"I see her I feel her I smell her " says Tasha as she tries to explain to her therapist what she sees "she's holding my hand " but what nobody knows is that Tasha isn't crazy 10 years ago her 5 year old daughter was kidnapped right in front if her eyes a quick blink imagine closing your eyes for point five seconds and the love of your life is gone "your finished ' says her therapist "come back next week and I'm increasing your medaction , about 3 years after searching her husband found her laying on the bathroom floor drugged up so he divorced her they both haven't given up hope but their searching separately for the past five months Tasha has been having the same dream every night it starts out marissa and Tasha walking around the pond she turns for a second marssia screams mommy and she gone never to he seen again , Tasha get home puts her purse on the table and takes her meds goes to the frezzer and pulls out a hot pocket after she's done she goes to lay down ,this dream is all wrong this dream isn't the same there's pages its a book with pictures qlit of pictures but of who she tries to focus but gets awoken by a loud knock at the door