Writers block :( -moo moo xx
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I was soon jumping to the conclusion that he had probably given me a fake number in order to keep me quiet.
I mean, who would want to give their number to me?
I'm just the short curly haired blonde that sits in the corner with her head in a book constantly. I'm mean I'm 21 and have only ever had one real boyfriend for gods sake! But him, there was something about him, just seemed not right, something different, something distorted.
I quickly snapped out of my trance to realise that I had just been staring at my apartment door for about 5 minutes. I soon rushed in and called the one person that had always had the answers to everything, well advice wize. Jamie.
Jamie has been my best friend for years. I had met her through, Ben, the one syllable that brought back so much pain
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From Ben - hey gorges x
To Ben - hey babe x watcha up 2? Xx
From Ben - out , wanna meet up xxx
To Ben - corse were? Xx
From Ben - were we met xxx
To Ben - okay babe be there in 5 xx
I got out of my chair, I put on a pair of black skinny jeans, red checkered shirt, black ugg boots, and a black beanie.
As I was walking, my mind was else were when I heard my phone go off in my pocket
From Ben - I might be a few minutes late xxx
To Ben - ok babe x
Ben and I met at a park by a set of old swings and we used to meet up and talk everyday before he plucked up the courage to ask me to prom, and we have been together ever since.
I was almost there when I looked up from my phone to see a sight that nothing could have prepared me for.
Ben
With another girl
His arms around her waist
Eating each others faces off
And it wasn't even as if he was pulling away
Their lips in total synchronisation, together
Standing next to the same swing set that we met on.
As I just stared in shock from across the park, he broke the kiss and gazed into her eyes, the way he gazes into mine, the way that he told me that he would never look at anyone else that way. I felt something escape me, like a part of my soul just leaving me, like a part of me just died.
He looked up from her and his hazel eyes met mine from across the small park. The look of guilt in his eyes.
So I walked away, like I did with every problem. I just walk away. Turn my back and leave. I could hear his foot steps picking up speed behind me, so I ran, faster than I thought I ever could.
"CARRIE!" I heard him shout behind me
"WHO THE HELL IS SHE?" I heard the girl shout to him as he ran after me
Tears rolling down my face and off my face, as the brutal winds of the world hit my face.
I feel two, soft , warm ,comforting hands grab my shoulders and spin me around.
"Carrie I can explain"
"Go on then, explain to me why you were standing next to our place, where we met, eating some random girls face off, in front of me, because Ben, if you can give me a justified reason for what I just saw, I swear I would marry you on the spot" I told him with tears flowing down my face drowning me in my own emotions
" I... I ...." " exactly, you can't , because you're a filthy lying cheater, and make sure I never see your face again , because I swear that if I do, I won't be responsible for my actions" I said putting him in his place.
How could my Ben do that to me?
" HEY YOU WAIT UP!" I heard the girl call after me, I turned around.
" HE DOESNT DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU! WAIT UP!"
So I did, I waited for her to catch up, because I swear if this little piece of crap tries anything, I swear.
"Who the hell do you think you are?" She exclaimed "are you taking the mick? First you go, steal my boyfriend, then come running after me, telling me IM in the wrong?"
"YOUR boyfriend ? I have been with him for three years!"
What the hell?
Three years?
He's been cheating on me for three years?
"Five" I mumbled
"What you say?"
"Five years I have been with him" I said on the verge of sobbing
She stayed sigh lent
"Five years?" She asked me calming down
I just nodded
I then felt her hug me, I tried to pull away but she didn't let me.
"Looks like he's got a bit of explaining to do" she whispered to me as I was now sobbing
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Hi guys! Hope you enjoyed this chapter! So I gave you a bit of info on carries past, sorry if the flash back was a bit long :) new chapter soon :D -moo moo xx