed. I was about to leave the house but then I remembered that it might not be the best idea to leave Jisung alone. I called Hyunjin again and told him to come here, while I was waiting for him I cleaned up whole house.
I throw myself onto bed and rolled like a dog in the mud while Hyunjin was standing in front of me with a serious face and crossed arms.
"Whats wrong with you?"
I jump from bed in a sitting position, thinking.
"Believe me I don't know neither..."
"Then why did you call me---"
"Okey !! I think !! I think! ... I like someone ...----Oh gosh! I don't want to like him !!!"
I throw myself on the bed again and started rolling around. Why do I have this thoughts? even with butterflies down my stomach.
" So...You don't like him?-- '"
" Totally! But..but .... UGHH !! ..... I like him--"
" Dude! Decide! Do you like that guy or not?"
"I think I do like him..like...even now when I think of him I have thosee insects down my stomach.....but...but I really don't want to like him...."
" HAHAH! Lee Minho have butterflies! Wow! I thought I would never hear this one---"
Sudden noise was heard, me and Hyunjin looked at the same time in direction of door. I looked at Hyunjin who was having scared face then I remembered.
"Jisung..."
"Who the fuck is that? Isn't your mother coming tomorrow ?!"
I immediately ran to the bathroom door.
"Jisung is everything okay !?"
I waited but nothing was heard behind the door. I tried moving the door lock but it was locked.
" JISUNG! "
I was ready to break the door if something happened to him, and Hyunjin was looking at me confused.
"Y-yeah ... I-m f-fine..."
I exhaled. Gosh what's wrong with me? I felt like whole world fell down my shoulder as I heard his voice saying he is fine. I really don't want to like him and take care of him but my body just reacts different. Me and Hyunjin returned to my room, where he start questening.
" Who the hell was that?!"
" A.... a guy I like ...."
" What the hell is he doing at your house ?! "
" Oh yes I forget to tell you, he .... how can I explain that ... um ...."
I threw myself on the bed and somehow found the words to explain the whole situation to him.
" Ahhh! Okey now I got it!"
He claped with his hands and I nodded.
"Great.... so what should I do?"
" Do with your crush? "
He said smirking at me, I punched his arm.
" Oh! Shut up "
" Okay, so? Do you like him.... um ... like just for one night....or do you want to date him?.....only if you haven't forgotten what dating mean"
He said taking seat next to me. What dating mean? Of course I remember ... my exes went through my head, the feeling was nice but again similar to the one night stand, we didn't do much in relationship, fucking around, holding hands...as much I remember.
" Um....I want him for one night...----Stop giving me that look okay!! I want to fuck the soul out him okay!...... but other part of me also want to take care of him....."
Hyunjin looked at me with rised eyebrows.
" Are you catching a feelings? Because Minho I know would never take care of someone that he also want to fuck"
I throw myself at bed again and again. I wanna get him out my head, but then I will see him again at the stairs, living room, bathroom---Ughh! Why does he have to live with us!? I tought we gonna have fairy story, going at the same class, and tipical things that everyone would fall for and so on.
" I don't know !! .... I am thinking !!"
" ...When was last time you caught feelings? "
" With Sunjun...I think?...."
Hyunjin rolled eyes at my answer, what? Did I say something wrong? I rubed my face.
" Ughhh!!"
Third pov.
Since that day Minho start acting differently, realizing his fault in treating Jisung. Minho would always give his seat in the bus to Jisung, stop by his room to look at his art work, but his art work was not the only thing Minho was looking at, he was always keeping an eye on Jisung, paint would always somehow get on Jisung's cheeks, nose, and neck, making Minho's heart skip a beat.
To Jisung, after that night when Minho acted like a jerk and ignored him for a girl in bed when he was in a critical condition, all these little things that used to make him happier that ever, make him feeling different, and for now everything he did for Jisung felt like it was out of pity.
Jisung was coming back from the store after buying a new painting canvas that he could barely hold or even climb the stairs. Minho went out his room as be heard quiet panting noise, where he saw Jisung struggling with stuff bigger than himself. He immediately ran to help but Jisung pushed away, leaving Minho in surprise.
" I'm f-fine....."
Minho chuckled with an irate smirk on his face, he was pissed off by Jisung's acting. He know It was difficult and he nedded help by someone, but still Jisung was doing his way. Minho did nothing but stand there and watch him struggle. Jisung managed somehow to his room but his strength betrayed him and he fell on his knees. Minho immediately ran to him for help where he picked him up and Jisung start pushing him again and this time Minho didn't let go.
" Don't you see you need help !!"
" I told y-you I am f-fine !!"
" Oh shut up!!"
Minho picked him up and carried him over his shoulder. Jisung immediately began to move and kicking him.
" Ya! Ya! Lee M-Minho put me d-down !!"
Minho smirked evilly while holding his ass. Jisung slowly began to lose his kicking strength and then gave up. Before he threw Jisung on bed, he gently caught the back of his neck so he wouldn't get hurt. Jisung breathed loud as he was thrown, where Minho smiled at sound the little one made, he quickly get up of Jisung and brought his painting canvas into room.
"I don't pity you, I just want to help"
Jisung rolled his eyes and fixed his glasses. Minho get back on Jisung's bed with smirk on his face, he approached by crawling. Jisung was confused and keep moving backwards until he bumped head of bed. That didn't stop Minho getting closer and closer, their noses were almost touching, and smirk on his lips were still there.
"W-what d-do you w-want?"
Jisung turned head on the side and shut his eyes avoiding Minho's eyes. Minho's heart dropped as he saw Jisung in that adorable position, his glasses slipping down his nose and his cheeks blushing. He moved closer, the tip of Minho's nose brushed against the soft skin of Jiusng's cheeks.
His nose pressed against Jisung's skin slided down his neck. Minho felt Jisung's hands pushing his chest, but he didn't stop. He could feel beautiful scent Jisung was wearing. Minho was leaning against him, practically standing between Jisung's thighs. He adored how Jisung was all blushy trying to control his nervous breathing.
"Am I making you that nervous?"
Minho asked with deep whispering voice as he moved little back from Jisung who turned his head toward Minho again meeting his eyes, feeling confused, why? why he did that, touching his neck.
" W-why? ....."
Jisung asked suddenly looking down at Minho's lips.
"Why what?...."
Minho answered confused by Jisung's "why" he slowly blinked not breaking eyes contact.
"Why y-you make me.... t-this....w-way?..."
This time Jisung was the one who was moving closer, his gaze was still on Minho's lips. He was frozen by Jisung suddent action, with widened eyes Minho felt Jisung's soft lips brushing against his. Minho felt as if he was dreaming thinking
" did this angel really just kissed me? " but he was also surprised does Jisung feel the same way?
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