This is a One Shot base on the book ‘Forbidden Love’ written by ElleMiglioranza.
Enjoy guys it’s a steamy one XD
Sophia POV
From that first date with Preston things had really turned around for me. Firstly I didn't actually expect for us to be dating I just thought it was going to be an innocent dinner date. The next Preston sending me flowers jetting me to the other side of the country for romantic dinner. Which turn me into mush and I caved in to Preston charms. Why shouldn't I? I've been miserable pretty much since that night if July 4th 2000 when my life as I knew it came to an end. Now it was a new era a time for me to enjoy and embrace my life and to not live in the past no longer and look into the future. Did I see a future with Preston? That to be confirmed. But for now he was all going well I was treated like a princess. Which at times it was sweet and romantic but other times I found it all a little too smothering.
I wouldn't say I was totally in love with Preston. There was feelings there his was an attractive guy and pretty amazing in the bedroom. Loredana use to yell from her room that we were making too much noise. Maybe now she understands how I feel when her and Joe are climaxing. Yep Joe left Persian to be with Loredana believe me that wasn't pretty. There was nearly a brawl on the set and Loredana nearly lost her job as they didn't tolerate this kind of behaviour. Of course I had to intervene which lead to a huge meeting between Julie and Michael as I didn't like the fact they were pinning everything on Loredana. These two people were consenting adults and the one who was truly in the wrong was Joseph. So I told them if Loredana goes I'm following. So after long heated discussion and being in Loredana who I kept glaring at to keep her mouth shut. She let it slip that her and Joe were in love. When I tell you this knocked me for six I mean it really did. The whole time I've known her she has never once flat out admired that she was in love so that made me more determined to stand by her in this. Everything cooled down in the end and no one left.
So now that Joe and Loredana were out in the open they really showed there displays of affection not only at home but on set too. As sucking as it was to see them all kissy kissy I was happy to see my closest friend happy and truly in love. That all you want for the people you care about for them to be truly happy. I guess you’re wondering if I'm happy. Well on the outside I looked glowing with happiness but deep down I kept thinking of that day when Ian turn up on my door step when I went on my first date with Preston.
Yeah Ian was on my mind a lot. I think it because of the fact of the way he turned up. I knew he had something to say but as soon as Preston showed something changed in his expression. I should actually not care. Right? And I don't at times. This was Ian though as much as I wanted to hate him I just couldn't but then when I would see him which wasn't often I would cave in to those old feeling. Ian was my past and he hurt me and he should be left in the past I know that. It just sometimes he really got under my skin and that annoyed the hell out of me. So I just kept my distance as there was no need for me to be around him. I had heard rumours that he and Nina had broken up I didn't know how much of that was true and it didn't matter.
It was a typical Saturday night Preston wanted to wine and dine me but all I wanted was a night in. Which he was happy about meaning that Preston wanted to let his hands wonder so it leads to a night of passion. It was kind of hard to resist him when he would give me that smouldering look and I was his. In the morning I woke up before Preston and I thought I'll surprise him with a coffee and something sweet from Starbucks. So I got into my sweats and grabbed my car keys making my way out if the house as I heard the disturbing groans from Loredana room those two were like ramping rabbits sometimes. I walked out and got in my car began to drive into town.
I arrived and parked up the car then made my way into the coffee shop there was a huge line but I knew the caffeine was worth it. I stood in line looking at the board contemplating what I should have when I felt someone tap my shoulder. I turned around to see Paul Wesley standing with a goofy grin on his face. Paul was a real comedian at times and never failed to make me laugh with his jokes and wicked sense of humour.
"Hey Paul" I felt a little embarrassed to see him especially in the state I was in he wouldn't never let me living down.
"Rough night" He stated as he pulled something out of my hair. I looked to see it was a feather "Last time I checked feathers weren't in this season. It looks like you've been having a pillow fight" I felt my cheeks flush when I began to think about the romping in the bed last night with Preston.
"Yeah.... What are you doing up this early I thought you were the sleep in on Sunday's type of guy" I wanted to take the focus off the fact that Paul notice my bed hair.
"Well I needed the caffeine with arranging Ian birthday" God it was that time year already. "This is a good thing I saw you it saves me emailing you now. So I'll put you down on the guest list?" I stood there frozen in the spot. Was Paul crazy I wasn't going to go to Ian birthday not with how bitter things are between us.
"Ma’am can I please take your order" I heard the member of staff asked I looked at her then back at Paul who stood there with a full on grin.
"Sure can you give me a sec" I watched as she rolled her eyes at me I shook my head "Rude" I muttered under my breath then I heard Paul laughing. "I don't think it's a good idea Paul. Not with the way thing are and Nina and I aren't on the best of terms" I tried to justify my reasons but the looked on Paul face he wasn't buying it.
"You’re his oldest friend in town. Yeah you both have issue but maybe this feud between you guys could stop. You know with the holidays coming up" I was taking in what he was saying and he was right how many more years could we go on like this.
"Ma’am your order" the girl spoke rudely and I turned and glared at her.
"Skinny latte, Americano and two double chocolate chip muffins." I turned back to Paul and he was about to leave with his drinks.
"So it's at the Ritz Carlton next Saturday. Formal wear. Loredana and Joe will be there so you won't feel out of place" He winked and walked off before I could protest. Paul was sly in the way he cornered me so I couldn't say no to him. Well I don't have to go do I? I mean like Ian would care if I'm there or not. I just tell Loredana that I'm sick or something I can't even use Preston as an excuse because he will be in Paris next weekend for some business meeting.
I went back to the house and Preston was still sleeping I woke him up with the smell of his Americano. It seems that Preston wasn't interested in the coffee more in having another round with me. Which I didn't mind as it took my mind off this Ian birthday bash that I didn't want to go to. Preston was a perfect distraction when it came to Ian and anything related to him as he reminded me that I can still be that Sophia I once was the one who laughed and fun. That what Preston brought out in me that kid side in me at times even though he could be too serious at times and I'll tell him to liven up. He was different from past guys who I have dated and maybe that’s a good thing.
As the week went on all Loredana spoke about was this god damn party and if I had gotten a dress. What didn’t she understand I wasn’t planning on going? I even began to say I wasn’t feeling too great but my performance as an actress wasn’t great no one was buying it. What did these people what from me this was my ex-boyfriend and we didn’t end on good terms and pretty much they all knew that. I didn’t understand why it was such a big deal for me to go. WhenFriday came I brought Preston to the airport he could tell I was a little on edge but I didn’t let him know it was to do with Ian birthday celebration. I notice when Ian would get brought up in conversations Preston would tense up. So I kindly asked Loredana not to mention him in front of Preston as it’s a sensitive subject. You would of thought I would have been upset that I wouldn’t be seeing Preston for like a week but I wasn’t I felt like I needed a break from him as horrible as it sounds.
The whole of my Saturday I stayed clear from the house and I placed my phone on silence as I knew Loredana was going to harass me about tonight. So I spend the day pampering myself and doing a little Christmas shopping as this year I was going home for the holidays for the first time in years. So I knew I had to get gifts for my family including my very fussy older brother who is a nightmare to buy for. I ended up buying him a Michael Kros watch in the end as I knew Santino loved his watches. Then for my parents I got them both gift certificates at spa centre in New Orleans as they deserved a weekend of pampering. It was coming up to 7 and I knew that Loredana would of left by now with Joseph as the party was due to start at 7:30. So I knew I was safe to go home and not hear no nagging.
I left the shopping mall and drove home. When I arrived I got all the bags out of the car and made my way into the house. As I entered it was all dark so I knew she had given up and went to the party without me. I went upstairs into my room as I turned on my lights to see Loredana sitting on my bed in a beautiful long red gown with an angry expression on her face.
“Geez you scared the life out of me” I shouted at her while holding my hand over my heart. What the hell was she thinking sitting in the dark in my room? “I thought you would be at the party” I spoke casually as I placed my shopping bags down avoiding eye contact with her.
“Where the hell have you been? Why the hell didn’t you answer your phone?” She spoke in frustration. I thought I got away with it but it seems that Loredana wasn’t going to give up.
“I had bad cell reception” I told her with a smile while lying out of my teeth. “Plus I never found anything to wear. You know what I’m like it has to be……” I began to say but she cut me off.
“Oh you’re not using that on me” She strides across the room and picks up a garment bag. “Well it’s good thing I pay attention” She spoke smugly as she walked back over to me and handed me the garment bag.
“What’s this?” Then through the clear plastic I notice it was a dress that I had been admiring at a bouquet just off Pear Street that I told her about. “But… How?” I looked up to see her smirking.
“No time for chit chat you have 20 minutes to get ready Miss Romero and I don’t want to hear any more excuses. You’re coming to this party if you like it or not” I was about to protest but she interrupted me “If you don’t come it just shows everyone that your still totally in love with Ian still” I felt my jaw hand slightly as she spoke those words. “You have 18 minutes” She smiled as she went out of the room.
I didn’t want people to think that I still had feeling for Ian. Loredana was right if I didn’t make an appearance they would think it’s because of some untoward feeling I may have. No way in hell am I having people think that. With that being my last thought I quickly got myself ready in record breaking time I was even impressed with myself. I went over to the mirror to see how I looked and I was impressed this dress fitted me like a glove. I took in a deep breath and made my way out of the room going downstairs where I came face to face with Joseph and Loredana. It was all compliments from then on even in the car journey I think they were trying to make me feel relaxed about this. We arrived at the Ritz Carlton and made our way towards the grand hall. Paul really did go all out for Ian birthday the place was filled with beautiful fabric draping from the ceiling with exotic flower arrangements. We were given masquerade masks at the entrance and were told to wear them all night. The room was filled with hundreds of people and I had no idea of who they were as everyone identity was hidden by the masks that were provided.
Loredana was concerned about leaving me alone but I told her to go and have fun with Joseph. I went over to the bar and got myself a glass of wine. I looked around the room to see it filled with men in their fine suite and the ladies in beautiful gowns. I felt someone watching me and I turned to my right to see a man standing next to me. At first I didn’t recognises him but I could never forget those hypnotising blue eyes.
“You look stunning” The voice gave it away I knew it was Ian. With the mask he was wearing it complimented his eyes even more the eyes that I fell in love with all those years ago.
“Happy birthday Ian” I gave him a smile and turned away from him. I could feel my heart pounding against my rib cage as he stood so close to me I hadn’t had this feeling for years. “I didn’t know you knew so many people” I took a sip of my wine to hide my nerves as I didn’t like this feeling of be weak around him.
“There people I have met over the years.” he spoke casually and I nodded still refrain myself from having eye contact. “So you going to give a birthday dance” I turned to face him and he had that same devilish smile he used to do when he tried to get his own way.
“Sure” Came out of my mouth and I didn’t even regret it. I had to prove something to myself tonight that I’m truly over Ian and this is my first step.
He took hold of my hand leading me to the dance floor. We both began to dance in that moment all I kept thinking was I can do this. That I will not allow Ian to have so much control over my emotions that tonight I have the control. We twirled and glided on the dance floor like we used to do all those years ago. I felt lost in the moment as we both giggle and dance through various songs to be honest I totally forgot that I was in a room filled of people until we heard clapping. We both stopped and notice that we were the only ones dancing. I felt my cheeks heat up and one person caught my eye and that was Loredana standing there with a huge smile on her face. I excused myself from Ian and walked away. I went out into the foyer and I was in two minds about leaving. How stupid of me to let my guard down and make myself look like a fool. Why do I always go weak when he was around me? I know why because I never fell out of love with him. Truth of the matter is that I’m just as in love with Ian now as I was 13 years ago. I felt someone tap my shoulder I turned to see Ian standing there.
“Sophia I just wanted to make sure you’re okay” He spoke with concern in his voice. I looked at him all that was screaming in my head was I love you. I knew I had to hold back because with me still being in love with him didn’t change anything. It didn’t change the fact that he walked away from for whatever reason it didn’t change a thing and I needed to keep that in mind.
“I’m fine. I think it’s best that I go” I was about to walk off but Ian caught my arm. I felt my heart racing as I knew he wasn’t going to just let me walk away. I turned to him and I didn’t realise how close he was to me. We were so close I could feel the heat of his body warm mine, could hear the soft whisper of his breath as he exhaled. Ian inched closer, and felt his hand encircle mine again. I looked up at him, his enchanting blue eyes already locked on mine. He ran his fingertips up my forearm, leaving a trail of goose bumps blooming in their wake. He brought his hand up to cup my cheek, his thumb running along the curve of my cheekbone. I nestled into his hand, feeling his warmth seep into mine. Ian leaned in, lips parting slightly, his eyes flitting down to rest on mine. His kiss was soft, but urgent. Our lips moved in unison. It felt so familiar to have his lips pressed to mine it felt like I had found home. The kiss began to get a little more intense there was that passion and desire that we once had being ignited.
One moment we were in the foyer the next we were in the elevator devouring one another like long lost lovers. I wanted Ian more than I wanted anything in my entire life. This felt so right I didn’t have any doubts running through my mind. I wanted to finally give in and be his. As the door open we both stumbled down the hallway not breaking away from one another. As Ian tried to get his key card out trying to open the door blindly I couldn’t help but giggle. He finally opened the door and suddenly he had me tightly in his grasp. He continued to kiss me with the same hunger and desire this all felt so perfect to me right now as I was with the man who would always have my heart. Suddenly I felt the softness of the bed and Ian broke away. He looked down at with adoration in his eyes the same look he used to give me many moons ago.
I couldn’t help but smile as my lips lightly grazing his with the movement, and it’s all he needs to kiss me properly. Tilting his head he takes my mouth. The firm mould of his lips sealing over mine. His tongue plunges deep, persistent, possessive, licking against mine with slow strokes, hot and soft like velvet. My hands slip up his neck roaming into his hair. Into my open mouth he issues a groan, the vibration of it is so raw, so primal, and so needy. In the tangle of our melding I feel everything he gives me his possession, his love, himself. If I could only hold on to these perfect moments, remember them in the times I doubt I would never lose faith in what we have, in what he so freely giving me.
Despite being out-of-my-mind aroused I sense that this is not that type of kiss. Rather it’s an affirmation of the bond between us like a reminder offering me sense in my senselessness. I feel him winding it down bringing it to a close as he gentles the play of his tongue, slowly withdrawing until he ends it with a firm press of his lips to mine. It leaves my mouth tingling our bonded lips reluctantly pulling apart.
When my lids flutters open I find him watching me his eyes almost black with desire and he’s making a show of it for me. His hooded gaze moves to my bee-stung pout as he brushes them with the pad of his thumb. “We’ll finish this tonight,” he promises in a sexy-as-fuck rasp. Again I nod, too dazed with lust to trust my words, drooling an all too real possibility. “So you’re okay with this?” he asks, running his nose along mine.
Swallowing to buy time I shift gears in my mind, “Never been more certain” blinking my lashes I risk a peek at him, only to see a rueful smile tugging at my mouth. When a grin cracks over his face.
The grin gives way to a full beam, boyish and utterly charming, “Sophia Romero you are a woman full of surprises” on a growl he makes as if he’s going to bite me. A wicked glint in the slate of his near predatory gaze.
I roll my eyes well before I have a moment to think about it then suck in a quick breath at the change that comes over him. His head drops ever so slightly as he regards me from below the thick line of his lashes. His lids heavy but does nothing to conceal the raw carnality burning in his stare. Both his hands round my hips, each finding the cheeks of my ass. His large hands cups then squeezes, almost painfully as his fingers dig deep into the soft flesh.
I moaned as any possible fear negated by the grind of his hard length against my always aching sex. I hear him chuckle as my back arches pushing into him for more, “Always so eager Miss Romero.”
All I could see was Ian unruly mop as his head dips lower between my legs. His usual M.O. is to circle my clitoris with his slick crackerjack tongue but tonight he’s doing something different and – it’s exquisite!
He presses his tongue flat against me as he laps at me with long strokes. He starts at the bottom and sweeps it upward in lazy, even lengths. Every time he comes up, I catch his eyes, blazing fire with pleasure and thick with desire. Fuck! As always the pressure is just right and as he stops and re-connects with me again – there, yes! Right there!– I get a 1000 volt jolt, straight to my core.
I moan almost scream as he flicks over my whole slit again. I so much want to grab his head and force his tongue to stay on me and stop this teasing. I recalled how he used to torment me but this time round it felt more like torture as this craving this desire I had been burning for 13 years wanted to rise to the surface. I buck my pelvis into his face but his leisurely pace didn't change. With his right hand is firmly pressed down onto my pubic bone creating a delicious pressure. His left thumb is rubbing slow circles on my inner thigh, my whole being willing him to move it up – just an inch – and slip it inside.
Ian sighs as he fingers Sophia. This was something that would never happen again. Ian thought that he had lost her forever especially after her miscarriage and the accident. He just wanted to put the past behind him and enjoy the moment with her. He moves his finger slowly, feeling her wetness. Ian couldn't help to wonder if Preston ever brought her to her peak. Did he even had what took to handle a woman like Sophia? Ian really doubted it. But he knew that he could and tonight he intended to show her just how good that it could be with them again. All she had to do was just give him a chance. Sophia was open now and all Ian had to do was seal the deal. And that what was he intended to do as he buried his head in between her thighs. Ian started licking away slowly and Sophia moaned and shivered as she stood there.
I become aware of the distance between us, his body is bowed forward worshipping mine with surprisingly chaste kisses but nothing else is in contact. I glimpse my sanity for a small second and reach up to pull him closer. Lightning fast hands move to restrain me, catching both wrists and folding them away, securely behind above my head.
“If you touch me this will all be over way too quick. I've waited far too long for this moment" My sanity’s full disappearance and a creaminess between my legs.
“Aaahh, please touch me,” the need in my whisper begging. Boy, it doesn’t take much for me to become a real needy mess. What was Ian doing to me it was like he has placed me under some hypnotic spell of surrender.
Tell me what you want Sophia.” Nothing makes me hotter than his seductive voice commanding teasing me. Just hearing it sends a powerful shiver vibrating through me.
“I want you.” Ian grip flexes and tightens at my wrist and then he smiles against my chest.
“I was hoping for some specifics but you know how much I like it when you resist me.” His voice is low, almost humming as if he knows that I can’t break free and make him go where I want him to.
I struggle some more, this time a little harder, putting the weight of my body behind it and decide to play him at his own game. “I want you to lick me.” I spoke slowly, enunciating every syllable. “Lick my nipples and bite them – hard.” He sucks in a hard breath that I reward with another attempt to free my hands. “I want your hand to trail down my breasts, my belly and find out how ready I am for you.” Even to my own ears I sound husky, deprived. What was Ian doing to me? I was truly losing all sanity being in this room with him alone.
Ian leaves just enough space between us for him to undo each of his buttons and the sight of his gaze traveling the length of my body is so sexy that I temporarily forget to resist his hard grip. He tugs his shirt off his shoulder and then deftly switches hands so as not to break his hold on my arms and to shrug off the other sleeve.
He looked down at me intensely for a moment as if he couldn't believe his eyes. He slowly let go of my wrist with his right hand he began to caress my cheek. There was something distinctive about the look in his eyes in that moment like he fear this maybe an apparition. I leaned forward and press my lips to his to assure him this was happening. That I plan to make this a birthday that's he will never truly forget. I between the feverish kissing Ian unzipped my dress and slowly pulling it over my head. He turned me over so my back was to him.
From my shoulders all the way down my back he left a trail of kissing which felt like tiny sparks of electric. More than ever I just wanted him to stretch me out to feel his rod inside me sending me to greats heights like he used to. In my desperation I began to grind my sex into his knee I couldn't wait no longer.
"Hold on baby, not long to go.” Ian strong hands were around my hips and lift them up so I’m on my knees with my butt in the air. My hands were gripping in the sheets ready for the impact I was about to receive. His breathless words of encouragement only make me want him more.
Hearing Sophia scream like that pleased Ian. And as far as he were concerned the night was far from over. He caressed her body as he stroked her. He plays with her breasts. His tongue flicks back and forth as he traces circles around her nipples. Sophia tosses back her hair and moans. Ian kisses the side of her neck and pleased to get another moan out of her. "Sophia, you are so beautiful." he told her and kisses her lips softly. Sophia is enjoying herself. Ian knew just what to do to please her. As she lay there, she found herself comparing Preston to Ian. And if she was honest with herself there was so comparison. Ian was the only man that could take her to new heights and make her scream as he rocked her world.
As always Ian touch is heavenly and made more so by the fact that my heart is so filled with love for him that it hurts. I guess he sees it in my eyes because he stop and just stares back at me. “I. Love. You.” I say without any reservation, pouring my whole soul into the statement.
His eyes turn a dark slate and he swallows hard. He holds up open palms for me to take and I willingly thread my hands through his. “And I love you Sophia. So much that it doesn’t seem enough just to say it.”
His body bows over mine, like in prayer and his mouth finds mine. A gentle, slow and deep kiss that untangle his words perfectly. Moments later our bodies join again in a slow and exquisite dance. He doesn’t allow a break in our precious contact for even a second; his pace remains adoring, as if he’s afraid that harsh movement will shatter the spell. Our hands are still clasped together above my head. It’s just the two of us, reveling in our possession of each other, entwined in love.
Because of Ian leisurely pace my orgasm sneaks up on me. My only warning was Ian change in tempo before it tears though me with a violence that stuns my senses. I scream is straight into his mouth still slanted over mine. He pulses inside me, jerking his own ecstasy before banding his arms around me in a way that makes me sure that he’ll never let go.
We both climax together and he takes the condom off and throws it away. Ian beckons to me to come to him. I smile at him and laid my head on his chest. He kisses my forehead, causing me to shiver. Ian gets a cigarette and lights it. He takes a drag and blows the smoke away from me. I lay there listening to his heart beat as he smokes. When he’s done, he kisses me on the cheek.
“Sophia, thank you for giving me the one thing that I wanted for my birthday and that is you. I love you.” He said warmly and he yawns. Satisfied he falls asleep.
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Day 8 is now up. This was another colloboration from Elle and myself. And it was done in honor of Smoldy;s b-day on Mon. So pls enjoy. Happy belated 36th b-day Ian!! We love ya bebe!!! *mwahhhh* Day 9 is up next guys XD