A year without my love With a Twist

her thoughts

Lena's: POV
When I first decided to run for state assembly. I was excited
I wanted to make a difference in
Our country, but after talking to my mother about everything that was on my mind. It was then l realize that I hadn't been taken my wife's feelings into consideration, all l really been doing is focusing on my campaign, and neglecting Stef
This isn't fair to her. I just wish things could go back the way they should to be. When life was less complicated, l have a decision to make continue to run for State Assembly and risk my marriage or drop out of the election completely, all these thoughts swim around in my head, now if I decide run in this race. I'm throwing away a marriage l work so hard for, l just lay here deep in thought
This is the one hardest decision that l ever have to make.
I'm trying with everything within me to come up with the best solution. That would make everybody happy, the only person who matters to me is my wife. She's supported me throughout, is whole process.
I can't imagery waking up every day without Stef beside me, we always said that when the kids were out of the house. We would travel the world together. Me and Stef had made all these plans to see the different cultures.