Y/n's P.O.V
Lisa was lying on the bed of the hospital. I was worriedly staring at her face. I hope she doesn't get a heart attack. Her face was looking pale. I gently caress her cheek while staring at her face. She is so beautiful. She looks like a sleeping beauty. This girl, used to be so immature and childish but now? Totally mature as an adult and lives by herself. She has grown up. "So many beautiful memories we had together Lalisa. Those memories are never forgettable," I say while removing hair from her face.
-6 years ago-
I was on a date with Lisa at a park. Lisa loves watching the kids playing. While seeing the kids running, she starts to run as well behind them. She and the kids all were having fun, where I was chuckling by seeing Lisa's behavior. Well I guess my baby is actually a baby. "Babe, why don't you play with us?" says Lisa from there. I laugh and reply, "No, I would rather watch you guys playing." She pouts and moves her eyes from me and I start to chuckle again. She's so childish... After an hour, those kids leave and then she disappointingly approaches me.
Y/n: What happened to my girl? Why is she disappointed?
Lisa: Why didn't you play with us! I was really bored without you!!
Y/n: But I was watching you.
Lisa: Still! Urgh!! I hate you!!!
I immediately peck her lips and say, "But I love you." She shyly looked away and I giggle by her reaction. "Why don't we play together? Only you and I." "Really?" she asks with excitement in herself. "Yup! Let's play tom and jerry, go run!" then I start to chase her. After some minute, I finally reach her pace and immediately lifted her up saying, "Got ya!" She lets out a sweet scream. It was like she was really happy. I gently put her down and she wraps her arms around my shoulder. "Did you have fun?" I ask with a smile. She happily nods and replies, "A LOT!! I LOVE YOU Y/N!!!" She immediately attaches her lips on mine. I gently kiss back and hug her tight while she rested her head on my chest.
Lisa: I hope we'll stay like this forever till death.
Y/n: (Caress her head) Of course babygirl! How can I even leave someone so adorable like you?
Lisa: (Smiles) I can't even leave someone so loyal like you honey.
Y/n: Oh is it? But you left me alone and played with the kids.
Lisa: I did call you but you said you would rather watch us.
Y/n: But I do was hurt from inside.
Lisa: Ah... Baby what to do; I just love kids a lot!
Y/n: (Smirk) Let's make then?
Lisa: What!? Noooo!!! I'm 17.
Y/n: But I'm 19.
Lisa: Yah I'm still a kid!
Y/n: You sure are. And I'm your babysitter.
Lisa: Yup. Let's go home. I feel tired.
Y/n: But I'm still energetic.
Lisa: Because you didn't play at all dummy! Uh I'm too tired... I can't walk.
I knew she was acting. She just wants me to give her a bridal style lift. Sweet...
Y/n: You're dramatic Lisa. (Chuckle)
Lisa: Yah I'm really tired! I can't walk.
She suddenly falls on the ground and I immediately hold her. "Oh god are you okay?" I ask being worried (Though I know she's acting anyway). "I c-can't stand, i-it hurts," she fake groans. I roll my eyes and immediately lift her in bridal style, then start to head home. "You love to get a bridal ride don't you?" I ask. She chuckles then nods and then wraps her arms around my shoulder again. "Which place you wanna go baby? Mine or yours?" I ask while walking. "Yours, I wanna sleep by hugging you tonight!" she says excitedly. I evilly smirk that time.
Y/n: Which sleep are you meaning? You wanna get naked with me tonight babygirl?
Lisa: (Gets red) NO! I don't wanna lose my virginity while being this young.
Y/n: Why not? You know that I'm yours anyway.
Lisa: Because I'm still not ready.
Y/n: (Chuckle and peck her cheeks) It's okay. I'm not gonna make you have sex with me. We'll do it when you'll be ready, okay?
Lisa: Thanks baby. (Pecks back)
--At home—
I gently lay her on my bed and then contact her mother to let her know that her daughter will be staying with me this night. Lisa's family and my family had known each other for a long term. So our parents knew about our relationship and they didn't even bother us. Probably we are enough mature to choose whoever's perfect besides, I had been on Lisa's side for years. Lisa might be 17 but she still has childishness under her. And as I have known Lisa for years, her mother simply trusts me and believes I'll take good care of Lisa. I'm happy that they believe I'm the right person for her. Where all my life my parents never trusted me, they thought I'm useless which reason I left them and now stay alone and live by myself. My life had been depressive for years until Lisa came to my life. "Baby, why are you still standing? Come I wanna cuddle you," says Lisa while lying on bed. I then immediately come back to reality. "Yeah wait let me change my dress, I'm sweating a lot. You also change yourself, you can find plenty clothes on my closet opposite the bed," I reply and go for changing. After changing, I come back and notice Lisa was only wearing my t-shirt, which was too loose on her that reason it covered her thighs. "Are you wearing the shirt or the shirt's wearing you?" I say while chuckling. She pouts and replies, "Yah it's just too loose, can't find anything tight fitting." "But still you look cute." I say and wink at her. She chuckles and thanks me. For some minute, I just stare at her face. "Why are you so beautiful Lalisa?" "Huh?" "My eyes can never move from you whenever you're around. You're like a sun which rose again in my life. You're the light which gave me life, you're like an angel which indirectly took my pains away whenever I had 'em." I say while approaching her. She smiled wide and caressed my cheek, while I caressed her cheek saying, "I love you a lot, Lisa," then immediately kiss her lips passionately. She holds me tight kissed back while I lift her and she wraps her legs on my waist. I pin her on the wall while kissing her soft lips. After some while, she breaks the kiss and breathes hard while saying, "I only want you." I smirk and gently then throw her on the bed and get on top of her. I couldn't stop myself so I travel my hands under the shirt while she grins. "If you want, we can stop right now," I say being a little worried because she once said she wasn't ready still. "But I want it!" she says and I laugh a bit. "You're pretty hard to understand," I reply and give hickeys all over her soft neck while my hand was exploring in her body. She leaves sweet moans, which made me hard already. But I decided not to get too much high. I don't want to force her on doing that. Maybe kiss and touch is enough. "Baby I want more," says Lisa while breathing. I smile and gently kiss her lips and reply, "Some other day baby." I lay beside her and she hugs me while I sadly smile. So many things have changed. I used to cry and hurt myself being alone but now? I have a woman who makes me smile no matter what happens. She's more important to me than a pure diamond. I don't want to lost her, never! "Don't smile at me like that. It feels like you're not letting me know you're in pain," she says sadly. "Oh nothing honey, I'm just lucky that I have you now. You gave me the happiness which was lost long ago," I say with a pure smile and she hugs tighter. I hug back. "When my baby's gonna turn into a woman, I'm gonna marry her and gonna treat her like a queen." "Yes, and you're my king." "Yup, then we'll make a prince and a princess." She chuckles after hearing my last words. "Sure we will," she says and closes her eyes. "Goodnight..." she says and gets into sleep. I smile and kiss on her cheek and sleep with her.
-Present time-
"Weren't we suppose to get married? Didn't we want to make a prince and a princess?" I say while crying silently. None could hear though I didn't want to cry loud. I didn't want to show my pain to anyone except myself now. I miss you Lisa. I promise I'll take away your pain how you once took mine away. I'm gonna protect you from those bitches whoever points a finger at you saying negative things. I don't care whether it's a girl or a boy. If he or she hurts, he or she has to face me.
".... Y/n....?"
"Lisa? You awake?" I say and look at her. She weakly moved her eyes on me and smiles. I smile back and hug her warmly. "Thank god!" I say with a sigh of relief. Suddenly the doctor enters. I get back to my position, as I don't want him to think she's hugging the air. "I heard your voice so came quickly to check on whether you've woke up or not." She slightly nods as he continues...
Doctor: Remember me Lisa?
Lisa: Of course, you were the one who made my parents realize the trauma took my memory. (Sadly smiles)
"Oh so he's the one!" I think while staring at the doctor. He looked really kind and generous.
Doctor: And I thought by your again collapsing, you would forget me as well.
Lisa: (Giggles) Oh no doctor. My heart just ached a lot which reason I passed out.
Doctor: Why did it suddenly start to ache? Tell me everything openly.
Lisa: Honestly, suddenly some memories started to run under my vision. That same painful dream, that same way I screamed, everything started to pop up in my vision but being a little more increased. It's like things which I didn't see in my dreams also came to my vision. It's like I was crying for my lover because I love him, I want him, I can't live without him.
I immediately look at her. There it goes, talking about me indirectly. Only if the doctor could see me, I guess the situation would've got a little better. I'm feeling really helpless now. However, I keep my eyes straight at the doctor again.
Doctor: I see, do you even know why were you crying?
Lisa: Never knew doctor.
Doctor: Your parents haven't said still?
Lisa: They did tell that I saw the dream that actually happened in real. It's like before I passed out.
Doctor: Never mentioned the name or never showed the guy's picture?
Lisa: No...
That's it. I get an unexpected mental breakdown. I never expected this from her parents who used to believe and trust me. Looks like they turned out to be just like my parents...
Doctor: Didn't you ask for it?
Lisa: I did but... They said, 'Honey leave it. The thing is gone which means gone. Just move on.'
I felt like bricks were falling under my stomach. But.... They were right. Lisa has been hurt because of me all these years. Of course, they will never want their daughter to remember the hurter's face right? Never in my life had I felt this much guilty. Everything just sucks! So fucking much! I know I didn't do anything but still I have to take the blame on anyway. After all, I have hurt her.
Doctor: I guess, nothing's gonna help anyway.
Lisa: Sorry doctor?
Doctor: You need help to remember everything. But here, none's helping you. So what's the point of check up?
My eyes get wide by hearing what he said. Is he going to give up on making her remember? Oh sorry, he never helped anyway...
Lisa: What do you mean doctor?
Doctor: Lalisa Manoban, you have no choice but to move on in life. For that, I can help you specially.
Then Lisa and I give each other a glance and she replies while looking at me, "H-how?" He sadly smiles at her while she was looking at him with wide eyes, eager to know the answer.
"By a mental operation."
-To be continued-